Utami Khoirunnisa's
2. Rintihan Do

Today it feels alive, not because of Abi, but because of the peace of heart Utami for the first time set foot in the mosque in this area.

All because of the guidance of Allah, Utami believes that, of all the distress that befalls him, is God's way of reminding him to return to the right path.

Meeting Abi may be a bonus, keep it first, Utami just wants to change himself for the better.

"A go home first yeah!" after the graduation closed do'a, the children began to move, remaining Abi and the Abah there.

"His heart!"

"Assynnya!"

"Korasoallam"

Utami was already within ten meters of the direction of the mosque, suddenly he heard the voice of Abi's cry who again called him.

"Hey!"

Utami stopped and twisted her body, waiting for what Abi would say.

"My name is Muhammad Zainal Abidin, so don't call Aa, call Abi!" his yell.

Utami nodded innocently, then resumed his steps, if only Abi saw, Utami's smile seemed sweet at that time.

"On in Istikhoroh-in Jang?"ask Abah.

"Let's ah!" abi's smile was embarrassed.

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Arriving home, Even Utami did not have time to say hello, when he heard the voice of mother's moans in his bedroom, He heard him worship God, calling his asthma with deep feelings.

"Yes Robb, If my children are the way you test me, then please give me patience with my children, give them guidance and guidance to return to Your way!"

"If I could say, I'm sorry I committed that sin, I'm sorry ma'am" his mind ached.

Utami went into her room, removed the hood and changed her gown to pajamas, then sat on the lip of the bed with her head lowered.

Utami still can not istiqomah in wearing hijab, even she uses it to go to school and just go to school. His daily life at home, he always grate his long hair that is anti-tiered.

TOK TOK!

The door to his room was slowly knocked.

"Teh, have you gone home?" ask Mother.

Utami hurried to open the door. "Udah ma'am, why?"

"Tomorrow the Aa's gonna move here a while, so I'm gonna sleep with mom first huh?"

Utami sighed heavily, not objecting, but what she meant was that her first child who had married would live in this small house, probably because she could not afford to pay the rent. Added to her two young children. One of her hobbies is crying. It's gonna be so noisy.

Not only that, the family is so crowded, Utami is the 6th child of 7 brothers, all boys, two of whom are married and have children, while the new Fa'iz has worked, Fa'iz, while Ilham and Rahman are still sitting on the bench in the 2nd grade of High School, then the youngest brother, who just sat in the 7th grade of Junior High School. isn't it quite crowded if in a house there are more than 7 heads? with a fit economy because the father is only a construction worker and the mother of a traditional food trader in the Sunday market.

"Yaudah ma'am, Umi's done right now!" abugn.

"Tomorrow, it's gone bad now mah!"

"Judah atuh!" Utami closed the door and sat on the lip of the bed.

Grabbing her diary and writing down some of her heartbreak sentences there, she currently has no cell phone to write notes, and is the only one she doesn't have a cell phone at school, but that does not make him left behind in the lesson, Utami is still a pretty smart child and needed friends.

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