Trapped by Free Communion
Chapter 30 Not Ready

Mutia opened the door with a sour face, while Miko tried to act casual despite the fact that she was nervous to death.

It's eight o'clock in the evening, what if Mutia knows she's just been with vanilla?

"Where from? Why just got home?" Mutia asked, staring her right in the eyes

For a moment Miko seemed hesitant and replied "i had a basketball match with friends, Continue to eat it"

Mutia frowned, frankly doubting him, yet today she was too tired to fight, so she decided to shut up and go back to the room, instead, for the first time Mutia knew that Miko was lying in silence tears came back down, wetting the pillow where she leaned her head.

Why does it hurt so much?

Mutia could hear the sound of Miko's footsteps entering the room and she immediately wiped her tears.

"You still angry?" Ask Miko

Mutia felt no need to answer that stupid question, so she just kept quiet while closing her eyes.

"Where's the school?"

Mutia still did not answer

"What do I do to keep you from getting angry again?"

Mutia took a sitting position and turned her head towards Miko who at that time seemed to feel very hurt.

"Can't you think what it's like to be me? Can you please?!"

"....."

"You've lied to me, and you've been making absolutely fatal mistakes, I don't know there's a lot of lies you've been creating behind me, I've believed too much in you all this time that makes me stupid, right!?" Mutia took a deep breath and then exhaled violently

"Have you ever thought about our future and Adelio's?"

Miko gulps her hard-earned "I, I....."

"You're not ready, you're not ready for all this!"

"I'm not ready! I wasn't ready from the beginning!" Snapped Miko unexpectedly, making Mutia's shoulders rise in surprise.

"Of the many girls I've slept with, you're the only one pregnant! I was never ready to be Mutia's parent! Never ready!"

Mutia trembled at the expression and heard Miko's rising voice, not because of just her reaction but also her statement just now.

"W-what? So it's not just me?"

Miko's eyes turned sharply "Not"

"Since when?" It was difficult for Mutia to just speak, it felt like she could no longer withstand the turmoil within her that seemed to be about to explode.

Miko did not reply, she turned her body and left Mutia with a thousand question marks.

Mutia remembered Adila's words a long time ago, about her saying that one of Miko's former names Tiara had given everything to Miko.

What does Adila mean by her chastity? Is Miko really that asshole? Why does it feel like Mutia doesn't believe it? Mutia thought he was one but turned out to be wrong.

Mutia's tears flowed back, she needed someone to listen to her grievances, but who?.

***

"Why deck?" Agy's voice was immediately heard shortly after the call was connected "is there a problem?"

"No, no?" Mutia replied quickly

"Why call?"

"So if calling means I have a problem?"

"Hmm, it could be the problem all this time right, if there is anything to run to Abang, why else? You need some more money? Is adelio sick?"

For a moment Mutia hesitated to say but now her feelings are so depressed "Miko...."

"Why Miko? He doesn't hurt you, does he?"

Mutia breathed nervously "House Kangen, Mutia kangen house"

A tear fell on her cheek and the almost cry made a sobbing sound, Mutia quickly clenched her mouth so that agy would not hear it.

"Wanna go home?" Ask agy slowly attentively, "You can go home whenever you want to deck"

"But Mutia has started school bang"

"Oh yeah, how's the new school? No exclamation?"

"Yes, Mutia is afraid"

"Fear why?"

"If anyone knows anything about Mutia"

"Not to think about it, most importantly, you have to focus on learning now"

Mutia nodded as if aware that agy could not see him Mutia said "yes, Mutia cannot possibly fuss with everyone anymore, Mutia Promise will study in earnest"

"Hhehee yaa"

Half an hour passed, Mutia and Agy engaged in a lot of talk, whether it was about the new school Mutia, Adelio, and also Kansa who were getting chatty over time, as time went on, until finally Mutia began to feel drowsiness attacking her.

"What was it first? Mutia is sleepy"

"Okey, take care of your health, be good there do not be sad"

"Greetings to mom, dad, and Kansa"

"Yes, it will be delivered"

"Yes it's asalamualaikum"

"Milkahmur"

Mutia lowered the phone from her ear, then stared blankly out through the wide open window of the room.

It's good enough, it feels a bit relieved after telling a story, although not the actual story, at least Mutia does not feel alone, anyway what if she tells her truth to agy, but, it is not impossible that it will cause new problems and make things worse, let Mutia herself know.

***

The next day all felt awkward and uncomfortable, every time their eyes accidentally rubbed, both Mutia and Miko lost the ability to speak, Miko clearly felt guilty and Mutia herself looked so hurt by the immense disappointment implied in her eyes.

Mutia did not know what to do after hearing Miko's confession last night whether to endure accepting all the facts or instead who decided to go and end it all.

But there is an adelio that can not be forgotten just like that, adelio needs both of them besides that Mutia still has affection for Miko even though her heart is overwhelmed by disappointment due to every lie that Miko created so far.

The question is, can Mutia come back happy after knowing everything?.

"I'm not a good person" Miko suddenly spoke

Mutia stopped putting up her shoelaces and looked up at Miko who was slowly approaching her then crouched down before her.

Miko put on Mutia's shoelaces and said, "I'm sorry Mutia, I know I'm wrong for everything, please excuse me"

Mutia's tears just fell down her cheeks, she saw Miko who was looking down in front of her.

"I don't know, I'm really disappointed in you and myself for loving you so much and thinking you're perfect"

Miko raised her regretful face "plice, sorry I..."

Mutia wiped her tears and then passed by, she passed by the Goddess who was holding adelio while secretly stealing their conversation.

"Why ko? You guys fight?" Ask the Goddess after Mutia's death

Miko refused to answer but nodded

"You must have hurt him, what are you? You cheated on me?"

Getting the question that somehow could be right on target made a surprised expression clearly visible on his face

"Yes"

"That's right! You can't be trusted, who are you cheating?"

"Friends of classmates"

"Crazy you ko, pity Mutia knows!"

"Well, how else? Vanilla can love me that Mutia can't love and I'm also comfortable with her"

"Crazy, crazy, crazy! What did he tell you!?"

Miko looked into the Goddess's eyes, asking implicitly whether she really did not know what Miko meant.

"Lo should know what I mean"

"What's? No, no, no! Can't you sleep with a girl?!"

Miko nodded no longer caring how much of a jerk she was in the eyes of people.

"Crazy you! I too, so Mutia must be very angry with you! You're the one with the hell?"

"Gue is a jerk!" Miko then moved to leave Dewi who slowly showed a thin smile.

"Hey?" Greet the king when he accidentally passed Mutia in the classroom hallway

Mutia stopped then looked at the king and then smiled faintly

"It's still morning and you're sad, not cool...."

Mutia laughed humorlessly "Yes how else"

"Do you want a story?'

"I don't know if I should tell you what you're not"

"Must!" Exclaimed the king steady with his sweet smile..

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