THORNS IN MARRIAGE
CHAPTER 51 - A WOUNDED HEART
"Mommy, Gege...! Hows it? Can I go home today? I. kangen my wife, hehehe... You guys don't be sirik!"
I can only sigh.
Turns out Jordan's been hallucinating me! Oh Allah Gusti! Is Jordan thinking about me? And now Jonathan knows.
"Yes, we're allowed to go home. Come on, let's clean up first!"
............
Now everything has changed.
Somehow and what it will be like.
Me and Jordan's family including Mas Jo just followed the doctor's advice. Keeping Jordan's feelings and mental to be stable and able to think normally.
Even though this situation tormented us all.
My mother turned out to be Mama Jonathan's friend. They were once friendly but disconnected because of something.
I don't know, both of them are silent about the cause of musabab tenuous friendship. They actually now look awkward with each other even though there is no debate or commotion.
Mama returned to her residence with me to Jonathan and also Mama Tiur. As for me, I now have to play the 'wife' of Jordan Ardian.
"You can't sleep in one room!" mama Tiur said in a soft voice to her youngest son.
"Why, Ma? Are we not husband and wife? Didn't we also used to sleep together?"
Oh, my God, Jordan... Your delusions are so far away.
Jonathan could only breathe. He rubbed the look of his tired face while glancing at me.
"Liana!.." cried Mas Jonathan with his soft voice.
"Gee! I don't like you getting too close to Liana! She's my wife. Please respect me as her husband, Ge! Even if you're her brother-in-law, but that doesn't mean you can call my wife's name in such a soft voice!" jordan's murmur is making my head woozy.
Genta just silently looked at our interactions all that was like playing a charade.
Funny indeed. Like a five-six year old. We played a childish little game.
Mom led Jordan into the room.
"Rest yes, let it recover quickly and be healthy again!"
"Mommy...! Let Jordan take care of Liana. It's time for Mommy to sit quietly. Jordan already has a wife who will take care of him. Hehe... Mommy doesn't have to worry!"
It is like living in two worlds.
One side I have to appreciate Mas Jonathan who is my future husband. But on the other hand I have to follow Jordan's rule of being 'sick' in a traffic accident with me.
"Liana!"
I stared confused Mas Jonathan and his mother. Should you follow Jordan's request to go inside his room as well? Or the...
"Didi! Can the Gege that accompanied you sleep tonight? Can ya? We haven't slept together in a long time. It even seems like a dozen years. There's something Gege wants to tell you!"
"Yes. Me too, there's a joke about Gege! Alright. Tonight I'm sleeping with Gege! Let my wife sleep with Mommy. It's okay khan, honey?"
"I_yes." I answered Jordan's question.
It was a dilemma that made me very depressed.
Mama took me in her arms while smiling at Jonathan and Jordan.
A magnificent house, luxurious furniture, does not necessarily make my heart happy.
It turns out that life is like being locked up in a golden cage.
Mama Tiur who I thought would treat me well, apparently not really.
Behind his two favorite sons, he actually made my life more depressed.
Although not as nyerocos as most other Cruel In-laws, but his eyesight and cold speech even more make me unable to bear.
Oh, my God, my God... Why did bad luck come back to haunt me. Please help your servant, Lord!
I know, Mama Tiur is in shock and very disappointed in me.
But the rice has become porridge. It's all over. What to say. I can't do anything about it.
I slept with my back to face the ceiling of Mama's large room.
While Mama sleeps sideways on my back. As if we didn't want to sleep together.
"Sleep! Don't daydream!"
I'm aghast. Mama Tiur rebuked me after a long silence. I thought he was asleep, apparently...
"Mama hasn't slept yet? Mama must have had a lot of thoughts!" guess me in a slow voice.
Mama Tiur silently did not answer.
I want to get along with him. As at the beginning of the meeting even though there is a little mistake that until now has stuck in the heart.
"Mah...!"
"Hm..."
"Mama must have been disappointed when Mas Jonathan introduced me to Mama. Yes khan? And I know, Mama's even more disappointed... Jordan also turned out... Hhh... Everything is so fast as lightning!"
"Sleep. I don't blame you a hundred percent, Liana!"
"But I know Mama's disappointed!"
"Be quiet! Don't talk that makes my head dizzy!"
"Ma...! From the beginning I was not your dream girl, right? Even Mama refused me my wish to help because I'm not your criterion woman who deserves to be a daughter-in-law. My mother asked beautiful women for help. But when I wanted to help, Mama said she didn't want me to help!"
"It turns out my hunch is not wrong! I don't want you to help me because it turns out, you're good at ensnaring my two sons' hearts!"
Damn...
I'm speechless. Stunned by the cold words of Mama Tiur who went straight to the point.
"Mr...! Liana's not ensnaring anyone. By Allah, Liana also has no idea why things are like this!"
"That's it. It's night. Stop your rant!"
I tilt my body. Crying holding sobs while turning back Mama Tiur's back body.
I just want to be loved. I just want to be loved. Is it wrong if I want it, Ma?
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