Those Who Want My Body
Dreams After Istikhoroh 3

Not wanting the same incident to keep repeating, Mas Anwar replaced all the lights of the house with emergency lights. Put a flashlight in each room. Given that I am currently pregnant, Anwar mas became a little excessive.

"It doesn't need to be changed."

"No. I will replace all the lights. I don't want you and my son to do anything." Said Mas Anwar who was changing the living room lights using a lamp replacement stick.

"Mas...?"

"Hmmm..." He answered without looking because he was focused on changing the lights.

"Did I ever tell you?"

"What story?" Mas Anwar stopped his activities after he finished installing the lights.

"I once saw a shadow of my future. But whether it's just my hallucinations, or whether I don't know."

"What kind of paradise?"

"I'm holding a very cute baby boy. There was no rain that day, not even a little heat. But a man holds an umbrella for me holding a baby."

"Who is that guy then?"

"I can't remember or see his face at all, which I know is my husband. Because there was someone who asked, then the person said he did not think at all that I would marry my neighbor."

"That man is mas. Is it possible that our son is a boy like the one in your shadow?" Mas Anwar asked while stroking my stomach.

"Maybe it was just a coincidence. Did Anwar want a boy?"

Hearing my question, Anwar was silent for a moment, like thinking about the gender of the baby in my womb.

"Male or female, it doesn't matter. But if we can choose, we want our child to be a girl. Be beautiful like you."

"Oh my goodness, my mom. I can totally change it."

Of all the talk of me and Anwar, there was one thing that always stuck in my mind. After the shadow slowly faded, I never again saw my future shadow. Whether it's with my son or Anwar.

"Aish what's wrong?"

"So soon, I'm comfortable. I don't want to take off this hug."

Mas Anwar returned my embrace warmly.

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After the umpteenth time Istikhoroh prayer, before I decided to accept the application of Anwar mas, I again got a clue through a dream.

Anwar and I got out of a car that stopped on a road, which I didn't even know. At that time there was a father who passed me and Anwar.

"Where's the new bride going?" Ask while smiling.

What does it mean that Anwar and I are married?

"You're fishing while you're on a boat, sir." Anwar replied in a polite tone.

Somehow the story, Anwar and I were on a small boat in the middle of the sea with a beautiful mountain view.

"Alhamdulillah, get the fish." Shouted Mas Anwar while pulling the lure.

Seeing Anwar smiling happily, I smiled with him. Only, what makes me confused is the color of the murky sea water like river water during a flood.

I once asked someone about the meaning of my dream, he meant that if it was possible that I and Anwar were paired. After marriage, my family will be bestowed a lot of sustenance although there will be many problems that I and Anwar have to face.

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