TRAPPED IN A MARRIAGE
WANT TO KEEP CRYING

A cold chill dawned on Ninu that the night was late. He lifted his face and straightened his hair. The cry had made his heart relieved, as if all the burdens had been poured out. He got up from his seat, tidied his hair again and stepped into the bedroom. He no longer cared about Haris who was either somewhere, maybe in his study, or had fallen asleep in his room, or maybe even still in the living room. The bodo period is great, he thought.

Say in the room Ninu immediately take the water of ablution, perform prayers and pray earnestly. The shedding of all the turmoil that had burdened his heart all this time. He confided to the creator. Tears flowed back into the river on her cheeks. She prostrated herself with a subtle sobbing as the rhythm of her crying.

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Meanwhile, Haris went to his study after a while he peeked at Ninu who was crying in the backyard.

“Halo bang what's the night-night phone me?” budi's voice was heard on Haris' device.

“You've done what I told you yet?”

“What is bang?”

“What's kok? so what were you doing this afternoon?” snapped Haris annoyed.

“I mean which task did my brother ask? Kan many”

“Travelling place!” sergeant Haris.

“Oohhh. I gave you this afternoon to sister Ninu, bang. He seemed very happy, his face was immediately cheerful, glowing like a full moon hehe...” Budi chuckles.

“Ceria what?! Cheers bohi-mu!”

“Lho he was happy bang! Is he not happy anymore? Waah... lest my brother make him cry again huh? So do not be that same woman, try more subtle is his attitude bang” grumbled Budi.

“Already silent you!” click phone closed.

I was wrong about cooking, but I didn't mean to offend him. I was looking for material to chat aja, uh.malah keceplosan say that, the basis of the mouth is not cast talking carelessly. He was weak anyway, a little cry to his side, until the tortured kayak.

Haris threw himself on the sofa. His eyes looked up at the ceiling. As if remembering something, she took her salary back and called.

“What else is bang? Has anyone forgotten?” the voice sounded again.

“Where is your search, still no results? Long time” groused Haris.

“Kan I told you bang, Tyara works abroad and until now I do not know how he is. Anyway bang, if my advice is yes, what are you doing waiting for something unclear. If you later meet with her brother also not necessarily he loves the same brother. What if he is married? Better..”

“Already already! You don't have to talk to me. Your job is to find him immediately. The rest is my business!” click the phone back closed by Haris.

He threw the device at the end of the sofa. Haris squeezes her hair rough.

Why I was destined to be a man who is not good at talking to women anyway. Try if I'm good at word order, able to express feelings, I must be married and living happily with Tyara, huh…. Haris breathed his coarse breath. The lack of self that has always been regretted so far. Even the lack of it has now made Ninu hurt and cry so badly.

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After dawn prayers Ninu again laid his body. She was feeling unwell, probably because she was in the backyard late last night and she was crying all the time.

Tok tok....

The door of his room was knocked by someone. Ninu reluctantly opened the door. She saw Tanti standing in front of her room.

“Nona, sir is waiting for you for breakfast”

Well. I'm reluctant to meet him, where the body again does not feel good gini again, and this guest is not coming to see the situation anyway, again not feeling well gini uh even come months.

“I'm not hungry. Let the master have breakfast first ya” replied Ninu lazily.

“But miss.”

Tanti nodded her head while closing the room door.

Just now Ninu closed his eyes the room door was knocked back.

Aduuh.Tanti this how the hell have been told I do not want breakfast, grunts while turning his body to the door.

Wait open the door, “Nona says master miss should breakfast”

Yeah.sorry why the hell is he? I can't see people resting, don't know if I'm not feeling well anymore. But if I don't come down afraid he's coming here, wow!

“Yes I'm down in a minute” finally Ninu gave up, he immediately headed to the bathroom to wash his face then comb and apply a little moisturizer on his face.

He stared for a moment at his face in the mirror, the feeling of his two eyes were swollen, I cry until my eyes are swollen like this, what will mister Haris nanya why I cry yes. Well later I answer what, when I say I cry because you always insult me. If only I had been brave.

Soon Ninu was already in the dining room, he immediately pulled the chair he was going to sit on, "Good morning bang” said slowly.

Haris glanced at him, “You why?”

“It's okay” replied Ninu fixed his voice that had sounded lethargic.

Haris looked at Ninu who was eating reluctantly, was he still angry huh, his eyes were also swollen so, it seemed like all night he was crying.

“You sick?” ask Haris back.

Ninu shook his head while bowed. I don't know why Haris words just made her heart so melow and want to cry again, but she held it. Ninu tried to finish off the food left on his plate. He wants to go back to the room immediately.

It seems I want to cry again, her inner self.

“If you are sick let me call the doctor kari” Haris voice now sounds attentive.

“Not bang, I just want to take a break” replied Ninu still with a downcast face. He knew now Haris was staring at him.

Haris got up from his seat, “Ya already then, I go first”

I don't know what to say, do I have to apologize to her? Ah don't have to.

“Iya bang” replied Ninu briefly.

He didn't want to greet me apparently, the inner Haris still stood in his place as if waiting.

Ninu knew Haris was waiting for him to experience her but Ninu was reluctant. So he just shut up.

Because Ninu never stood up and regretted finally Haris passed out of the house to his car followed by Mr. Otang who brought a briefcase.

After Haris left Ninu buried his head on the table and cried sobbing. He was no longer strong to hold back. Meanwhile Tanti just looked at him without being able to do anything.

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Here Haris misunderstood, thought Ninu was crying until his eyes were swollen solely because offended by his remarks about Ninu cuisine. indeed Ninu was offended and angry , but there are actually 3 things that make her cry and sad deeply . First off because offended by Haris's remark, second is his awakened consciousness after reading the book entitled STRENGTH OF PRAYER in which Ninu realized that all this time he had forgotten God and was complacent with continuing to work looking for the worldly life, and the world, and thirdly because he is PMS.

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