
Syakirah nodded with Ahmad's words. After talking for a long time, Ahmad finally came home. You know what Ahmad meant by the determination of Syakirah at smp? It used to be that Syakirah thought about his future because he did not go to college. Syakirah always said that when he graduated from school, he would work and build his dream home that was in accordance with his criteria. And Syakirah also said that she would stay in that house with her husband and son later. Ahmad who heard the future of Syakirah made himself laugh out loud, because at that time they were 13 years old. They should think about their school, not about the future and building a house.
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The morning finally came, Clara had just finished with her bath. He came out of his room and saw Roy coming down in neat clothes. It's been 2 days Clara let by Roy, not in greeting, not in between check to the hospital. He went to the hospital alone in between by Dara's sister.
"Udah, don't think about it. Why do you think of him too."
Those are the words that sister Dara said yesterday to Clara. There was pain in Clara's heart as Roy ignored her.
Clara is already at the dinner table, just her and Roy's parents. Roy and Dara's brother? Dara's sister went to see Cherly's sister. While Roy never went to breakfast because of a fight 2 days ago.
"Mom, ma. Clara will play to Clara's house, is it okay, right?" ask Clara.
"Yes, it's okay. Mama also knows that you are still at home." replied mama Roy.
"Mama is really okay? Or where did Clara go?" clara said it wasn't good.
"It's okay. Mom also wants to come to the office."
"Thank you, yeah."
"Yes, you're welcome."
After breakfast, Clara delivers papa Roy's mama to the terrace. Clara is very happy to do this, she is like taking her parents to work.
Clara is ready with her clothes, her intention is she wants to go to the park for walking practice first, then she goes to her headquarters. Because Roy did not greet him, Clara had to train on her own. Clara was escorted by a driver to the park.
When she reached the park, Clara got out of the car.
"Emmm, that's better. I can be alone." Clara told the driver.
"Sorry, miss. I'm assigned to take you wherever you go and watch you if you get out of the house" the driver replied.
"No, no, no. You go away, I can do it myself." Clara refused directly.
"I'm sorry, miss. You're alone so I can't just leave you."
Clara immediately drowned, not looking for anything.
"That, that, that. You see those girls, right?" point Clara at the hordes of girls gathering under the trees. "That's my friends, sir. I've been waiting for them from earlier." continued Clara again.
"Miss sure that's your friend?" ask the driver to investigate.
"Well, look at them again waiting for me. You better go." replied Clara.
"Then you want to go home, you have to call me first."
"Yes, call later."
The driver left Clara alone. Yes alone, he just pointed at the girls as an excuse just so that the driver can go.
Clara headed to the park with her cane, as doctors advised her to wear a cane instead of continuing to ride in a wheelchair. Clara sat on the garden chair, her breathing gasping.
"Capek." he muttered softly.
Clara put down her staff, stood on one leg and tried to step on the ground with her right foot, but unfortunately could not last long. Clara sat down again in that garden chair.
"Sister, can you please kick my ball!" the little boy shouted to Clara.
Clara looked down, there was indeed a ball rolling towards her. Clara Reflesk kicked the ball with her right foot that had just been in surgery. He grimaced in pain as he felt the pain he had on his leg.
"Thank you, brother!" yell that little boy again.
Clara just smiled while grimacing in pain. About 15 minutes passed, Clara did nothing within 15 minutes. He was only daydreaming for those 15 minutes. Because there was nothing else he did, Clara finally chose to walk in the park with her cane, alone.
While he was walking, he suddenly saw Roy who was walking around holding him. He knew Roy because of his hairstyle and posture. Clara followed Roy from behind with a happy smile. Roy stopped at a big tree, leaning on his back while smoking his cigarette, Clara was about to approach him. But his footsteps stopped when he saw a woman who came to approach Roy, even the woman also kissed Roy's cheek. Roy just smiled happily without any anger. Clara was hurt to see that. He immediately hid in a tree as Roy suddenly turned his head towards him.
How could anyone follow me? What do I feel, huh? inner Roy.
Roy circulated his gaze looking for someone, but no one passed by. Roy thought it was just the feeling.
While Clara was shedding her tears, her heart ached at the moment. He was heartbroken when he saw Roy being kissed by another woman, other than himself. Clara rubbed her tears violently.
Why am I crying because of him? Am I not a nobody? I also have no right to be angry with him. It's up to him who he wants to be, that's his business. I have no right to that. Inner Clara.
Who was Clara in Roy's life? A boyfriend? Nope. A fiancee? Neither. Clara just hitchhiking live in the Roy family, she's also Roy's nobody. Mama Roy did say that Clara should be his daughter-in-law, right? But does Clara approve? No right? And if you call Roy's girlfriend, it's not too aggressive. Roy never shot or asked Clara out. So Clara just hitchhiked to life in the Roy family.
Clara left the park with tears that kept dripping, but she did not want to cry because she was nobody Roy. Clara stopped the taxi passing by, she got into the taxi and left this painful park, even though she had just come to this park. But the first time he came here had made his heart hurt so much.
Seriate......