
" Aurin..." Rigel called the girl who was walking alone in the shopping mall owned by his family.
Feeling his name on the call made Aurin look directly at the source of the sound and it was Rigel who called him.
" Hey... " Rigel approached Aurin who was seen walking alone in this mall.
" Rigel..."
" Yes it's me..." Answer with a smile.
Aurin smiled back at Rigel who also smiled at him.
" What are you doing here? why alone?" Ask Rigel who looks very happy when he meets Aurin.
While Aurin herself, she feels that her encounter with Rigel is not good. He was terrified at this moment. What if they meet with Acher later?
Especially now that Rigel is wearing a full suit, it means he is working. And it could be that they meet with Acher later.
" Hey, hello..." Rigel waved his hand in front of Aurin's face as he looked dreamy like that.
" Sorry, I'm not focused. "
" Let's have lunch. "
" Eh, Rigel what does this mean?" Aurin was shocked when her hand was pulled away, eh Rigel who had somehow taken her where.
But what he heard earlier was that Rigel took him to lunch. Not yet had he rejected Rigel's invitation, the figure of a man in a black suit was staring at him who was being held captive by Rigel.
When their eyes met, Acher immediately turned his face and stepped back, following the few people behind him.
Seeing Acher's reaction that looked flat, Aurin again felt a pain in her heart.
Does Acher think of it like a toy? can he play it and leave it alone after he's done with the game?
" Rigel, don't be like this. They're looking towards us. " Rigel stopped his steps and looked around him and it was true that they were staring at him and Aurin.
Getting a sharp glare from Rigel, they all instantly turned their eyes away.
" It's sorted out, isn't it? Come onl. " He brought Aurin back to the restaurant.
And how amazed Aurin was when he saw that they were directly served when Rigel entered the place.
" Want to eat what? just pick what you want. "
" I'll just eat this. " He pointed towards a food that was typical of the Chinese state.
" You're really Chinese. My Oma must have been really happy when I met you. He's also a Chinese living in London, I think you'll be a good fit. " Rigel spoke what was on his mind at the moment.
Somehow, when with Aurin he seemed to be a more freelance person. It felt like he wanted to look sparkling before the eyes of the urine with the good looks he had.
" There's no need to get that far, I'm nobody you want to introduce to your extended family. I don't want them to take more of our closeness as friends at this time. " Why it hurts so much when Aurin says and explains about their current relationship status.
If it is true what the girl said, that at this time their status is only a friend. So why to introduce it to the big family and even more so to Omanya.
Aurin doesn't want her to be constantly haunted by the curiosity of why Acher is avoiding her.
" It's not like that Rigel, I don't want your lover to think of me as a broken relationship between the two of you. "
" Haha...." Rigel laughs when he hears that Aurin told him about her lover.
Seeing Rigel laughing like that made Aurin feel astonished.
" Why laugh?" Aurin asked because she did not understand why Rigel could laugh like that.
" Obviously I laughed, I was confused what to do at the moment. I have to cry and laugh at once when you say something about my girlfriend. Just so you know I never started love. I hope you return my feelings, but I can't seem to shift the position of the man who has reigned in your heart right now. "
" Rigel's...Please, don't make me awkward in our current position. " Aurin is really uncomfortable when Rigel seems to want to explore his past and find out who the man in his heart is right now.
" I'm just asking. Maybe if someday I have a chance to meet her, I want to congratulate her that she has been lucky to have such a sweet girl like you. " Aurin just shut up.
He doesn't know what to answer for Rigel at the moment, because the one in his mind is, what will be the relationship between Acher and Rigel later if Rigel finds out that the man who has managed to seize his heart is Acher who turns out to be his own twin brother.
" I hope, if one day you find out that that man is Acher, please never hate him. Please don't make him feel guilty about everything that's happened between us, Rigel."
Aurin could only say all that in her heart. He could not if he had to say that to Rigel to make their relationship more complicated later.
" Let's eat first. You're daydreaming too much. " Aurin is having lunch with Rigel.
While in his car, Acher felt his heart breaking again at this time. He was happy when he saw Aurin who was getting closer to Rigel.
But he also could not lie to his heart, that at this moment he felt a sense of pain when he saw Rigel who could freely hold Aurin's hand.
While he was, meeting him alone was only twice and they had to put an end to everything they had not started at all.
" Sometimes tears don't fully serve as an outlet for your pain, but your silence will answer everything. "
" sthat mean?" Ask Acher who doesn't understand what the driver and his Daddy confidant mean.
" Do you ever know an old saying, which says that tears are not as hard as rain, but what tears cause can be even more painful than the rain itself. " Acher was still speechless to digest all these words.
He doesn't understand any of that yet. " If it rains you can take shelter inside the house, or at its simplest you can take shelter under an umbrella. Then if the tears have fallen, how will you take refuge?" Acher.
He began to understand what this driver meant.
" What you think is true is not necessarily true according to others. We cannot just decide our will towards others because not necessarily what we mean can be understood by them. " Acher remembered this, she remembered very well when Rigel had said something like this to her.
" But I hope everything will be fine. I do all this for the happiness of everyone. "
" May what you think is right be considered right by that person. Because I believe, that young master is doing this all with mature thinking. Face every problem with a cold head. Do not occasionally bring anger in a problem if you do not want the problem to get bigger. Give heart to accept the reality and surrender to God. Believe in the power of God, that what he has prepared is never wrong. " Acher is brooding over all this.
Does he have to do all this? is it really what he is sacrificing right now?
He didn't want to hurt Rigel, not just Rigel's heart, but everyone in his family's.
Acher is willing to sacrifice the future he has arranged well, hoping that what he has planned can be anchored to Aurin because he planned all his beautiful dreams with the girl.
But what is the power, that the way of God is different from the way he wants. He had to give up his happiness in order to engage Rigel's smile that looks very loose when with Aurin earlier.
Although he felt that he was also sacrificing Aurin's feelings, but he hoped that what he did right now would be the best for all of them.
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