
For 2 days Alex locked himself in his room, for some reason he was so lazy to get out of his room. His heart continued to be unsettled thinking about his next steps and what plans he had to make in order to run smoothly.
Alex is still hesitant to decide on a move because yesterday's failure still sticks in his memory. And for the last two days and two nights he had not been able to sleep well, terrorized by the dreams of previous events.
In the dark stuffy room of her room, she keeps racking her brain to fight against her fate that can't be fused with Clara. Clara's repeated death makes it hard to think clearly.
To go back to see Cassandra, Alex still feels scared, because Cassandra who made her plan destroyed before. Although, Cassandra is the way to save Clara, but what good is it if Clara survives but cannot live with her.
The fears worry Alex, his mind rages on as he can't find a way, and he can't find the perfect plan that will end his fight against a fate that doesn't live up to his expectations.
He can only be silent because he continues to look back, he can not turn his head to look straight puffed his chest forward, his body like petrified to be rotated.
How do you escape failure? Is hard work not enough to achieve success? The question arises because of Alex's efforts that always lead to failure.
If effort alone has not been able to change destiny, then what else is needed for destiny to change, sacrifice? What else should I sacrifice? Are the ribs and the risks that he did not know of as a result still lacking? no one can answer the questions in Alex's head.
Night only shows dark and day only shows light, there is no answer that he can even though day and night continue to change. The star line only flashes alternately while the sun only shows its power with its bright light, not at all they answer the questions that torment Alex's inner self.
Time kept turning and destiny kept on going, if only fate and time could stop, everything he did would not end like this. because time and destiny that do not want to stop the struggle become meaningless again.
Like a fish that wanted to live on land as hard as he tried the only result he could get was death, there would be no way he would go against his destiny to live in a place that had no water.
Just like a bear who wanted to fly free like an eagle, it was all just in a fantasy of mind, no matter how wide he spread out his hands, and no matter how strong he flapped his hands, it was all in his imagination, not even a single hair of his body would lift up.
However, her heart kept screaming that she had to fight against her destiny, she had to make Clara hers, and had to work even harder for Clara to be her match.
His inner voice did not want to stop screaming even though he tried to make it stop many times, no matter what happened he had to fight the bridle of fate, he should not give up and admit defeat with destiny.
Wants to turn your body and move forward. However, the bottomless abyss was visible by his gaze, the bottomless, dark inner abyss unable to see anything.
Afraid, very frightened if entering a dark abyss that has no light, can not see anything and can not do anything. although far across the ravine looks a field of hope that stretches wide, but do not know what way to go there.
Did the jump get to the other side? Obviously not the answer. Flying, a human is impossible to flap his hands and fly soaring through the air.
“Bridge.” Alex muttered as he fell wide, then he stood up while clenching his hands, “if there is a gap I can make a bridge to cross it, so that he can cross it, if he can't fly just make a plane and I'll fly in the air, if I want to dive in the water, I'll stay for a submarine and I can see the bottom of the ocean, a chicken continues to flap its wings even though it can not penetrate the clouds, but, at least its body can float in the air even if only for a moment.” Said Alex loudly.
“Yes, I have to meet Cassandra, and go back to ask her for help, I have to try another search, the results will never be known until we finish trying it.” Said Alex confidently, then he stared at the glass in his room, “he used to fall in love with me at first sight, and then he looked at the glass in his room, then I'll just hide my face and my eyes so she won't fall in love with me, Clara wait for me a little while longer, I'll try until we can be really together.” said Alex smiled broadly staring at the reflection of his face clearly plastered on the glass.
With complete confidence and courage she re-knits her despair, setting up a plan to defeat a destiny that is out of sync with her wishes. Alex's wide grin begins his awakening to challenge destiny.
Now that Alex has made his decision no matter how many times he falls and loses, he will rise again and continue to challenge destiny until he can win.
“Destiny or fate will keep me fighting until everything goes according to my wishes.” Alex said to heart.