
At night, when Adelio is asleep and time shows nine o'clock Mutia crawling up to the old bed in view of Miko who is busy playing mobile phone.
"Why? Is that so great?" Tanya Miko who looks like she is aware that her self is being observed by mutia
"Eh hm eng-eng-engkak" replied Mutia flutter
Miko raised her eyebrows "why is there anything you want to say?"
Mutia squeezed her bedsheet staring fixedly at Miko - clingy "ehmm it..."
"That's what?"
Mutia took a slow breath and then said quickly "i'm ready"
A moment of silence ambushed then the fifth second Miko asked "his intention?"
Under the light, Mutia's face warmed up as she boldly said "i'm ready to hook up with you"
Miko glanced at Mutia expressionlessly
While Mutia's heart skipped a beat when it overshadowed her and Miko back to doing it.
Already for months Mutia had not given Miko rights over her, at that time Mutia still felt afraid to repeat her due to her self-nourishing guilt.
But today it may be time for her to reconcile with the past, anyway at the end of her they were indeed created to be together, and Miko was clear - obviously choosing her and not going to leave her, anyway, so maybe this is the right time to let Miko touch her.
"I'm sleepy" said Miko
And the instant Mutia was silent even when Miko pulled the blanket and took a sleeping position that turned her back, Mutia was still unable to say anything.
Is Miko refusing him?
Wh why?
Unexpectedly - thought tears were seeping on her cheeks and Mutia immediately wiped her.
Like her not only feeling that lately Miko is no longer warm to her, but Miko also never again touched her, even hugged her while sleeping, but also never again, or just give her a kiss.
One question came to her mind whether Miko was no longer happy with her?.
The next day Mutia was calling her mother to ask for her blessing because tomorrow she was going to school again.
"Ma tomorrow Mutia school, Mutia asked for her prayers yes, hopefully all is smooth" Mutia told her mother by phone on Sunday morning
"Yes, mama prayer, may everything be smooth, adelio how? Something's wrong, right?"
"Yes, my mom is calm, I'm good to her"
"Oh yeah? It's good that I'm sorry you haven't been there, you guys are good, right?"
Mutia nodded but suddenly realized that her mother across there could not know so Mutia immediately replied "well ma, greetings to papa, bang agy same Kansa ya ma"
For a moment Mutia did not hear her mother's voice
"Hallo ma?"
"Are you happy?"
Mutia's turn was silent, the question was simple but somehow mutia did not find the answer, Mutia herself doubted whether she was happy.
"If one day you are at a point where you can no longer live everything, you can go home dear".
And the defense of Mutia collapsed, she cried bitterly but tried to die - dead to hold her voice so as not to be heard by her mother, Mutia did not want to add to the burden of her mind, but she did not want to add to the burden of her mind, telling her the problem will only add to the new problem.
"Yes ma, ma adelio woke up" replied Mutia painstakingly
"Judah you take care of your health there, even though your mother is not near you, your prayer always accompanies"
"Yes, thank you, Mutia loves you, sorry Mutia ya ma" said Mutia full of regret
"Dear mom, I'm sorry you"
Then the conversation ended, and Mutia then walked closer to the agitated adelio in her bed.
"Darling why? Thirsty yes" Mutia said as she lifted adelio into her lap
Tau - you know the sound of the door being knocked, Mutia also moved to open the door
At nine o'clock in the morning who's coming? Thought Mutia while pulling the doorknob
There was a person in front of her a teenager her age, fair-skinned and bule-faced her hair was blonde and long.
"Hi, I'm vanilla" the teenage girl extends her hand in front of Mutia who stares at her questioningly "I'm Miko's friend at school".
On the other hand Miko was looking for vanilla and asked her vanilla friend Tara
"Where's vanilla?" Miko asked Tara when the lesson ended and replaced the break
Tara raised her eyebrows "Lo's her boyfriend, time doesn't know"
"Lo know where he is?"
"No"
"Seriously tar"
"Seriously, where do I know where he is, the guy he's not saying anything about me, whether it's me, Lo's his girlfriend, my time"
"Lo, what the hell is the same problem with me? Why don't you like me?"
"Lo want me to like you? You think I want to be a traitor to my own friends!"
"Tar Lo understands what my question means, Lo is anti-so much like me, Why? I'm wrong, Lo?"
Tara stood folding her hands in front of her chest and snorted lazily, "Lo that fakboy really know? I've got a wife still chasing - chasing another girl, not really Lo!?"
The instant Miko shut her eyes implied shock
"Lo said what, I don't understand" said Miko Started to be nervous
"Allah! Don't be pretentious - Sukan don't understand, vanilla already told all of it to me, gini yes if you want to make a girl as long as you don't meet me!"
Miko didn't say - the word only exhaled a long sigh that seemed irritated, so vanilla had told Tara the secret, why did vanilla do it? She must keep that secret very well even though Tara is her best friend, not that she can say anything to her more - more about who she really is.
"Why? How's diem? Can't answer yes"
Miko snorted over - instead of answering the question, she took her bag and left Tara.
***
"Miko told me everything, I happen to be the same as her classmate so close enough" vanilla said with a sweet smile
Mutia clutching the leather of the sofa she was sitting on somehow she felt vanilla was not just an ordinary friend to Miko, Miko could not possibly say the most secret thing if she really did not trust the person.
So does Miko feel vanilla is so important that she trusts her?
"Oh, aren't you in school?" Ask Mutia instead of asking questions about how far she knows Miko, it would be better if Mutia asked something else.
"Not today I have family business, oh yeah, you're not in school anymore?"
"I'm going to school again tomorrow"
"Where? What's with Miko?"
"I don't go to school anywhere else, you know my problem and this miko is not something that people should know, it's a secret"
Vanilla nodded little "I understand"
"You didn't tell me about Miko with your other friends, did you?"
"Let's just be sure it's my secret and Miko's, only we both know"
Again - again Mutia felt the word vanilla just gave another impression, what? Mutia was not comfortable hearing it.
"Miko's in gym school anyway?"
"What does he mean? at school Miko has a boyfriend that's what you mean?"
Mutia seemed stammered how could vanilla know that was the intent of her question?
"Are you that sweet, same as him?"
"Eh?"
"Until that feeling makes you blind"
"Ma-does she mean?".
Seriate....