Undo
Torment Longs

The clock ticks through time, day after night, and night becomes day again, the wheel of time seems to move slowly for Alex, all the time he has missed since Clara left feels very saturating.

Luxury dishes that are always available every day feel bland without taste on his tongue, so that he has no appetite to devour it. The reel of treasure he currently possessed seemed to have no meaning, because half his life had left him alone.

Staring blankly, missing purpose and direction, wind gusts can no longer be felt, where to go? the answer is not to know.

Missing and kangen. Missing a woman he always fought for, and missing a woman he longed for her presence. The same but not the same, is a saying that describes the interwoven between the words longing and kangen.

Kangen is a feeling, whereas longing is a desire, both have the same goal of meeting. Kangen will disappear when they meet and long to be treated when they meet.

The heart continues to be stout, turbulent, and tight when holding the two flavors, as well as Alex, even though he is now a leader who is very feared, he said, but still he can not beat the taste and desire.

Facing a sense of kangen alone is too difficult, especially plus longing, the heart becomes tormented, the mind becomes unsettled, shrouded in restless and uncertain anxiety.

When longing strikes, why time is too long felt, as if enjoying the pain of people who feel longing like Alex.

Whatever he did felt very empty and empty. Life lived like meaningless, has no meaning, feels lonely and feels boring. Bored because everything that happened was nothing interesting, and running static.

There is only one way that the taste and desire of the heart is treated, encountering women who cause longing and kangen to occur. However, the situation is impartial with the condition of the heart.

The agreement that has occurred cannot be changed again, the promises that have been said must be kept. However, the heart continues to whisper in order to meet soon, and what is stuck in the heart becomes treated.

“Darling you don't want to eat anymore? You haven't eaten since lunch? Are you sick?” the question went into Alex's eardrum, happy to hear it if the words, came out of Clara's beloved woman's mouth, but the facts were cruel, the voice belonged to the woman Cassandra didn't love Alex at all.

“Honey!” call Cassandra and shake Alex's body.

“Hm... Yes, why?” ask Alex in shock.

“What do you not want to eat?” cassandra asked annoyed.

“You know, I'll eat.” Alex answered coldly.

“No need, I will eat alone.” Alex replied upset.

“Let's sick! You should eat now!” force Cassandra.

“Hufft...” Alex exhales very irritatedly, “iya I ate.” Answer Alex.

“I bribe ya?” cassandra asked who just pointed the spoon at Alex's mouth.

“Iya.” Alex answered coldly, then Alex opened his mouth wide and chewed on food that had no taste at all on his tongue.

“Where's dear? Delicious no?” ask Cassandra.

“Enak.” Answer Alex with a stiff smile, “taste tasteless gini delicacy from where?” murmured Alex was upset.

Bribes go into Alex's mouth, he swallows all the food with great force. Although his throat refused and tried to spit out the food, Alex held it with all his might, so that Cassandra did not hurt.

But, not long later his stomach felt very nauseous, then he got up from his seat, “Where are you?” ask Cassandra with a full search.

“You have a bowel movement, do you want to come too?” ask Alex annoyed.

“Don't be long! I wait here.” replied Cassandra with a small smile decorating her face.

Alex immediately turned his body and walked quickly to the toilet, when he got there he immediately vomited all the food that had just entered his stomach.

Alex sat limply against the wall, closed his eyes, and clenched his teeth.

“I can't stand it, I miss Clara, I miss Clara, it's all at its peak, I have to see her as soon as possible.” Muttered Alex.