Unified By Marriage
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Revelation knows how Syakirah feels now, if it is like this Syakirah should not be treated harshly because it will greatly interfere with his psychological condition.

"Is it only because of love we have to disperse? Why does love ruin everything?" said Syakirah who still can not accept this reality.

"This is their choice. For them this is the best option, we cannot force them to come back to us. All we can do is accept this reality. I know it's hard for you and for me, but we have to accept it." - Revelation.

Shakirah is silent, what the Revelation says has a point. Although it was hard for him but he had to accept it. Syakirah is starting to understand now.

Here I am the wrong one. I should have avoided them too. Maybe being friends with them was the wrong choice. I can't appreciate the feelings of those who like me. I am the me. I will remain a Syakirah that cannot be forced. I don't love them, I just love Ahmad. If this is what they want, fine. I'll take it. Is it just because their love becomes aggressive like this? inner Syakirah.

"I will try to accept it, Revelation. Maybe it's heavy but I'll try it." Syakirah said with a smile. I will follow the plot, as Syakirah thought.

Revelation nodded and led Syakirah to return to the room, they had no lunch at all. Especially for Syakirah, it tastes bland if Syakirah sees food.

Syakirah and Revelation sit at their desks. They saw Ahmad still here.

"Are you not having lunch?" ask Revelation to Ahmad.

"It has. After lunch I immediately returned to the room because there was still work left yesterday" replied Ahmad. Revelation just nodded.

"Our own how? Have you guys had lunch? Usually you always come back at the bell." asked Ahmad.

"Of course, we had lunch. We came back too because there is still work." replied Syakirah. Ahmad nodded as well.

The bell has rung, the door of Syakirah's room is opened, Syakirah also reflexively turned. Syakirah looked at Rey and Navile, who were seen only giving hostile gazes. Syakirah sighed, unwilling to magnify the problem. Better to continue his work than to see them both. While Ahmad is squinting suspicious eyes, it seems that the relationship between Syakirah and his friends is not okay, Ahmad thought.

***

The bell home from work was ringing for the morning siff employee, Syakirah was chatting with her senior while Wahyu was also home. While talking Syakirah saw Rey and Navile walking, Syakirah wanted to approach them but he interrupted because their relationship was not good either.

Rey deliberately hit Syakirah's shoulder to make Syakirah almost fall, his senior reflexes to help Syakirah who almost fell.

"You okay, Syakirah?" ask senior.

"I'm fine, thank you."

"Are they not your friends? Why are they acting like that with you?"

"Our relationship is not in good shape." - Syakirah.

Syakirah simply smiled in response to his senior remark. Hopefully, thought Syakirah. Syakirah finally came home after she had a conversation with her senior.

When Syakirah is in the parking lot, Syakirah sees Rey and Navile are with other factory employees. Women and men get together as one, they all laugh Rey and Navile also laugh. I don't know why Syakirah's heart hurts. Rey who saw Syakirah immediately turned her eyes and looked at her friend. Instead of Syakirah heartache, Syakirah prefers to go home.

When Syakirah had ridden his motorcycle away from the factory area, Rey and Navile immediately saw Syakirah.

Is this the best choice? I also want to be selfish once in a while. Inner Rey.

Is this too outrageous for Syakirah? Then what about the Syakirah who never appreciated my feelings.

***

Syakirah got home with a very limp body, he was thinking hard this day. His friends who did not want to be friends with him due to love affairs added again about the word respect. Did you know that Syakirah never appreciated their feelings? Syakirah appreciates their feelings, only they never know.

Syakirah batting his body into bed and began to digest the events of the day, Rey who accidentally hit him, Rey and Navile who already have a new friend, it feels like just broke the head of Syakirah.

Shakirah decided to take a shower. After the shower, he went to the kitchen for dinner. Inevitably, Syakirah must keep eating. Last afternoon Syakirah did not eat, he could have been in the hospital if he did not eat a day, his stomach was already sore from earlier.

After finishing eating, Syakirah returned to his room. His mind was in a mess right now, he could not think clearly. He was confused where to start again. He has to start from zero again like he used to.

Syakirah opened his phone, saw a message or not. After seeing the message, Syakirah switched to see Rey's status, Syakirah opened it. Rey posted her picture with her new friends, even more new friends, there was also Navile. Their smiles were both very clear, not even half-hearted. Syakirah could remember clearly, their smile all this time was like a smile of compulsion, there was no sincerity in their smile. Without Syakirah noticing, a clear crystal came out from the corner of his eye. There is an incoming message from Revelation, Syakirah immediately opened it.

Revelation

"Shame, are you okay."

Shakirah

"Yes, I'm fine. You don't have to worry about me, right here the peak of the problem is on me so I'm the one who has to take the risk. Revelation, I just want to tell you. Rey and Ryan are your cousins, you should have defended them more than I did. I am just your friend, my presence is not important to you either. One day all you need is your family not your friends. So please be nice to Rey and Ryan, they're your family too. If you leave me, I don't care, what matters is that your relationship with your family is improving."

Syakirah wept for himself at the barrage of messages he sent to Revelation. To him it is true, he is just the one who divides the family of Revelation. For example, the relationship between Revelation, Rey and Ryan is not improving because of him. Syakirah could only reflect on his fate at this moment, he could do nothing.

Syakirah turned off her phone, slammed her phone and covered her face with a pillow. He cried bitterly at his present fate. Maybe he should stay away from his friends including Revelation, maybe this is the best way.

Seriate......