Turns out I'm the Actor
19. Both Feelings are Worrying

Under the black umbrella, Kei stood up. He was silent without a word. His eyes are wet and watery. He cried in front of the tombstone of his father and mother.

The lamentation of a boy who never had the chance to see his parents. The fate he had was cruel. It was as if God took the lives of his parents and gave him a pile of wealth.

With his grandmother he passed all sorts of waking life. Including in the most difficult time when their efforts almost fell. In order to save it all Kei receives an arranged marriage with Salma.

At the beginning of her marriage, everything looks fine and will be happy in the end. However, as time went on .. slowly all the ugliness was revealed. Salma is shown to be barren and she also has problems with her emotions.

Right now, Kei was faced with a large stone that was covering his path. He must be able to break it, or throw it away in order to get back to life. However, it is not that easy, currently there are Neta and their baby candidates who wrestle his heart.

Slowly, Neta the innocent girl who thought her mother was the best of man could change her purpose. Kei, who all just wants to take the baby, throws the mother away for her fortune. At this time he often dreams of seeing the harmony of the small family that he really craves.

Kei is in deep concern.

"Dad, mom, what should Kei do? Kei thought that Kei was a strong man who would not turn his goal. But upon meeting Neta, Kei's heart softens father, mother, "to fight Kei to those who are not in this world.

"Sir, if my advice is best you choose one of them at this time. The Lord's heart is in doubt, and Lady Salma, is not a patient person. I'm just afraid he's going to hurt Neta's mistress and your baby-to-be" Jono, Kei's confidant, suggested.

Kei fell silent, he was thinking about all these interconnected problems. He also did not know what to do. One thing he realized at this time, that it was actually only this time that he felt the vibration of love.

Previously when together with Salama, all that was just a business need. Kei, just obsessed with wealth and Salma has it. Meanwhile, Salma, he is obsessed with the figure of Kei who he considers similar to his former lover who has died. That's why at the beginning of the marriage they were fine.

"I also thought about it Jono, but what I'm most afraid of right now is losing" Kei said.

"I'm afraid I'm losing full rights to my new company. On the other hand, I'm also very afraid of losing my son and wife" he added, feeling guilty in him for dragging a good girl like Neta.

"Just let go of Miss Salma after your child is born. After all, even though you will lose one company that goes into the list of gono-gyi, but Grandma Fuji will bequeath all hers to you."

Kei fell silent. "He is right. You are absolutely right. Absolutely right. But I just don't understand my feelings. I'm afraid I'm losing them all."

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Meanwhile, at a boutique, a person fell asleep after taking his vitamins. Neta checked her own birth she did not invite or tell Kei, her husband. Because, as usual Kei disappeared and difficult to contact.

It hasn't been 3 days since that day. Whether for business or what, Neta also does not know. She only knew her husband was back at the first wife's house. Although in his head always wanted to intensify the protest, but in his heart he felt a great shame so that he extinguished it all and resigned himself to God.

"If his wife gets angry and then pays someone else to kill me, I'm sincere. I am willing, because it is seen from the glasses wherever I am wrong. I turned out to be the actor."

Neta muttered alone after in a dream she met Salma with her shame. What he is doing right now is not something that is in line with his personality. Seizing people's husbands is something that is very different from its principles during life.

Along with that, his phone rang. A call sign came in from someone who had impregnated her. Kei contacted.

The phone screen kept flashing and the ringtone sounded so melodious. But Neta ignored that. He is learning to be deaf now.

Neta was not wanting to talk at all or even see Kei's face. He hated that deceitful man. Especially when he remembered the day where he was presented with a number of bitter facts about who and what the status of Kei really is.

"Why call me again? My world is much more beautiful when you are not around" Neta said alone.

After the call from Kei was over, his phone rang again, and that time was a call from the food delivery courier. The nausea is starting to appear. I don't know how many times he vomited this morning.

Neta ran out of steam and could only lie on the sofa. He entrusted several clothing orders to Wilda. His body felt weak and could not be invited to cooperate.

"Yes hello!" swipe it with a pretty high tone.

"Mom this is mom's food, where do I put it?" ask the courier.

"Cantelin at the entrance only Mas, I'll take it. I have transferred money, right? Thank you" said Neta.

"Yes ma'am, thanks for the tips, too" said the courier, as Neta overstated the payment.

The call ended and Neta had to get out of her shop to get the food. He did not observe the surrounding situation at all. A hand suddenly pinched as he closed the door.

"Ouch!" pekik Kei instantly.

"Look? Why is it here? Why huh? Go home, don't come here, "go get Neta out at first. He's not happy with Salma.

"You're driving me away Ta? I'm your husband" Kei replied casually.

Hearing Kei who said that she was her husband made Neta's heart shake. He remembered his father's message to him before he went home. Neta's father always advised that later if Neta married her daughter would be able to treat her husband well.

"Yes, come in" Neta said later, but only half-heartedly. Not even looking at her husband's face, she spoke in the other direction.

The two of them came in and did not talk to each other. Kei just tailed behind Neta who looked pale and limp. Not at all powerful.

"You sick Ta?" asked Kei who did not know anything about his wife's health.

Neta did not answer. He just shook his head and continued walking until he finally laid back on the sofa in his study. His face was pale and not excited.

"Jawab dong, hey .. are you sick? we're going to the hospital, right?" lure Kei to Neta without touching her body.

"I didn't expect it at all, after the last time he left without a word, now he came back to see me and it was as if nothing had happened," neta with her very bad feelings.

"No need," Neta shook her head softly without even looking at her husband's face.

Kei who finally felt anxious then sat on the floor and faced right near the face of Neta. their faces were facing each other and keit just kept staring at keduaneeta while Neta continued to throw views. the woman seemed completely unwilling to see Kei's whereabouts there.

"Do you have hum?" asked Kei this time with a gentle swab on Neta's forehead.

Kei felt the current of our body was not hot at all but instead there was a cold sweat on his forehead. Neta was silent about every word her husband gave her. Not that he enjoys it, but he just respects it.

"I'm not sick, that's okay" Neta replied.

"But you're sweating cold Neta if it hurts let's go to the hospital right now. You're pregnant and I don't want anything to happen to you guys" said Kei, who appeared to be a good father-to-be and husband.

Neta only smiled wryly when she heard Kei speak like that. The words I was saying sounded so funny and tickled in her ears. right now the guy who's been cheating on him is pretending he's the nicest guy in the world and that's what makes Neta want to laugh at him.

"We're fine don't think about our situation" Neta refused in the end.

Rejected by Neta, Kei then distracts her and sees the package on the table and opens it. "You want to eat? I'm a bribe ya."

"I can do it myself" Neta refused again.

Kei could only fall silent as he accepted this rejection for the sake of rejection from his second wife. It is undeniable that at this time he also felt so guilty about the circumstances that befell Neta. still stuck indeed when Neta recalled about the status fraud.

"You have every right to be angry with me but want to be whenever I won't divorce you. Don't think with your attitude like this can drive me away from here. I make sure it never happens" Kei said, causing Neta to shed tears.

"Why are you being so selfish, Kei?" nita asked with sadness that surrounded her heart.

"It's not selfish, but I'm just trying to keep what I have. You and our son are mine now so never dream of running away from me. Even if I die I will follow you. Keep it all right!"

Kei seemed to be giving a strong warning to Neta not to continue rejecting him like this, because key had taken a big decision. He decides to maintain his relationship with Neta no matter what.

"Why did you become such a selfish person? You don't think about my feelings" said Neta mixed with her sobs.

When Neta was crying at that moment Kei immediately hugged her. Kei felt the same sadness that Neta felt. It's just that the man's cold attitude has not been able to recognize Neta more deeply.

"It's not that I'm selfish darling, but I'm just defending what I have and what I love," answer to the instantaneous deliver Nita's heart as if it could touch right at a point where the net could not melt instantly.

"What does he mean he talks like this? Does this mean he really loves us? Or is this all just a new lie he made to cover up an old lie?" neta wondered.