Trapped Enchantment Thugs Insaf
98. Why Surrender?

After studying, Aiza closed the mushaf she always took with her wherever she went.

Aiza is wearing a change of clothes now. He had bought some clothes for everyday.

His steps led to the window. Open it to see the situation around there. 

Right he saw Akhmar who was also standing facing the window. The man looked surprised to see Aiza's face appearing on the window.

The position of their facing room windows, separated only by an alley about one meter, made Akhmar clearly find the face of the beautiful girl.

The two exchanged looks. Akhmar's handsome face looked so flat, there was no expression of teasing and seducing as usual. Very plate. He's really a lot different. 

"Thank you for removing the cockroach earlier" Aiza said. There was something in his heart that saw Akhmar's attitude change.  He lost the former Akhmar. 

"Hm." Akhmar.

"You want to continue learning njay? Let's sit on the terrace if you want to learn njai. Do not sit inside the house because we are just the two of us, afraid of slander" Aiza said with a smile.

"It doesn't seem like anymore. I told you this earlier, that I don't want you to get in trouble again. Yes, we are not wrong, but misunderstandings can happen again when we are together. It'll cloud your atmosphere."

Aiza's facial expression instantly turned sullen, her face bent.

"You're right but you're scared. If you're right, then why should you be afraid?" pissed Aiza.

"I'm afraid of misunderstandings that will make your life worse." Akhmar spoke coldly.

"You want to learn but are afraid! How do you want to be smart?" exclaim Aiza with a loud voice. Angrier. So soon did Akhmar surrender? Aiza has really failed.

"My intelligence won't change any situation in your life, Za."

"Narrow thinking." Aiza closed the window door with a strong jolt. Brakes. "You broke the rules as my disciple, Akhmar. You don't memorize at the right time. You broke the teacher's orders. You are not obeying. Well, if that's what you want, you won't be able to become my student again even if you change your mind. For you must memorize Al-Alaq, At Tin, Al-Insirah, and so on if you skip a month. And if it's a year, two years and so on, it means you have to memorize 30 juz in that book." Aiza shouted furiously, regretting Akhmar's attitude.

Akhmar could only stare at the closed window.

Aiza leaned back against the wall. enjoying the annoyance lodged in her mind.  Face bent.  

Why did Akhmar give up so quickly? Why wouldn't he be willing to fight for his own progress even on the grounds for Aiza's sake?

Aiza's body sagged and ended up sitting on the floor.  He squeezed the paper nearby and threw it in any direction.  

Aiza suddenly cried as she pleased.  The uncouth feeling that had been pressing since, made her cry break.  Between anger and sadness blend into one.

A week ago, why did Aiza's feelings turn mellow like this?  No messy urination?  What's wrong with her?  

Aiza pensively thought about her own feelings.  

After a long search for answers, he realized one thing, that in fact he was not only afraid of failing to convey knowledge to Akhmar, not only afraid of Akhmar returning to untrue relationships.  In fact, he realized that he was afraid of losing his friendship with Akhmar who had already given him comfort.  

Yes, Akhmar provides comfort in Aiza.  Yang Aiza herself knew that the figure of Akhmar was not a righteous man as she had desired as a friend.  Comfort is inevitable.  It still shows up on its own.

Oh my goodness, the assumption is right.  It was her schoolwork that she had been doing to death by herself and now her appearance had turned curly.

“Aaaaaaaa..” Screams Aiza blaring.  Wanted to cry watching the paper curl it.  The task must be gathered tomorrow.

The loud sound of the ringing of the cell phone distracted Aiza.  

Zahra's name appears on the phone screen. Aiza's thumb immediately shifted the green button and clicked on the loudspeaker button. He put the hape on his bed side lying down.

"Sister Zahra, don't worry. Aiza was fine," said Aiza before Zahra could speak.

"Sir, I'm worried about you. Even if you say you're all right, you can't calm down" said Zahra. "You sleep where, eat what, rest how. It all makes my sister think."

"Sister Zahra did not need to worry, Aiza was not abandoned anyway, staying in rented. Everything's safe."

"You share your address loc now yes, later you send your necessary items to your address via parcel," said Zahra.

"Okay, Brother."

"If you need money, you ask for it with brother yes, then brother love your pocket money to you."

Aiza chuckles. "Sister, Aiza has a lot of savings. All that Aiza can wear."

"Until when can you survive with just that kind of money?" Zahra's voice sounded very sad.

"There is God watching Aiza."

"Aren't you going back? Brother misses you. Hugged you, wanted to fight with you."

The smile on Aiza's face expanded. "That's bad. Aiza wants to go home, but I don't want to accept Aiza anymore."

"Za, umi really isn't. Umi was just disappointed and punished you." Zahra sobbing. "Umi is silent often to your room just to eat your clothes. Do your pillows too."

"Yes Allah... Aiza knows umi must be sad. Aiza promises to return to Aiza's trust again." A feeling of uncertainty arose in Aiza's heart. I could not hear his sadness.

"It's not just sad, grandma too. Every day your grandmother continues. Now you never come to granny's room again, of course grandma loses."

"Sister told nenel that Aiza would definitely meet grandma. Aiza misses grandma."

"Yes, sure. Yes already. Brother wants to teach naji children. Yes it was. Assalamualaikum."

"Getishalight." Aiza closed her eyes. I hope to get back to meeting his grandmother.

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