Trapped by Free Communion
Chapter 7 Fighting

If nothing happens can this guilt against his God be lost? How could he forget such a big sin.

As she wept over her regrets, suddenly her phone rang, there was an incoming call from Miko.

"Are you ready yet? I'm in front of the house."

Mutia tried to stop her crying and replied, "I-I'm not at school today, you just go."

"Why? you cry yes."

Mutia hung up the phone and threw it in the bed.

If time could turn back.

"Well, you're not on school deck?" agy asked when she saw her sister sitting watching television

Mutia shook her head, "i'm not feeling well anymore." The answer was lethargic

"Times?" agy clung the back of her hand to Mutia's forehead

"Ah lie, people are not hot."

Mutia snorted, "abdominal pain."

"OOO stomach pain already taking medicine? uh yesterday brother buyin you martabak eggs, last night called ga nongol-nongol."

Mutia's expression turned tense, her tongue twisted, and her heart was pounding.

"Yes, I ate it."

"Sleeping brpa clock yesterday? Brother came home late yesterday at ten if not wrong."

Mutia did not know whether to be grateful or not about it if at that time she knew she was not home.

"Not looking at the clock, just go to bed, I go to the room first." Mutia hurriedly moved towards her room.

"Mutia." call agy while knocking on her bedroom door

Mutia gasped and quickly closed her laptop which had displayed a website containing articles about sex and pregnancy, however, it feels like Mutia must know about it, but the more she knows the more she feels afraid.

"Muti!"

Before Mutia answered as expected, Agy opened the door, "there's Miko downstairs."

Mutia blinked her eyes for a moment confused as to what to say, "why?"

"No idea."

"Oh Yaudah tell me to wait for a bang."

"Yep" said Agy as he walked out of Mutia's room without closing the door.

Mutia then went down and met Miko who was standing on the doorstep, at first she hesitated when Mutia invited her in, because at that time Agy was observing her from afar, the 23-year-old also seemed to be deliberately pacing around there like he was spying.

"You are why, it hurts" said Miko put her hand on her forehead Mutia intends to check her body temperature but immediately pushed aside by Mutia

"I'm okay."

Miko turned her body slightly towards Mutia then lowered her head avoiding agy's gaze then said in a low tone, "you thought about that last night huh?"

"I'm afraid." Mutia replied with an intonation that was no less slow

"Don't be afraid there won't be anything"

"But, I read that article earlier, it might be positive if done after mens, and I just mens a week ago" explained Mutia

Miko opened her eyes in shock but she tried to be calm, "no way, you're calm"

Actually the speech was more to her to calm herself.

Mutia exhaled heavily, both of them moved away as agy approached, they thought agy would sit there but agy walked out of the house.

"I'll go home, I'll call you right" Miko said, ruffling Mutia's hair lovingly, before standing up and stepping out.

"Co! I want to talk to you."

Miko looked surprised but she tried her best to control her expression.

"What's bang anyway?" ask Miko as casually as possible

Miko glanced at the door to see if Mutia was still there or not Mutia had returned to her room.

"Don't know if you're dating."

Miko smiled thinly that seemed nervous "hmm yeah bang, new anyway."

Agy mangut-mangut, "Abang just want to say, you don't be weird ya Mutia, yes Abang know you guys are close from small, but that doesn't mean you can macem-macem same Mutia, yes Abang know you guys are close to small, but that does not mean you can macem-m the same Mutia, do you mean it?"

Miko nodded, "yes I understand"

"Abang really ask for help with you ko, if you love, take care of Mutia well"

Miko could not look into those eyes for long so she immediately nodded and ended the conversation, "yes I will take good care of Mutia really"

"okay"

Miko stepped hurriedly out of Mutia's courtyard, after feeling the distance was far enough she then exhaled a long breath, "Crazy anyway, feel my cake when Mutia was pregnant, my death."

A few days later mutia found herself weak, like a dry leaf that would fall when blown, at times like this she needed someone, she said, clasping her hands and saying come on Mutia will all be fine, spirit.

But she did not hear those words from anyone other than herself and Miko, she wanted them to be said by Adila and Bunga but it was hard to open the story, how about they say it to the others, for some reason until this second Mutia never talked about secret things to the two, even if there were only people he could trust were princesses but considering their relationship was not as good as it is today.

"Think what?" the voice appeared along with the princess

The princess sat in front of her and put five thick books on the table and read one of them, that afternoon the library was quite quiet that was why Mutia was here, it had been these few days it felt like only the library was the safest place for her to cry silently.

"You got a problem?" asked the princess but her eyes did not move a bit from the book she read

"Nothing" replied Mutia quietly

The princess raised her face to look at Mutia straight up, "if you don't have someone to tell you about, don't forget that you still have a god."

Before Mutia could say the princess stood up straight to pick up the books and then said sincerely, "just want to say today is your birthday, congratulations, hopefully, long life and don't forget to be happy"

Mutia almost dropped her tears when the princess said those words, it felt like she wanted to hug the princess and tell her heartbreak and say that she needed it, but it could not because mutia had already built a high wall between them.

As a result of the problems he faced he even forgot that today he had a birthday, last year the princess and the others made her a birthday cake and Meraka would say one by one congratulations and pamper prayers for her.

Mutia suddenly missed them all, if they knew.....

Mutia cried again, this time a bit sobbing that it stole the attention of some imposted people, aware of herself being the center of attention Mutia rushed away to return to her class.

"Mutia, here" Adila called out to Mutia who was crossing the corridor leading to the ketoilet.

Mutia quickly opened her eyes so that Adila did not know she had just cried.

"Yeah?" Ask Mutia

"Where"

"Udah come along" Adila brought him to the store for nothing

"We're doing Dil here" Mutia asked as she looked around.

The place was quiet and the lighting was quite dark Mutia still did not understand why Adila invited her to this place.

"Udah just wait a little longer be ready" replied fair indifferently

Mutia's forehead increasingly wrinkled "ready to mean what"

Adila glanced at him with a smile "in there's the same flower Ravel"

"Well the same flower Ravel why are they inside?"

"Serius Lo nnyain it"

"Seriously, why are they inside"

Adila did not have time to answer the sound of the doorknob pressed from inside Adila stepped aside right as the door opened and Ravel's figure appeared.

Mutia gasped at her even more when she saw Ravel tidying up her white shirt buttons.

"Thanks ya Dil" said a smile then turned to Mutia "thanks Mutia"

"Okey" said Adila smiling back

Ravel passed by accompanied by a full gaze asked Mutia.

The assumption did not stop there because the flowers came out while buttoning the top of his uniform, his hair was messy and his skirt also looked dirty like it was exposed to floor dust.

"Well, the dog, he was delicious in the cave so the guard outside alone rich bego, fortunately there is Mutia, yes not mut"

Flowers chuckled while combing her hair with fingers, "haha siravel tuh from yesterday begging Mulu Yaudah grotto of love"

Mutia flinched listening to Adila and Bunga's astonishing chatter.

"Lo why mut, kok rich do not like to squirm cave"

Mutia gulped before replying

"Why is Ravel inside?"

Flowers laugh, "yes play"

"Main? play what?" asked Mutia curiously

This time a small laugh came out from Adila's mouth, while the flowers instantly rolled her eyeballs.

"Oh my goodness Mutia vows yes I'm long tired of the same innocence Lo it", press the flower, "do not pretend to bego can not?"

"Lo Sama Ravel...?" Mutia raised her eyebrows in disbelief

Actually Mutia had guessed but he thought only limited to making out was more

"Oh my goodness, flowers can you fuck me up."

Flowers do not respond well to the question "why the hell? trouble for Lo!"

"Lo know not what Lo lakainin just now had already tarnished the good name of Lo, Lo's parents, and school as well. if until Lo positive pregnant kebayang not how embarrassed his parents Lo, Lo, and school, continue to be shy of school and Lo is not afraid at all, and it's a big sin you know not."

Bunga turned to Adila who immediately shrugged his shoulders lazily interfered.

"You can't really do not need to give a cave sermon is not important gini, besides who bodies, I'm right, why Lo nyolot"

"Not knowing how shameful you're talking about it, you flower girl! where our self-esteem is still High School can you do it in the school environment!"

"I told you my bodies! don't take care of my business, I don't know!" the intonation of the flowers rose higher than before, as she was very upset because Mutia instead lectured her.

"Indeed Lo do not think about the future Lo what, Lo ideals, Lo do not have a dream?, Do you not want to boast Lo parents?"

Indeed, since then the question that Mutia raised was a form of anger towards herself but how could the flower not feel guilty at all.

"Enough Mutia don't have to talk about it I continue to be a holy pretentious know Lo don't-don't you have done it too Miko but support me judge."

Mutia mute

Adila's shoulders moved dramatically along with her mouth that opened wide upon seeing Mutia's shocked expression.

"Oh my goodness." said Adila

Flowers grin, "so, really huh?"

Adila approached Mutia staring at her with a look of disbelief, "oh my God, Do you really do me the same Miko?"

The question made Mutia have trouble speaking she was not even able to look at the two people with a bold look like a moment ago, that gaze now seemed to be shrouded in fear

Because Mutia never answered the open flower voice, "funny yes, unholy people commenting on something that other unholy people do, it turns out Lo secretly the danger is also mut, mut, don't know if the cave vows are unexpected."

Flowers shook her head inexhaustibly all this time she thought Mutia was a good girl that no guy ever touched at all but apparently the outside look was not as good as inside.

"When mut, where is it?" fawdy Adila again

"But I'm different with Lo, I feel guilty while Lo is not." said Mutia along with her tears that shed

Bungan snorted, "it's up to you to say what is clear Lo is equally rich I'm both already ugly."

"Ohhhh!" Fairly raised both her hands in the middle of the Flower and Mutia

"Click stop! fellow girls who are not virgin do not need to fight okeyy"

Mutia shook her head, "gue did not think that I chose the wrong friend" Mutia said and left

"Even so many Lo bacots you holy-ass bitch!!" Shouted flowers annoyed

"Hahha why the Mutia baperan so much" said Adila

"Lo did the hell use the event ngajakin he all already know the rich tai that"

Adila Cengengesan, "last I was bored alone here, Lo also really long to play keselnya me"

"Yeah Rich is new"

"Sorry tomorrow promises he won't be sure anymore"

"Gue's been a friend of yours just as he's fed up, a saintly pretentious person."

Adila manggut-mangut, "Jaudah lupain aja deh the Mutia, behind the yuk class"

"Cantin used to thirst me."

"Okey."