
When your love has not sailed, but must be shipwrecked first, that's where the pain grows ~~ Rigel Sky Alexander
Maybe at this time that is what is suitable to be described for the situation and conditions that Rigel feels at this time.
When he was just starting to understand what love is and hope that he can have it, but God willed another. God did not give him permission to have a way of life with Aurin, other than a fraternal relationship.
He chose to live in Paris not because he wanted to run away from problems, not because he wanted to avoid them.
But she chose to go to Paris it was to all because of the advice of her daddy. It was Dad Sky who wanted all of this, hoping that the problems between them would be resolved soon.
Rigel, just keep enjoying his day that began to get the comfort to live in a romantic city.The city that holds a million love stories, love, lovers who always make Paris as the main destination to establish a tie between them.
" If I had known that loving would hurt this much because your love was not until I would never want to love again. I fear that if I return to love in my heart it will wither again before it develops. " Rigel said that to himself.
For some reason, in this solitary moment Rigel feels comfortable with his current life.
He'll go to work early in the morning and be home at night. But, today he decided to comfort himself because he really wanted it.
As he looked at his heart, Acher was struggling to win Aurin's heart.
want the connection and aurin to walk in place alone. And what she fears the most is that if she can't get back with Aurin and Acher, many people, including her own family, are very scared.
" Ace, please stop this. For a few days you have been doing the same thing. You always come to the hospital and interrupt my practice hours. You do have this hospital but that doesn't mean you can do anything you want. " Aurin was completely inexhaustible with the man who owned this hospital.
Didn't Aurin already say that he didn't want to start any more relationships with those related to the Alexander clan.
It feels like people want to really put an end to all that, want to forget all the memories they have shared. Be it joy or sorrow, Aurin initially hoped that her husband could love her as sincerely as he did.
" I won't stop wishing you'd truly forgive me. I won't bother you again after I get a sincere apology from because all this time when I apologized on behalf of you that I did to you and just left. " Aurin tries hard to make Acher not come closer to her.
While Aurin is alone, she feels she no longer understands what to do to make Acher confident that she can do everything so that Acher does not attempt to teach.
" Ace, please understand what I want right now.not everything you think is right will be right in the eyes of the crowd. If just an apology is okay fine, I will forgive you because I feel that we are not wrong at all. " Somehow more the way Aurin said all this to Acher.
She was the young doctor in this hospital, many nurses and also the female doctor wanted Dio, what she saw in it was like liking her and it also became a Boomerang for herself.
" Please tell me what can keep you from getting angry with me again. I really love you and I want to start all over again with you. I'm gonna start learning it all for you. " Aurin and Acher should not have done the survey, but why until now they have not been able to explain what they can explain at this time.
" I don't have any dream man, and that's what you should know. I have told you many times that I have forgiven you. Then why do there keep chasing me forgive you because I'm tired of this Ace, I'm so tired El. " Acher also let go of his hand.
" Why then act so cold like this. " Aurin can only smile miria to laugh at her incredible love life.
" Ace, I don't want you to waste too much time because of me. I don't want them staring at me with a dislike look. I'm not comfortable with any of that, please understand that. "
" What should I understand from you again Aurin? when I'm in front of you, if you dare to look me in the eye and tell me everything. Tell me that you don't love me, tell me that you don't want me to stay around you. " Aurin was speechless no more.
Acher doesn't look as playful as he did yesterday. As he continues to try to get close to Aurin again.
Not only a bunch of large open filled with 100 stems of roses, and now even make it even more unable to look at him.
" I'm sorry sir..." Aurin was about to leave Acher there, but Acher quickly held Aurin's hand.
" I beg you to let me go. I've been quite happy with what I have your brother please let go of this Ace. " Aurin kept asking to be let go by Acher who had kept him there since.
" I'll let you go but on one condition, look me in the eye and tell me that you don't love me. Tell me that you don't care about me anymore. Tell me all that right now. Let me hear everything so that I believe that you are truly the one who no longer needs. " Aurin's tears just fell.
He doesn't know what to do now, he really doesn't know how to react to it anymore.
" I told you not to cry, right? why are you crying like this?"
" Please, don't make me hurt any more with this feeling. Please don't make me cry over my love story that hasn't even started yet but has to run aground just a deep misunderstanding." Acher was very unbearable with the woman he loved until finally Acher chose to release Aurin.
" I'm not letting you go because I've been sincere about all this, but I'm letting you go because it's my job. I'm letting you go right now, but after one week, I hope you can understand what I'm doing right now for you Aurin Ananta. "