Until the End of Breath
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Two months have passed...

Currently Maira and Fardhan are waiting for the arrival of his sister, Fardhan and Maira went to Palembang to meet mama and Faridah. For a long time Fardhan did not return to his hometown to see his mother and sister.

Not long before Faridah came, he picked up his brother alone because mom was still meeting at the office.

" assalamualaikum sis" said Faridah

" waalaikumsalaam" replied Maira and Fardhan

" yuk ah go straight home brother, you must be tired "take Faridah

" yes, sultry again so want to immediately take a shower" said Fardhan

" yuk ah "take Faridah and then pitch first

Faridah sat in the steering wheel, while Fardhan and Maira sat in the back seat.

" duh, it feels like this driver" Faridah said

" yesterday, Kali was my brother's driver" Fardhan said

" just aja Far, the important beautiful "typical Maira

" well that's her sister, that's important beautiful ! " said Faridah

Faridah drove her car to her house. After driving for almost an hour, Maira, Fardhan and Faridah finally reached the house of the mother. Faridah invites Maira and Fardhan directly into the house. When the door of the house opened, the mother and grandmother immediately welcomed the arrival of Maira and Fardhan. The two pricked in the living room and chatted about what had happened. Mama was happy that her son and daughter-in-law had come to see her.

" Dhan, how do you make an effort to have a baby ? it worked ?" ask grandma

" not yet, but we're still trying ! " answer Fardhan

" don't relax too much, Dhan, remember you're old ! you need a descendant "said grandma while looking cynically at Maira

" yes if not in love with God want what grandma, we can just pray and try. The rest of God is decisive, we have no power what kind of grandmother" said Fardhan

" it's smart to answer again now "said grandma and went to her room

Fardhan saw a sad look on his wife's face immediately took Maira to the room to rest. He knows that his wife is not only tired of her body, but she is also tired of her mind. Fardhan knew very well that feeling, every one who brought up the child surely Maira would immediately grieve.

Upon arrival in the room, Fardhan immediately stored Maira's bag and suitcase. Fardhan hugged Maira who was now downcast in grief.

" i'm sorry mas "li4ih Maira while sobbing

" it's okay, baby. Forgive my grandmother's words, I hope you visa understand and understand her " said Fardhan

" but what Grandma said is true also. We've been trying for a long time but there's no result mas, all nil "soak Maira

" not no baby, not yet ! yes, no more crying. It's better now to take a shower first and then take a break" Fardhan said, wiping tears on Maira's cheek

Maira took a bath first, she could not stand the sultry feeling. Maira's skin is rather sensitive, if she is too sweaty then her skin will turn red and itchy. Maira came out of the bathroom neat and fresh, she immediately lay on the mattress to rest her body. Fardhan did the same thing after taking a shower. The two slept hugging each other, and slept soundly from feeling tired after traveling long distances.

The sound of the ashar Adhan awakens Maira from her deep sleep. She saw her husband still sleeping beside her. Slowly he rubbed and kissed Fardhan's lips and went away to ablution. Finished ablution, he returned to his room and saw that Fardhan had woken up.

" yes dear " replied Fardhan and went for ablution

After the ablution, Fardhan performed prayers with Maira. After finishing the prayer Maira and Fardhan came out of the room and joined mama and Faridah in the family room who was watching television. As time went on, Maira and Mama went down to the kitchen to cook dinner.

After finishing cooking, Mama and Maira returned to their rooms to clean up and regroup after the isha prayer. Everyone gathers at the dinner table and enjoys a quiet dinner. Grandma immediately went to her room after finishing eating, while the others were still sitting in their respective places and started chatting lightly until she asked the same thing with grandma last afternoon.

" how, is there any sign that mom will have grandchildren ?" ask mama

" it's still not ma, be patient ! We are also still waiting, it is easy to be able to quickly "answer Fardhan

" mama hope so, mama also want like friends mama fondle grandchildren, invite her to play also the way of the road" said mama

" yes mama just pray that we can also soon have children" said Fardhan, while Maira just bowed down sad

" not only did my mother and grandmother expect her presence, but I also expected her a lot ! Me and Fardhan have tried as much as possible, but what is the power that God has not willed it !"

inner Maira screamed

Maira ran to the room, the question of grandmother and mother Fardhan really felt cornered him. He also felt disappointed with himself, his life felt empty. She was crying on her stomach in bed, honestly feeling very depressed about the question. Especially with my grandmother's words this afternoon.

Fardhan soon caught up with Maira and saw her crying in bed. He has often seen scenes like this, not just at this time even almost every day Maira menamgis like that.

" have it baby, don't cry ! The only one who knows everything is God, the one who knows better what is best for his people" Fardhan said, rubbing Maira's head

" i have to how mas, face everything ? even from the first mama you asked me mas, and now your grandmother is the same. Even worse, your grandmother keeps cornered me ! what should I do ? this is all outside of my power "isak Maira

" have it, aren't you tired almost every day crying for the same reason? it's " said Fardhan

" mas said that because mas didn't feel it mas, how does it feel so I !" isak Maira again

" it's Mai ! don't be a child like this !" fardhan

" kannakan you said mas ? just try once you feel how to be me mas, can you still say I'm childish !" answer Maira

Fardhan did not answer back Maira's words. He did not feel what his wife felt.

The end of these fights often occurred between Maira and Fardhan. The nature of Maira's taste made her tormented when she heard the question that was all that. While Fardhan is more indifferent and relaxed to face the question, because it is common for men's attitudes will be like that.

Not only the child, Maira also felt depressed by the terror that kept coming to haunt her. It's just that Maira didn't tell Fardhan of the terror she had. Starting from Fardhan's photo with a woman, the message to stay away and go from Fardhan until a mysterious package delivery that sends clothes covered with blood. Bi Titin also learned of the terror, but Maira asked him not to tell Fardhan.

Fardhan leaves Maira crying in her room alone. Fardhan seeks tranquility by going to relax in the garden behind his house while feeding the fish.

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TB