TRAPPED IN A MARRIAGE
A PAINFUL DREAM

“Nin…. Ninu.

Ninu faintly heard voices, yes like the voices of many people. They panicked and called his name. Someone touched his hand, squeezed his fingers,

Ninu tried to open his eyes, his lips endlessly muttering to mother.

At first, all he saw was a little light. And when his eyes could open, he saw worried faces looking at him.

“Who? What was? where's mommy? Ima... Imaaaa...ibuu” finally Ninu was able to shout out his voice which ended with a cry.

Agis immediately hugged him, "Ninu..” isak Agis unable to hide his sadness.

The doctor immediately examined Ninu, then spoke to Agis slowly then left the room.

Ninu was still crying. Now there is Sharif's mother who hugs him, "Ninu, immediately healthy nak” bu Syarif tergugu. His hand rubbed Ninu's arm.

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“I nightmare Gis” voice Ninu raucous, his eyes glaring.

Agis thrusting the glass filled with water, Ninu immediately drank it, "That's the effect of your condition Nin due to addiction. The doctor said it's okay, later it will also disappear by itself” Agis soothing voice.

“In my dream that mother went Gis, me and Ima could not do anything. it was like real. My heart feels pain even this pain is very felt until now” isak Ninu as if he did not hear what Agis said. His hand touched his chest.

Agis just silence. It turned out that the departure of mother Ninu could feel. Inner contact between a mother and child is not broken even though it is blocked by distance. Moreover, Ninu loved mother as well as mother.

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It didn't feel like Ninu had been treated for a week. While in the hospital Agis and his mother also friends Ninu took turns to accompany him. Today the doctor let Ninu go home.

The doctor advised that Ninu not be left alone, as much as possible avoided from stress or pressure so that his mind was diverted from the desire to consume the drug. Therefore Agis invited Ninu to stay at his house for a while.bu Syarif and Arman also agreed. There will be a mother who can accompany Ninu all day. His friends can also come at any time if there is free time.

Ms. Sandra granted leave until Ninu was completely healthy. Ms. Sandra and Mr. Johan finally knew what had happened to Ninu. They are furious to learn that Ninu was framed for drug trafficking, but are grateful to learn that Ira the trapper has been arrested by the police.

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That afternoon in the living room at Agis' house.

“So Mr Haris helped me and paid my hospital fee?” ninu asked in almost disbelief.

How could a person she didn't know help such a lot. During her time working at the store, Ninu had seen Haris come once, but not to shop like other shoppers, but to talk to the store owner. So Ninu did not know Haris at all and vice versa.

Then suddenly Agis said that Haris was the one who drove him to the hospital and even paid for his treatment while there.

“Sactually Sandra's mom wanted to change the money to Nin but Mr. Haris refused. Maybe he felt bad to have to receive money from Sandra” ma'am Agis said.

Ninu still felt his astonishment.

“I have to thank Gis” he said, "I'm ashamed. It hurts me this shameful pain, eh paid for the same people I don't know anymore” said Ninu, “You if fit again the day shift between me to the house Mr. Haris ya” Ninu staring Agis expectantly.

“What's my name if I don't say thank you. It has been helped but there are no bases” continued Ninu.

Agis.

“Iya I understand. Well I will accompany you” Agis smile.

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That night....

“Gis, where is my HP? I'm gonna call Ima. Long time I did not hear his voice” said Ninu, “I also miss mother”

Indeed, since Ninu was sick his HP was held by Agis. Ninu didn't mind, even though Ninu didn't seem to care about his salary.

Already a few times Ima called as well as bi Tati, they kept asking about the state of Ninu. they were very worried. All those calls Agis received. Therefore, until now Ninu did not know that mother was dead.

“It's on me” replied Agis.

“But Nin, before you call Ima I want to say something” continued Agis, “And you have to promise me first, you will be calm to hear it”

“Promise first"

“Iya I promise” Ninu curious.

He took a deep breath like he was preparing something heavy. Yeah, it's heavy. Agis must be good at arranging words so that Ninu does not misunderstand or be depressed.

“Actually I want to take you home, something happened in Nin” village Agis voice slowly.

Ninu just looked at him with a curious look. Heart's pounding.

“Do you want to hear it from me or want to see it directly?” ask Agis.

“You mean?” Ninu asked back.

Agis speechless. How difficult yes. Where to start. It's like a verbal exam where he has to pass on information and he doesn't know how to start.

Ms. Sharif who was sitting in front of the tv glanced. He knew the difficulty his son faced to deliver the sad news to Ninu. he moved to sit next to Ninu.

“Actually..” voice Agis hesitated.

“Nak” said ms. Syarif rubbed Ninu's back, “When you were hospitalized, your aunt called and told us that something had happened to your mother”

Ninu turned his eyes to Ms. Sharif. His heart began to second-guess and somehow his eyes felt hot.

“Your mother fell in the kitchen. His life is not helped” continued Ms. Syarif carefully.

“We did not tell you because your condition was not possible at that time” continued Agis, “I'm sorry Nin. I saved this from you”

There was no scream let alone the roaring scream that came out from Ninu's lips. She's quiet. Only her tears that suddenly fed the river fell unstoppably. Without stuffing.

Bruck!!

Ninu fell unconscious.

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Mother.mother…

I sinned against you

This hand does not repay all your kindness

No time to sweat this to repay all your services

You're already gone

I'm sorry mom….

Even

You left when I needed your hand to hold me

You leave when I need your shoulder to lean on

Ma'am.I'm sorry.

Who can only wish to make you happy

Who can only say that they want to make you laugh

In fact,

I can only make you worry and cry

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For those who still have a mother, love your mother before she leaves you 😘😘😘