TIKZ [Moving To The Golden Age]
022 - VACATION FIRST (1)

"You women actually use various ways to get into a man's bed without thinking about the consequences that will occur! That woman is really short of wits!"

"Hey man, what are you talking about?" Idaline sat watching the man who was the same age as the Sirang. Her face looked so angry but Idaline did not feel the threat from the fierce face that was bending the tangle.

"Hhhh!" The man combed his unraveled front hair. "Do you not understand that the news of omnipathy bringing a girl into the room spreads among the nobles, what will happen?"

"If you want to nag better commemorate the workers to be active in working." Idaline turned around and lay on her back.

Suddenly a burly hand pulled on Idaline's arm until she woke up, her gaze blurred from not being ready to raise her head abruptly, and her milky-white hand flushed from being gripped too tightly.

"What are you doing?!"

"If you understand my words, you should go."

"Is this how you handle patients?"

"You're just pretending. All women know only the ruse. The owner of this residence is away, it is better for the guest to also leave the no-man's residence."

"Your brain seems to be in trouble!" Idaline turned her hand until her thumb was parallel to those long, large nails and in one fell swoop removed her hand from the man's grip.

"I didn't know that this residence guard was so brave to his master's guest." added Idaline rubbing her wrist.

"I don't know how to get Mahapatih to take you to this residence. But the next step I won't let." reply the man.

"This guy seems to have a psychiatric problem." Idaline took off her blanket and got out of bed.

He knew that during Djahan's disappearance, the man brought some poor children who were then guided by him.

Perhaps the one who dared to enter his room was one of the few disciples raised directly by Djahan.

"I came here because I was worried that Indra would cause trouble. You don't have to come either, Loro." Siji told Loro who was crouching next to him.

The two of them were hiding on the roof and peeking out from the precarious blemish that was deliberately left open for the entry of light.

"Our punishment is not yet finished. Fear Indra this will make trouble" said Loro whispered.

"Who wouldn't have bothered his soul knowing he had been abused as a child?! Moreover, he knew while being framed by the snake woman who was trying to crawl up into a noble!"

"Well he told me that." commented Loro.

"Does this Indra really trust Raden Ajeng?" ask Siji.

"It looks like Indra thinks the little girl is his future mistress. Sweet once~" Loro chuckles at her own thoughts.

Djahan is interested in Idaline, but how could his master like a child who is far adrift?

Idaline who heard Indra's words felt her lungs filled with air. He opened his mouth trying to breathe normally.

A shadow flashed through his head.

No matter how sharp a person's memory is, if it is a memory that is detected as dangerous to a person, forcibly the brain will try to forget it or throw it away.

Idaline felt a very strong hatred stir in her heart as the disconnected memories intertwined.

He held his chest trying to take a proper breath.

Indra was surprised to see the reaction of Idaline.

People who are in this situation should be angry because of the vagueness of his speech or speak softly and give encouragement while trying to calm down.

But Idaline showed a different response.

Or did he actually know since he had noticed it inside the palace?

That in those determined, round eyes, the depths looked just like his.

Keeping a dark secret that cannot be remembered.

"Miss? Missy? Hey don't joke!" indra said repeatedly confused about what happened.

Shouldn't they share together?

Hatred, fear, and deep trauma abound in the Idaline's recesses.

His breathing felt less and less entering the body.

The faces of two people who were clearly visible even though the background was the daytime sky made it shudder and more difficult to breathe.

The senses that were trying to calm Idaline bounced away once two powerful auras emerged from Idaline's body.

A white light of different magnitude shot out and quickly formed two different shadows and their feet stepped on the ground.

"Old man, if they knew Miss Idaline not only accepted your aura but your soul as well, what would they do ?"

"If you don't want to help, why are you getting out of her body?" ketus Fusena's.

"My owner is in excruciating pain, how can I be silent?"

Ignoring the tiger, Fusena approached Idaline and tried to treat her respiratory tract. "Nobody's body was hurt."

"What happened to make it like this? When faced with me alone there was no doubt in his eyes." The white tiger thought hard.

Fusena sighed, she had never heard of Udelia experiencing such difficult things while she was living there.

"What's after?" terka Fusena justifies the position of Idaline for easy breathing.

"Mbakyu, it's me. Penal. Remember me, remember your parents, remember the people who love you."

"Sena..? Old man..? Who loves me? Haha where there are people who love me,"

Seeing that Idaline's breathing had begun to normal but her eyes were blank, Fusena placed her palm on Idaline's forehead.

He gasped to see that there were two individuals in Udelia's soul.

One was chained with half the chains still tied and the other tried to tie him back.

Fusena felt a very deep sadness at the chained self.

"Say! Am I really alone in this world?" ask Udelia who was chained.

"Where is it possible, don't you remember the incident?"

"SILENCE!!!!!"

"In the end this chain will break. Why don't you just accept that no one loves you let alone loved you since that incident until now?"

"No. No. gabe. No. gabe. Your words lied. That memory must be a lie, too."

"Try telling me." Fusena did not know what Udelia had experienced until her grief grew as big as her love.

It is not a good thing to feel sadness is as great as happiness.

In fact, humans will lean toward that sadness and fall.

It takes love, greater happiness.

White eyeballs without irises and pupils moving sideways hear the intruder's speech. He glanced and said,

"How can you not know about this?! It happened right in front of my eyes! It happens in the open!"

"How can the mothers even cool off chatting while washing?!"

"How can a river that is only fifteen meters away not make two older cousins see me with two friends?!"

"How can the boatman rebuke with doubt their depraved behavior?!"

"Nobody cares about me! That time and continue to this day!"

The black one regulated his stupefied breathing then continued,

"Why didn't grandfather come?!"

"Why are these two old men I used to make a place to confide in not asking would keep me quiet for three days and three nights?!"

"Ah why did they leave me when I was sick and just leave food that no sick person can eat?!"

"My friends only care about my intelligence and never take me out!"

"Teachers demand this and that when they don't know I don't have any friends at break time!"

"I don't understand why you blame them. I just want to be alone." Udelia's chimpanzee who has a yellow light.

"You're so stupid. Why are you always alone and why should you start if you want to be together?"

"You are alone in a corner because you are afraid of them. You don't believe them."

"Even you start not believing in yourself when you're long alone."

"I chose to be alone. Don't keep blaming the others. It's my fault that I'm not good at getting along" said relaxed Udelia who was free to bring up a padlock in her hand.

"UDELIA! You can't get along because you don't trust anyone, because when you're used by two of your cousin's friends, the people around are crowded, but nobody cares. You're afraid of everything."

"Even the boatman did nothing and his passengers saw the incident very clearly!"

"The boatman was feeling mediocre after seeing you one week later back swimming in the river!"

"No! No way! I can't possibly be stained. Don't keep telling lies!" reject Udelia that has a yellow light that slowly mixes its color with an orange light.

"If I tell you a lie, why is it that when you're a month late at the beginning you start coming months, you take a lot of headache medicine? It was lucky that I didn't die." pressed Udelia who had a black aura around her.

"I'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING INSULTING!"

"Yes. Never does. But they both forced you."

The chains on the black body were released and he was finally free after decades of being bound in a corner that could not be reached by memory.

Fusena tries to protect the glowing Udelia, but turns out the gloomy black Udelia jumps into the lake.

"Mom! Be aware!" fusena said she saw a body that radiates happiness turn its light into a dim orange to blacken shrouded in sadness.

Fusena opened her eyes. He silently watched Idaline who kept crying in her sleep.

"What's the matter, old man?" ask the white tiger. Fusena remained silent watching Idaline's face not poking the white tiger question.

Idaline opened her eyes limply. It was dark as he looked at the window that was not closed.

On the side of his head was Fusena still standing silently watching him and there was a white tiger also staring at him.

Idaline felt very angry and also wanted to cry, she remembered everything.

"Tell me, mbak. Don't keep it in the vindictive."

"Hey old man, don't you see Idaline's facial features?" reprimand tiger.

"If soaked will continue to cause other mental pain. No need to fear, it's just the two of us here."

"You don't think I am."

"Whatchu mean? I said there's only the two of us listening."

"Oh." The tiger did not think he was thought to exist. Usually the old man does not care about everything except doing the influential for many audiences.

"But I feel a lot of human airs with doubts on the outside." The tiger was worried that if this was a secret talk, those humans would hear it.

In front of the door, the maids and Indra were also a few healers gathered unable to force their way in.

"Leave it. They won't hear."

"You are developing what, still do not understand." Rutuk Idaline while closing her eyes with her elbows trying to divert her mind that continues to remember memories that she should have forgotten.

"Don't force it to continue" the white tiger advised.

A second later Idaline, Fusena, the white tiger, and the people outside the house were shocked to see the protective barrier Fusena made suddenly crack. There was the sound of a door being forced.

"Don't."