
"Gue is a poor girl. I am a child who is not considered by my parents. I always live my life for others. Do you think I want to be like this? Not at all! I also want to live lovingly from my parents even though my parents are poor. I also want to live independently. I never wanted to be this guy but maybe this is my destiny. You live excessively, while I live a life of deprivation. Make eating difficult. I can graduate school and I am grateful. You were never in my position. Where to be extra patient and must be able to become an adult at an early age. I know, I'm not worth it, but you can't insult me if I'm a child that is not considered. Try if I talk to you, do you not hurt? Your heart must be sick. You were never in my position, so you never know how it feels to be me." said Clara with tears. Roy only heard and observed, there was guilt in his little heart. Clara took a deep breath before she continued her words.
"If you thought of me, you could feel the cruelty of the world. When someone is forced into adulthood it hurts. We should have admired not felt. I am not worth it to you. I am lower than you. But I am still grateful because God still gives me a chance to live and meet you. Have you ever been to an orphanage? Naw, right? You never come there at all, only your parents come to the orphanage. When you come to the orphanage, you can definitely see children who lack affection from their parents but they remain lucky because there are still parents who sing their home. While I, I have been tormented since childhood, in humiliation, but I'm used to it all. You have the right to insult me but not in front of me, but behind me. Because my heart hurts when I hear a sneer. As strong as my heart, I will cry when my heart is tired." continued Clara with tears that are still flowing very rapidly. Clara's heart throbbed pain withstanding the pain.
Roy, Thomas and Aliya are silent, they know how Clara feels now. Roy who insulted Clara felt very guilty. Roy cursed his own stupidity, so he remembered the words that his mother said first.
"Don't make a woman cry once in a while, even if she's not your mom. Because she is a woman, the struggle of women is very large compared to men. If you make a woman cry, it means that you are hurting her heart. Mama is both women so mama can feel how a woman who is crying feels. If you make her cry it means you have to go and get her out of your hands. He also deserves to be happy."
His mother's words were ringing in Roy's head. Roy is so stupid. He shouldn't have insulted Clara.
And suddenly there was the sound of a car stopping at Aliya's house. Clara cleaned her tears when she heard the sound of a car stopping at Aliya's house. They all turned their heads and saw Evan, Syakirah and Evan's car coming down from the car. Syakirah's body was covered by Evan's coat which was almost as knee-deep. Syakirah and Evan approach them all. Syakirah frowned as she looked at Clara's teary eyes.
Did Clara cry? But because of what? Especially in front of Evan's men.inner Syakirah.
All this time Clara always hid her cries from everyone, except Syakirah. She acted as if she was a girl as loud as a rock, whereas deep down she was a fragile girl.
"Where have you been? I freaked out when I saw you pull on Evan! Are you all right? Are you hurt? I even called Clara to come here so panicked!" aliya said while looking at Syakirah's body.
"Nothing, I'm not hurt at all. I'm fine." replied Syakirah.
"Thank God then." Aliya was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief hearing the answer from Syakirah. Aliya turned to look at Evan with a look of anger. Aliya approached Evan and pushed Evan's body, Evan did not budge. Aliya's push did not make her change position, only her shoulders were slightly backward but her legs were not. Aliya pushed him very hard.
"Hey Evan! If you want to invite Syakirah it does not need to be rude! You think the little hand of Syakirah in the grip by your hand doesn't hurt what?! Gini Syakirah wants to return it to you, I don't seem sincere! You're so rude!" said Aliya whose intonation is rising. Evan did not reply, reluctantly speaking with Aliya who was no match for him.
"Clara, I'm sorry I made you come here when you seemed to be busy. Hehe." said Aliya. Clara just nodded, reluctant to feel she spoke when her mood was bad like. Being insulted by the person she once loved is very painful.
"What was going on when I was with Evan?" Syakirah whispered right in Aliya's ear.
"Later to tell me, now tell the three of them to go home first. Clara's mood was a mess, too." Aliya also whispered in Syakirah's ear as well.
"Since it's late, you better go home. It's night, I'm going to sleep too. I don't mean to ngusir you guys or anything, just it's late at night, it's not good if guys pay a visit to the girls' house on cool nights." gently push Syakirah away. Syakirah does not want any of them to misunderstand the consequences of his words.
They all nodded. Evan took Syakirah's right hand and kissed Syakirah's back.
Blushes.
A red hue appeared on both of Syakirah's cheeks, Syakirah turning his face away in embarrassment. While the one who saw only melengos only, especially Aliya, it feels like he wants to vomit he saw Evan who is pretentious romantic.
Their minds are all, of course except Syakirah and Evan.
Finally they all came home, even Clara also came home when Syakirah hoped Clara would stay here and tell him what was going on. Syakirah and Aliya finally enter the house after they all go home.
Seriate......