Turns out I'm the Actor

Turns out I'm the Actor
34. Her name is Rumi


"I told you, there's no separation or anything. We're already wet. Listen to me, I'm in love with you. I love you the same. Don't leave me, okay?" said Kei who was trying to convince that he was currently really there for Neta.


"Because I'm all so fucked up, including your life. It shouldn't be me you chose Kei, it should be someone else who brings good luck. Not me" Neta said, holding back her grief.


"Hey, why did you say that? What was? Who's blaming you? You're not wrong, I. I was wrong Ta, I was," said Kei who was trying to cultivate the confidence of his second wife.


Neta was still as excited as she was, she felt so sad this time. Added to that with the mother who did not care about him at all. Neta feels wasted and all that is because of his mistakes.


"I should have apologized to your wife. I'm the one who's guilty of all this, I'm the one who angered Kei" Neta said with her eyes looking sunken and hollow like she wasn't.


"What's with your past until you apologize even for a mistake you never made. What's the matter Ta?" think Kei.


"No, you're not wrong. Udah, do not discuss it again," broke up Kei who then hugged him tightly.


"Are you going to visit our son's grave today? Because I don't know what gender I gave her name Rumi, a name that can be used by both men and women. You want to visit his grave ?" ask Kei again at the end of his sentence.


Neta simply nodded slowly and held back her cries. "But I haven't been able to walk for long."


Kei smiled and cupped his face. Slowly he slipped the youngster's hair behind Neta's ear. He also stared at the rain-soaked shade of the tears.


"In a moment" said Kei who went out of his wife's room, after which he returned with a wheelchair.


Neta smiled seeing the attention Kei gave her. He is currently in a state of concern. Next to his heart feels guilty and wants to end it all. sebwlah his heart just feel sorry for the figure of Kei and want to start something together.


"Here," said Kei slowly who then helped Neta to sit in a wheelchair.


Kei gently sat Neta down and pushed her towards a small mound in the garden behind their house. During the trip to the back garden, Neta had shed tears even without a sound. Until, he arrived and sobbed he began to stare at the small mound of earth.


"Rumi, your name is Rumi Darling. Forgive mom, huh? I can't take good care of you" Neta said with tears in her eyes.


Kei who felt gas for his wife's attitude was in the end kissing fitting on his lips. Kei kissed her and hugged her tightly later. On the sidelines of the warm kiss, as their eyes clashed with each other, Kei said.


"I failed to take care of you and not you. Don't blame yourself. I was wrong, baby, and now I choose you. Not Salma, I hope we can keep this household of ours until we're both old." Kei spoke sincerely and seriously.


"Until old? I might be able to as long as you really clarify the status of our relationship as soon as possible, how?" ask Neta.