Virally
33. Notice You I Like You So Much

Tight is not as easy as pronouncing it. Determined to go away from someone but when he is in front.

This soul wants to get closer, reluctant to stay away only the body tries to remain determined. This battle of body and soul in one body began to make me weak

A caption that I did not write on social media before becoming a question and gossip. So I keep it as a reminder

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"Get into the house first yuk." I stepped ahead of Bian. My body shuddered in the cold to feel the cloudy afternoon breeze plus Bian's demanding gaze.

"Bian made you an outlet of heartache because the woman he loved chose me." Danars.

"She refused the match by fleeing in this city. Deliberately choosing a woman who would obviously be rejected by our family just to make us angry." Diandra.

Danar's beloved Bian is a beautiful woman. Similarly, Bian's soul mate is also beautiful according to Diandra. The words of twin sister Bian were stirred in the ears as each step entered the house.

If Bian chose a woman to reject his parents' match why should I? It's because I'm not beautiful and I'm not from a rich family. A chance to make her parents angry. Showing rebellion over dictation on her life.

If Bian had a matching lover, would the marriage be annulled? Why he chose a woman that his family would reject. Isn't it while there's still time that she'd rather choose a woman who's worth her family?.

Does Bian just want to rebel feel restrained life. Arranged, monitored so that he shows himself that he is a free adult man who makes choices or indeed he is in love with me.

Love for some people is not complicated but some other love becomes something complicated like a tangled thread that asks to be straightened.

In this modern age we can see the love of Prince Charles to Camilla Bowles when she prefers Camilla and get rid of a wife with worldly beauty that still amazes everyone today.

I came to my senses from the struggle of my own mind as a black jacket with a soothing fragrance wrapped around my body. Bian's jacket has switched to my body.

"Kamu kedinginan, Nggrek". Aku berhenti di pintu masuk rumah menoleh kebelakang. Wajah itu, Ada perasaan bersalah menyelusup hati. Mengabaikan dirinya untuk kesalahan yang tidak pernah dilakukannya. Perhatiannya sederhana tetapi membuat ku merasa berarti.

Bian duduk diruang tamu kami. Aku lalu menyajikan air mineral dan sepiring soes buah di meja. Rumah kami sedikit meniru konsep rumah kakek yang ruangan tidak memiliki sekat.

Ruang tamu kami bersatu dengan ruang serbaguna keluarga. Tempat Papa memajang koleksi aquascape dan tempat Aku dan Dewo menghabiskan hari dengan duduk di depan laptop diwaktu senggang. Hanya kabinet berukir yang membatasi ruangan. Dewo sekarang ada di ruangan serbaguna dengan headset dan laptopnya.

"Kamu sibuk apa Anggrek sampai tidak bisa membalas pesan dan menjawab telpon ku padahal di sosial media, kamu masih aktif." Suara kecewa itu membuat perasaan bersalah semakin menjadi.

"Ada yang harus aku selesaikan di Miepa karena kami menambah menu jualan dan di cabang lain aku mendapat laporan dari banyak konsumen mengenai rasa." Aku menjawab jujur untuk hal ini.

"Apa hubungannya dengan Doni. Mengapa dia menemui kamu di rumah"

"Dia pemasok ayam segar untuk bahan nugget jadi tadi mengantar ayam potong sebagai bahan nugget" Apaan ini aku bukan kekasihnya tapi kenapa menjadi seperti melakukan kesalahan.

"Begitu kah?." Dia memandang wajah ku lekat mencari kebohongan terpendam.

"Iya." Susah payah ku balas tatapan dari mata bening bernaung alis tebal yang indah.

"Iya, Bian." Aku mulai merasa suara ini akan mengarahkan ke sesuatu. Tangan ku merapatkan jaket Bian yang masih ku gunakan. Jaket besar yang membuat tubuh ku tenggelam dalam kehangatan.

"You know I like you so much. Why do you always avoid."

I was listening to Bian. Her twin sister's guess is correct. She likes me.

"Yes Bian." That's all that comes out of my mouth.

"I don't expect you to answer right now Nggrek, I just want you to know what I've been feeling all along but I hope this feeling gets a return."

"Why should I that you like Bian. I'm not pretty and not attractive."

"That's the reason for the rejection? You're kidding Orchid? I like your nature Nggrek. On the tenacity that is in you, a loving figure to friends and family, someone who is always excited and brings a positive aura to everyone including me. You attract in your own way, Orchid."

"But I don't know you as a whole yet. Who your family is, your past even your age. Don't you be the age of Dewo."Bian laughed when he heard my statement

"Did I look so young that it was the same as Dewo? I'm 26 years old Orchid. Three years ago he completed his first education. My parents live out of town here. So did Danar and Diandra, For Kak Danar he will likely come here often to take care of his business. Sister Diandra just visited."

There was nothing he had told about the match. He's still keeping it a secret. My mouth was about to open when Dewo suddenly appeared.

"Son Bian didn't tell me the news was coming. I have something to ask you about the color curve for this photo." Dewo drags Bian in front of his laptop. Looks like he just realized there's someone else in this room.

I can see Bian doesn't mind Dewo's attitude. They could be this familiar in the near future. Unlike Adiwarna who has been together for five years but Dewo never close to him.

Until Bian returns home, he is still under Dewo's control. I can't ask about that match. When driving Bian to his antique car. I take off the jacket and give it to Bian.

"Just wear the jacket. The air is so cold. I also have a small gift for you to use yes so every time you look at the time, you remember me. I'm always waiting for your answer whether it's a good answer or one that will disappoint me." Bian ignored himself who only used a t-shirt in the cold this afternoon.

"I still need Bian's time. I don't know you completely."

"You wouldn't know me if you always avoided. I don't know my mistake but my feeling is that you want to get away from me. If it's about your old story. Rest assured life is not fixated on the past."

My tongue seems to want me to tell you what Danar and Diandra said, but those words are hard to say.

Bian thrust out a small box that seemed to contain a watch like he said earlier. I thanked him with a choked voice. The antique car passed from before me but the vibe left by the empress who had still settled down.

The cloud that hung from earlier finally sent down rain as if removing the burden it carried. I ran into the house while re-colliding the jacket feeling the fragrance and warmth of Bian.

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