Trapped by Free Communion
Chapter 41 The Worrying Heart

After Adam finished his meal and calmed his feelings, there was also another telling of his problems to Rifki

"For so long I Sama Reni was only close and there was a love for him, at that time I made an agreement with Reni to meet in the park, I wanted to ask him about our closeness if it could be more, if it could be more, after meeting Reni in the park back then I wanted to talk to her, but she cut me off and said something".

"I have good news for you" Reni said

"What's that?" Ask Adam

"But don't be angry"

"Yes, anything just say it" asked Adam curiously

"I got a scholarship abroad, I'm going abroad"

Hearing Reni's words like that my heart also hurt and could only be silent

"Adam you're angry?"

"Not so long as you are happy with your own choices, I am also happy, may you be successful there"

"Thank you"

After a while later Reni left Adam, at that time Adam's heart ached and sore, the rain fell soaking all over Adam's body and Adam came home soaked.

And the next day Adam went to Reni's house, to give Reni a parting gift, but Adam saw that there was another man who gave Reni a gift, and Adam undoes his intention to give the gift, and chooses to go from there.

Not long after that Reni also called Adam to deliver him to the airport, and Adam turned the direction of his motorbike to Reni's house to pick up Reni, not long after Adam arrived and Reni was riding a motorcycle, and Adam also drove Reni to the airport

After 30 minutes, Adam arrived at the airport, and Reni also thanked him for taking him to the airport, when Adam wanted to walk home suddenly Reni shouted "Adam, "Adam, wait for me to come home, I'm definitely home for you"

Adam just smiled as he waved his hand and not long after that Adam left there and went home.

"This is the last time I met Reni, and now that she's home, my feelings are very much in doubt" Adam said

"Keep how do you feel now to Reni?" Tany Rifke

"I'm confused because I've buried all the stories I've had with Reni before, and now she's coming back and talking about us starting over"

"Well what's your answer to Reni?" Tanya Rifki was getting curious

"I'm just saying I'm focused on college and don't want to think anything"

"You should give her a direct decision so she knows"

"I'm also still confused as to what kind of immediate decision to make"

"I leave you for a moment yes, let you think clearly" said Rifki and immediately out of the room leaving adam in his own room, Rifki went to the kitchen to eat, he went to the bath, he went to the bath, after that sit in a chair let Adam in his own room so that he can think well.

A few minutes later Rifki entered the room and saw Adam still lying on the bed

"Rifki, what do I do now?" Ask Adam

"Wake up let's talk about it" replied Rifki

"What is confusing you now?" Ask Rifki

"I don't feel like I'm new"

"What's wrong with your feelings?"

"I'll be honest with you that actually from the first time I met the sidelines I've liked it, I love the sidelines now but I don't know how to express it, because I'm afraid I'm ruining our friendship right now

"Yes, I understand, but if you don't reveal how he knows you like to be on the sidelines"

"I'll tell you when it's time"

"What about Reni?"

"That's the problem, I've missed everything about him, I've buried my story with him, and I've lost all my feelings to him, too, but now that she came back and said she wanted to come back to start our relationship to be more serious, I didn't say anything to Reni I just left with my feelings of indecision, I can't think well"

"Adam, follow your heart who exactly do you love between the two of them?"

"Honestly Rifki I like the same between now, he's nice and when I'm with him my heart feels comfortable I feel so happy to be around him, but I don't know how to feel on the sidelines, does he feel the same way or is it just me".

"Because you haven't tried to tell her how you feel"

"One day I'll say it, but what about Reni who obviously came and said she'll come back to me? I'm confused to think, right now I'm in lema with my own feelings"

"Follow your heart I'm sure you can face it"

"This rifle is late afternoon I just go home first"

"In the meantime just go home, we just walk first yuk, rather than at home continue to add a lot of thoughts"

"Propay my head is still dizzy, wait a little longer just walk"

"Dam, I hope you don't hurt the interlude, because the sidelines are very good people with us-we, if I may be honest, I'm just right, I as your best friend prefer that you be the same as sidelines than Reni, but all that you are living your life is not me, as a friend I can only support you"

"Thank you, you are my best friend, oh yes I would like to ask if your own relationship with salsa how?"

"I love salsa, but I cherish our friendship let time be answered, and I know salsa likes me too, just because we're our friendship then my relationship with salsa, I know that salsa, you both control it".

"What a great friend of mine, so wise when you can think this wise"

"Newly aware of you, anywhere during this time friends themselves do not know that this friend is wise" said Rifki while patting his chest with a laugh.

"He was a wise man who always prided himself"

"Yes dong"

"Thank you so much for hitching a ride here, and thank you for your advice" too"

"Yes my best friend"

"I came home early in the afternoon"

"So we're not going to be the way?"

"Other times"

"He's careful on the road, don't think much"

"Yep-iya". Adam said and went straight out of Rifki's room to his bike and left Rifki's house

On the way accidentally Adam saw the sidelines that were carrying groceries, Adam turned the direction and immediately approached the sidelines.

"Where are you from?" Ask Adam

"I'm here" said sela, astonished at Adam's arrival

"Just happened to pass by, where are you going?"

"I want to go home, this again waiting for angkot but from earlier it was full of all"

"I'll take you home, take a ride"

"No need to worry about my groceries"

"It's okay, here's your taro stuff up front here"

"That's fine"

"Neverything really" said Adam and immediately took the goods between and put on his bike, and between was forced to ride.

"You've spent a lot"

"She told my mom to shop"

"For what?" Ask Adam curious

"You make cake"

"Do you know how to make a cake?"

"I don't know, my mom knows and I'm just helping"

"May dong I fuss"

"Yes a cell"

"Yes".

Not long after arriving at the red light, Adam's motorbike stopped and unknowingly next to Adam was Reni's car and Reni was shocked to see Adam chatting with a woman, in Reni's heart was so burning flames of jealousy.

Not long after the green light was on and Adam was so fast carrying the motor that Reni could not catch up with the motor.

About 20 minutes Adam arrived at the interlude, then between also say thank you

"Don't forget it" said Adam

"What?" Ask sidelines

"Kuenya in sisain heheh"

"Yes tomorrow I bring it"

"Okay, I'm going home first"

"Yeah, bye".

Then Adam left the house, and broke into his house.

"Well, what kind of cake would you like to make?" Ask in the kitchen"

"Kuee to your father's liking"

Mutia often told her children to shop when they wanted to make something

"Keep between what?"

"You help your mother, you learn"

"Okee ma'am".

Sela was very fond of when her mother was cooking or making something, because the cuisine was always delicious, yes maybe because her mother was a chef.

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The next morning Reni had come to wait for Adam in front of the campus

"Who was the girl you were boning yesterday?" Ask Reni

Adam was shocked and asked in his heart "Kok he can know" Adam cried in his heart and immediately turned his body

"What do you mean?" Adam pretended to know nothing

"No need to pretend I saw you yesterday at the red light you're boning with that woman"

"It's none of your business"

"You said you wanted to focus on college, but it's actually boning each other's women"

Adam ignored Reni and chose to walk to the classroom.

Not long after the lecturer came and gave the material, about 2 hours of class lessons ended and the lecturer immediately left the class.

"Hey you're interrupting?" Reni asked while in the cafeteria and there were only two of them

"Yeah, what's wrong?"

"I want to ask you what your relationship is with Adam, because yesterday I saw you with him"

"There was nothing to do just by chance yesterday he passed by and helped me who had difficulty finding angkot, then offered to take me home"

"I tell you, Adam was my girlfriend, I went out of the country because of his support from Adam, I came back because of Adam, I hope you don't have any feelings for Adam, I'm just telling you to understand and not expect more of Adam"

"I don't have any feelings for Adam" said sela with a smile

Sela went in her heart very sick and hurt, "luckily I have not been too deep to like Adam, whereas this alone has been very painful, what else if I really loved her must have hurt more than this" she paused in her heart and walked to class.

"I'm hungry, we eat yuk" said Reni, adam just nodded and went with him

Sela also saw them walking together in her heart a jealous feeling to see Adam and Reni walking together.

Not long after salsa and Rina came "well, I drive home huh?" Salsa

"I don't have to be picked up by my brother"

"Well, I'll stay then" said salsa

"It's really okay, right?" Ask Rina

"It's okay, you guys go first"

Salsa and Rina leave the gap, they both head to the car park and leave the campus.

Adam and Reni had arrived at the cafe, Reni also ordered food and food, but Adam could not eat, because in his mind only thought of the sidelines.

"I can't eat, you eat, then I go first" Adam said and immediately left in a hurry to leave Reni, Adam went back to campus.

When Adam arrived at the campus, he looked at the state of the campus that was already quiet, only one student passing by and it turns out Reni also followed Adam to the campus.

Adam saw a gap in the toilet from a distance and wanted to get to him, but suddenly Reni came and hugged Adam from behind.

Sela also saw the scene, in her heart increasingly sick, and immediately turned her body, immediately Adam saw between turning back his body he immediately released Reni's hand that hugged her from behind.

"It's not good to see people, what else is this on campus" said Adam

"There is no one here either, there is no cctv because it is close to the toilet" Reni said and re-hugged Adam

Adam was silent for a moment to ascertain his feelings for Reni, whether there was still or nothing at all, and finally Adam decided to take off Reni's hand and went running towards the highway, so he could not help but, Reni shouted to Adam, but Adam no longer cared.

"I'll explain everything to the sidelines about how I feel about him, about my relationship with Reni, you where the cell is, I want to talk to you" brew Adam in the heart while looking for a gap that does not know where it went.

On the way home between her tears she was astonished by him

"Why is it with me, why does my heart hurt so much, Adam already has a girlfriend and I have to forget her". The call in the heart.

After Adam traced the road but did not find a gap, Adam decided to go home.

Arriving at home he saw his mom and dad cleaning up like he wanted to leave

"Where are you going ma?" Ask sidelines

"You go back to Bandung, baby"

"But the new mama 1 Sunday in Jakarta time already want to return to Bandung again"

"Dear, you have to take care of your mama's boutique there, and another one of your papa can not stay here for long, because your papa will have to take care of his restaurant dear" said Mutia.

Mutia and the king already had a lot of business, including mutia who opened a boutique store at that time, and the king took care of the restaurant, they actually wanted to live in Jakarta, but where else, he said, They had to take care of his business, and once a month Mutia and the king returned to Jakarta to see his son sela, who wanted to live in Jakarta.

While adelio settled Bandung so that only the sidelines settled in Jakarta.

"Oh yes dear, From today you bring your own car, you must be independent, do not have to take an angkot, what else papa often see you a few days ago home tonight, you have to be independent, if you have nothing on the gimna road, what else to take an angkot and taxi" said the King

"But pa"

"No but-but, your car is already in front"

"So you're not mad when you're out for the night?"

"No dear as long as you know take care of yourself and do not wander anywhere" said the king who trusts his daughter

"Yes pa, but also when out with salsa and Rina, usually just eating and shopping"

Mutia and the king also believed in his son, because his son was an adult and could distinguish between bad and good.

The most important thing for Mutia is that her child is not the wrong association like her in the past.

"Be careful at home, you go first" said the king and immediately left his house, as well as Mutia who was already in the car.

The point is that Mutia is now relieved because her children can feel a better life in achieving their dreams without any obstacles.