Until the End of Breath
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The day keeps changing without feeling if today is Saturday. Maira and Fardham are preparing to go to training. Maira carries a backpack containing her and Fardhan's change of clothes. Fardhan was happy to see Maira who was enthusiastic about the activities she was going through today.

" it's ready" said Maira

" ready dong, how do we go now ?" ask Fardhan

" yes, we leave now" said Maira then grabbed the backpack she had prepared

" here, let the bag carry it" said Fardhan and took over the backpack

" is it a shame to bring a female rasel ?" ask Maira

" what is shame ? bring a backpack also belongs to his own wife, not someone else " replied Fardhan and then step ahead of Maira out of the room while carrying a backpack with his PD😁

Maira only sighed softly as Fardhan grabbed the backpack and walked ahead of him. He also followed the footsteps of the husband out of the house to the car that was ready to be parked in front of the house.

" please enter the princess" said Fardhan as he opened the door of his wife's untyk car

" thank you dear husband " replied Maira and got into the car

Fardhan walked into the car and sat in the steering wheel.

" ready to go, baby ?" ask Fardhan

" ready bosku😁😁 "answer maira heertai his trademark grin

" okay, gaskuy" said Fardhan and started running his car

Along the way Maira and Fardhan chatted warmly, not infrequently the chatter was also decorated with laughter both.

As for Azka, Nisa and papa are preparing to go to mama's grave. While Silmi is not taken, she is entrusted to her grandmother (her mother Nisa).

" are you ready ?" ask Azka

" ready, come on" said papa sumringah

Azka, Nisa and papa leave for the tomb together by car. Azka who was in control of the steering wheel, beside him there was a father who accompanied. Nisa sits in the back seat.

Arriving at the tomb, the three of them immediately walked towards the tomb of mama. Seen by the mother's pusara with a sad look, there was a great longing from the look of Azka's eyes. The longing that will never be avenged and fulfilled, because the one that is longed for is gone.

Mom, I miss you so much. I miss your advice, I miss your cooking. I'd like to meet ma, if only I could I'd like to see you there. But our nature is different. I can only express my longing in the do'a, may Allah forgive the sins of the mother. May Allah make mama the heavenly master and be placed with the shalihin. May we gather together in eternity and in the love of God, in heaven.

aamiins

say Azka in the heart

A single tear escaped his eyes, he could not express how longed a child was for the mother who was gone. The same thing happened to papa, papa cried while rubbing the tombstone of mama.

Aamyn

do'a papa in the heart

Feelings can not be much different with papa and Azka. However, Nisa and Mama have been very close all this time. Until now Nisa still can not believe if her mother-in-law who is so dear to her is gone.

Azka had previously told Maira and Fardhan that he and papa would visit the mama's grave. But Maira will follow later when she returns to training with her husband. It doesn't feel good to have to cancel or rewind time from what was previously scheduled.

After returning home from training, Maira and Fardhan immediately visited the tomb of his mother. There was a sense of sadness and guilt in Maira's heart as she approached back towards her mother's navel.

Fardhan embraces Maira's trembling shoulders as he leads her on a walk toward her mother Maira's grave.

Ma, why is it so hard for Mai to let go of mama ? Mai is still not willing to leave Maira ma, although Mai is aware if all the provisions that God has set. The more the day can not forget with mama, but even the heavier it feels ma. Mai misses mom's hug, mama's advice.

o Allah, I know I have sinned because until now I have not been able to recite the departure of my mother until now. Forgive your sins, O God. Place your mother in a glorious place beside you, O Lord, and blaze her with the fire of hell. Lift up your heart to receive this decree of yours, and your servant is powerless, O Allah.

aamiins

do'a Maira

Maira was sitting limp beside the mama's belly button, her knees unable to support her own body weight. Fardhan could only rub his shoulder which continued to tremble in tears. Fardhan knew what his wife's current grief was like, and Fardhan knew all about what happened to Maira and her mother before Maira was found unconscious on the side of the road.

There was pain and guilt in Fardhan's heart when he saw Maira who was sad again like now. All of these events, however, are one cause. But how else, it all happened. Now Fardhan can only prepare to protect his small family along with the family of his wife who is still threatened until now.

Although since Maira's mother died no more terror has come to this day, but he knows that danger threatens him at all times and he must always be vigilant with all possibilities. A year accompanying Maira in Jeeman will not let Fardhan off guard again, he still monitors the safety of his wife's family.

Several times also Fardhan get information from his man if the house where he lives and Azka's house is always there to supervise. But so far Azka and Fardhan have not done anything, but both are only prepared while tightening security. As long as there was no harm, Fardhan and Azka would do nothing. But if that person had already started to act, then he would have fought against it as well.

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