
Shakirah turned his face in shame. While the one who saw only melengos only, especially Aliya, it feels like he wants to vomit he saw Evan who is pretentious romantic.
Their minds are all, of course except Syakirah and Evan.
Finally they all came home, even Clara also came home when Syakirah hoped Clara would stay here and tell him what was going on. Syakirah and Aliya finally enter the house after they all go home.
The flashback
Evan takes Syakirah to a park near Aliya's estate. The park is very quiet, there are no people or sellers around here. Evan got out of the car and opened the door Syakirah, Syakirah silently did not want to get out of the car afraid. Finally Evan pulled Syakirah's hand very roughly, Syakirah complained that his hand was in pain, Evan even slightly loosened the grip of his hand. Evan batting Syakirah's body on the empty garden chair, Syakirah trembled in fear as Evan looked at her with a look of anger. Evan sat down below facing the Shakirah he was nagging at the sight.
"Evan, why did you bring me here?" ask Syakirah gagu. Shut up, Evan did not answer.
"Do you have a boyfriend, Syaki?" evan asked as he stroked Syakirah's long hair from top to bottom. Syakirah was silent, confused about what to answer, Evan also suddenly asked this.
"Java!" Evan grew furious when Syakirah did not answer his question and usually if Syakirah does not answer it means yes.
"Nothing" replied Syakirah.
"Lied!" evan sarcasm.
"There is none, Van! Why did you ask that?!" Syakirah began to raise the intonation of her voice, annoyed. Evan took a cellphone from inside his suit pocket, and showed a photo in front of Syakirah's eyes.
"What is this to say? You're dating Ahmad!" Syakirah suddenly laughed at the behavior of Evan who was upset to see a photo of himself and Ahmad, of course laughing because Evan was already at prank back with Syakirah.
"So you did that? Hahahaha, Evan, Evan."
"Don't laugh, Syaki!"
"Gue wasn't dating at the time with her, she just wanted to be clear about our past."
"Continue?"
"It doesn't go on, it just does. And I told him that I gave him another chance but between us there is no relationship, only a close friend." explained Syakirah.
"If I?"
"What?"
"If you already know the answer, you better not ask!" answer the subtle Syakirah. Evan sighed in annoyance because of Syakirah's answer.
"Is that how you hate me?"
"Gue doesn't hate it, I'm just disappointed. You should know, Van." Syakirah pointed at Evan's forehead with her index finger. "Lo it ever left me so as if I am an item that has not been used anymore, even though at that time our relationship is over but the departure of lo so it would have a big impact on me. Disappointed? Very! But I realized I was nobody anymore. I'm still the old Syakirah, but it might be a little different. My heart hurts when I leave it so without telling me, you send a message to me just not." explained Syakirah.
Evan cursed his folly, he had wasted such a precious girl as Syakirah. He's so stupid. Evan did not answer anymore and he instead asked a question that he should not have asked.
"Then, is my name still in your heart?" asked Evan in a clear tone.
"Lo has his own place in my heart, Van. My heart is still not filled with the name of a man this time, only my family is in my heart at this time." explained Syakirah.
"Can I have a relationship with you like I used to?" ask Evan again.
"Gue wanted to be like Kiya's sister, she had never been in a relationship with a man once. She was a very holy girl inside out, even her hands or other body parts were never touched by men, except her muhrim. He said he wanted to get married without having a relationship, because for Kiya to be in a relationship with the opposite sex who is not the muhrimnya is adultery. I was quite stunned when I heard Kiya's words. She's a holy-hearted girl. Always protect me and be my life's shield. When I hurt someone, Kiya was the one who was in front. I want to like him, get married without having a relationship. Even though it seems too late because I've been dating other men but I still want to be like him." explains Syakirah hope Evan understands.
"Isn't that even complicated? We don't know him about it."
"What does Ta'aruf do, Van? In the past, everyone was raucous, there was no such thing as dating. When we are Ta'aruf with someone, we get to know him more closely. Not dating, like just asking what our favorite food is? What do we like and what do we not like? It's Ta'aruf, it's not a sin because we want to know someone more deeply. If Ta'aruf even we also have to bring our parents face to face with their parents, not just meet alone but there must be parents." Syakirah explained again.
Evan was quite stunned by Syakirah's words. Syakirah who was once peerless ruthless, now turned into a meek girl.
What kind of girl is Kiya? Syakirah even called her the holy girl inside out. And call it the holy girl.Inner Evan.
Syakirah stroked Evan's face, hoping that Evan understood Syakirah's current position.
"Gue deserves to choose a man who can make me happy, Van. If we were a match, we would be found again. But if not, we just accept it and try to be sincere. I have the right to choose between you and Ahmad, or any other man other than the two of you." Syakirah banged his forehead against Evan's forehead and Syakirah looked at it with a gaze that Evan could not understand.
"Let's go home! I'm so fucking sorry." Syakirah stood up from his seat and walked towards Evan's car while clutching his body with his hands. And Evan suddenly enveloped Syakirah's body with his suit, Syakirah just smiled in response. And finally Evan drove Syakirah home to Aliya, although in Evan's heart there is a sense of unwavering.
Flashback Off
Syakirah recounted the incident when Evan was taken away without anyone left behind, so that Aliya felt calm with the story even though Syakirah did not tell about Evan asking his name in Syakirah's heart. Aliya also enthusiastically listened to the story of Syakirah, because Aliya was also very afraid of anything happening to Syakirah.
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