Undo
Determinedly

"Lex, Alex, you're okay, right?” clara said as she patted Alex in the face.

Alex slowly opened his eyes, his head was in unbearable pain while trying to get up, “Awww.” Alex groaned in pain holding his head.

“Don't wake up yet! Your head hit hard earlier.” Clara tried to hold Alex back.

“I where?” alex is confused.

“You fell while riding a bike, because ngehindarin a kitten.” Answer Clara calmly, “now we are still in the park.” Connect Clara.

Alex stared inside Clara's face, happy to see her beautiful face again with a cold expression that she could still see, her long hair that was always fragrant she could still feel by her nose.

Slowly Alex's hand approached wanting to grab Clara's face, wanting her to gently caress that delicate and gentle face with her hand. However, Alex's hand was restrained by the owner of the beautiful face that cold expression.

With a sharp gaze he squeezed firmly Alex's arm that still felt limp, “aw... pain, pain.” Said Alex while trying to release Clara's hand.

“What do you want?” clara asked with a look of face that was enveloped in anger and stared in full search.

“I just want to hold your face for a while.” replied Alex with teary eyes, “Bby?” ask Alex.

“Why you? how do you cry?” ask Clara wonder.

“I'm just moved, can I, right, hold your face for a minute?” Alex pinta.

“Hm Clara looked at Alex in confusion.

Alex's hand shook when he came into contact with Clara's face, his tears could no longer be contained flowing freely plunge on his cheeks. He closed his eyes trying to softly absorb the face of the lover.

“Sorry I love, I failed again.” Alex lirih.

“Fragal what?” clara was confused.

“Nothing kok.” Alex replied calmly, then he pulled his hand from Clara's face.

“Udah seneng?” ask Clara.

“I'm very cool, if I may want to hold it longer.” Alex answered while wiping away her tears.

“You why the hell? so weird, did you get a concussion maybe?” ask Clara.

“Not reasonable.” Clara answered with a face of disbelief.

“Love it does not make sense.” Said Alex.

“Udah can wake up, right? Come home! it's late afternoon!” take Clara while standing off the bench.

“Go home? I still want to be with you.” Said Alex.

“Tomorrow again deh.” Clara replied as she walked away from Alex.

Then Alex drove Clara home, and after that she was confused where to go, she was confused about what to do, and she was also confused about what to make plans for Clara to survive.

In the midst of confusion he decided to return to the park where he and Clara used to spend time together until evening. The sun had already started to sink, changing the starlight that lined up in the night sky.

The plan that returned to failure began to frustrate him, he experienced fear to re-create the plan, the shadows of failure still continue to revolve in his mind, do not want to disappear even though he had tried to forget it.

Seeing Clara leave her side so many times, making her heart ache and scar, her body went limp as she recalled Clara's death. Although Clara's transplant went well, and Clara's body was able to receive the new organ, it still could not save her from her fate of death, and making the plan he had built and stacked with great difficulty became meaningless.

Now he himself muses, regretting that he was unable to save Clara, even though he had the power to change the course of fate, but why, Clara and himself still can not live together.

They are always separated by two different dimensions, unable to fuse in the same dimension, Clara always goes away leaving her alone in a dimension that torments Alex with grief.

“Why things didn't go according to my plan.” Muttered Alex.

Then he hits the park bench he sits on very strongly, Alex still gets upset that his plan failed, and Alex gets angry that his plan didn't go his way.

Fate that is not his side, makes anger control Alex, his body is no longer able to control him, because his soul has been devoured by his anger, to the heart, body, body, and his mind had already acted not on Alex's wishes, but on the desire of anger asking for an outlet.

“We will see who will surrender first, fate or I who give up first, whatever must be sacrificed I will sacrifice to be able to live together with Clara.” Said Alex who was being overwhelmed by his anger.

Then he stared at the moon hanging in the middle of the dark sky, he rounded his resolve perfectly just like the moon that was in perfect form tonight.

Living with Clara is a price to die, absolutely inviolable, anything to be sacrificed will be sacrificed, whatever way it will be done, as long as his expectations can be fulfilled he does not care.

His love for Clara was too big, so to live with other women he would not do.

“Clara this time I will succeed, I promise you.” Muttered Alex.