
Rigel squeezes his phone when he gets word that tomorrow his family will be applying for Aurin for Acher.
He's not angry at Acher and his family, but he's dead to himself who can't forget all this.
she shouldn't be this weak and be able to let go of all her feelings for Aurin.
After all, Aurin did not love him and his feelings were just clapping one hand, right? Why is he sad.
She shouldn't be like this, she's not that weak because of a woman. He can get through all this.
Especially when getting news from Dad Sky that Acher misses him, really Rigel also happy along with the happiness of Acher.
But somehow he also felt a guess that cut his heart.
When he steadied his heart and believed himself that he loved the woman, he felt something like this.
Rigel felt how hurt his heart was. His feelings were forcibly shipwrecked before sailing and it was in excruciating pain.
" Blessed by your choice of heart Ace, you remain my best brother. " Say Rigel while closing his eyes.
He was enjoying the wind in the afternoon. Rigel felt that his life was now much better and could accept all the paths of destiny that God had given, albeit happily mournfully.
" Will I get a woman who can amaze me with all this life?" Rigel asked as he enjoyed the wind blowing his long hair.
He purposely let his hair go like this and enjoyed his solitude.
There is no longer Rigel full of joy because there is only Rigel who is cold and does not want to interact with anyone anymore.
"Can I love without feeling any more the name of heartache? I was afraid that one day a woman would love me, but my heart was petrified and no longer felt anything including love." His feelings are becoming more ambiguous.
He was in a dilemma with everything he was feeling right now. Rigel only wants a peaceful life and right now what is on his path is the best.
Trying and working hard for the business he started, he began pioneering an automotive business that will launch in a few months and hopefully everything will run smoothly as he wants.
"What kind of woman are you preparing for me, God? Is she a tough woman or a spoiled woman who always says me softly?" I don't know what Rigel is talking about, which is for sure he wants a partner who can understand him.
" My story is so sad, God? I want to laugh at my own life. " Rigel laughed to himself.
Somehow he could laugh at himself who could love a woman who turned out to love his own brother.
Not only that, is it because they are twins that they can love the same woman?
" My good looks can even make her see me in the slightest. He was only transfixed and fascinated by the good looks of an Acher. In retrospect, Acher is more handsome than me, but my message is no longer denied, right?" Rigel laughed again to laugh at himself.
" It is possible that this is called non-match. Maybe God has prepared a more beautiful soul mate for me and hopefully he can survive with all that is in me. Including my dark side as a descendant of the Alexander clan." This is the problem for Rigel.
Rigel is afraid that the woman who will be his companion will not like his dark side as a descendant of the Alexander clan and can become a demon if he does not like all that.
" It's up, but for sure I will accept whatever soul mate God has destined for me. " Say again.
While in London, his place in the Alexander family mansion, Sky could only sigh heavily upon hearing the response from his second son.
" What did he say?" Alex asked his son who looked like he was carrying a heavy burden.
" Rigel said nothing but congratulated Acher. Sky knows that what he's feeling right now must be sore, but hopefully this doesn't last long because-"
" You're afraid Rigel's life is ruined like your old life?" Clearly Sky was scared because he had once felt something like this even more so.
" Rigel isn't that weak but he's not that hard either, so don't be afraid of anything that isn't necessarily going on. " How hard he tries not to think badly, but still his past always haunts him.
Where the relationship deteriorated with Jupiter, and also life died feels for 15 years.
So it's not wrong for Sky to be frightened by all of that.
" I hope so, Pa. " Sky answered trying to convince herself that none of this would happen again.
He will try to prevent all that because he does not want to see his wife's tears because he knows, how he used to make the tears mama Tarisa fall every day.
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