Utami Khoirunnisa's
13. Memories

After the library, Utami returned to class, she did not want to go to the cafeteria at all, her poor heart condition made her stomach not hungry.

The entrance clock still did not sound too, he also chose to just write a graffiti on his book.

but the moment engrossed with the world itself, again disturbed, when a burly hand thrust a pack of Seblak for him.

Utami looked up, a little surprised because it turned out to be Mr. Teguh.

"Don't miss the snack, later if you are hungry to learn so not focused" his smile then sat next to him.

Utami still did not blink, until Mr. Teguh patted him on the shoulder. "Don't look at it, it's cold, it's not good"

"This is for Umi sir?"

"Yes to you"

"Thank You Sir" he smiled even though he did not understand why Mr. Teguh so much care for him.

"His father to Nisa about you, he said you rarely bekel, and if you bekel, it is not enough to buy seblak"

Utami chuckles amusedly, it does not seem afdol if the snack without seblak. But that's not a problem for him. Very trivial thing.

"It is not enough sir, Umi just males ngantriya for a long time" he explained making Mr. Teguh smile thinly. His plain eyes could not be lied to.

"Father has a good offer for you" he said after a while.

"What offer?"

"Get the canteen, will you? Later you can take as much snacks, do not need to spend money"

Without thinking long, Utami immediately agreed to this, at least, he could set aside an allowance given by the mother for other purposes.

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This time, Utami came home very late, Not because he could not complete memorization, but because he had to follow the Intra School Student Organization (OSIS), not just want to be a child of the Organization, but because he had to follow the Intra School Student Organization (OSIS), but because of the invitation of Mr. Teguh, so he must be the Vice Chairman of Section 1 as ROHIS (Rohani Islam) chaired by Rendy, and guided by Mr. Teguh himself.

Utami only wants his return to be welcomed with the support of good mother, but instead of getting appreciation, he even got things that are not fulfilling.

"Anything at tea school? Come home late?" ask Mom in a loud tone as usual.

"So the OSIS meeting first ma'am, Utami started participating in organizational activities"

"Ah, why do you do that? The important thing is that the real school, not the unimportant partake, the lesson in staying"

Utami smiled faintly. Sometimes he can not guess the attitude of his mother, sometimes very good and supportive, but often also make him desperate, to make himself confused what to behave like at the door of his paradise.

"Udah went to tea, to bandung, in the same anterin A Diki this afternoon"

"Oooh" he nodded.

It is not unusual for them to go unbeknownst to him, Utami's relationship with her older brother is not so familiar, to share stories it never feels like, but Utami knows, if they love each other.

Utami can only get close to them when they were young, when he was a toddler, when he was still bathing with Rahman and inspiration and Zidan, in foster care by Diki, his second brother.

...~Flashback...

"In the shower yuk, later if it's already casep, geulis, I Aa in the photo" said Diki at that time.

Rahman, Ilham, Utami, and little Zidan. They bathe in the courtyard of the house with a spray of water from a long hose. So happy they screamed happily, ran to and fro, and jumped.

And as promised, after the mother dressed them with original powder, the four lined up neatly in a dry rice field, which was grown with weeds to beautify the atmosphere.

They held hands and smiled at the camera.

"Senyuuum!"

THE CHUCK!

Diki took photos up to several times with different foses.

"Now we're eating Yuk!" Take Diki with a plate of fried rice that he has cooked before, only white rice with salt. Without any more mixture.

But the atmosphere at that time did not make them sad, they shared, laughed, and danced like a flower that was blown by the wind.

Not realizing that Mother was watching, her tears had fallen will be the newness of their child.

...~Flashback end's...

That's how close they used to be, but now, as we get older, everything changes, what's the selfishness? To make their relationship now feel fragile.

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