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42. The Household Dream

If he wasn't meant for you

just let go

do not regret it

Sick? Yes, it does feel that there is

because the heart is still in the body

make peace with pain

until the taste becomes fresh

Orchid Caption today

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Natasha and I entered the car with a lot of groceries. I saturate today and try to reward myself. Some groceries are also for my parents and Dewo. There's also a tiny table clock for Bian.

"They'll stop by my house first, okay?".

"Your house or Gege's?"

"Our house, so you're busy looking for money so you've never been to our house, have you?"

"Never, but I've accompanied you in search of a home. Oh yeah, Nat. Bian lives in the Bukit Asri Hijau housing that you once surveyed there."

"Yes, I'm off buying there because of the minimalist style. Gege likes the concept of a house with an industrial style."

Natasha mengarahkan jalan menuju rumahnya. Mereka tidak membeli di daerah perumahan tetapi membangun sendiri. Rumah Natasha dan Gege bergaya industrial, Persis yang dikatakan Natasha.

"Rumahmu 'laki" banget, Nat." Aku memperhatikan interior industrial khas dengan warna tegas abu-abu, hitam dengan beberapa furniture vintage.

"Iya ini selera Gege kecuali kamar anak kami. Aku memaksa keluar dari konsep, Hahaa. Tanah ini milik orangtua Gege yang diberikan sebagai hadiah pernikahan.

Dua asisten rumah tangga Natasha membantu memasukkan barang ke dalam rumah. Nat mengarahkan mereka untuk meletakkan barang belanjaan tadi.

Aku terdiam sendirian di ruangan belakang selagi Natasha bersama dua asistennya memindahkan barang.

Begini kah kehidupan rumah tangga. Besar atau kecil rumah bisa disesuaikan dengan kemampuan. Hidup terpisah dari orangtua memulai kehidupan baru sebagai pasangan suami istri dan suatu saat akan menjadi orangtua.

Membuka lembaran baru sebagai dua orang dalam satu atap ketika aku dan kamu menjadi satu kata 'kita.' Dua pikiran menjadi satu untuk mendayung kehidupan bersama.

My mind wandered wildly imagining with Bian building a household. I was cooking the pentol and suddenly Bian hugged from behind. Aiii..

"Hey.. You're smiling to yourself, Nggrek." I was shocked when Natasha was already standing in front of me while carrying a soft drink. He looked astonished looking at me.

"Eh, it just so happens to be thirsty." I avoided answering Natasha's question.

"You're smiling at Kenzo's words?"

"Not it." I shook my head quickly because it was not the past I remembered but imagined the future with Bian. The corny relationship I hoped would change my status. From a girl to a wife to a mother.

"It turns out that's how their relationship is. Tidying up neatly behind you should I think some of Adi's employees know."

"Maybe but when with Adicolor. I'm pretty stubborn. How many times have you advised not to sacrifice your personal life for the sake of Adicolor."

"Yes sometimes when we are younger we have too high an ego to listen to the opinions of others."

"Yes you're right, Natasha. Now I'm at the point of making past mistakes a lesson. Now fix what's been a mistake first."

"I'm not ashamed yet." I chuckled as Natasha tickled around her waist in dismay with my answer. We stopped joking when there was a green message notification from Doni.

"Sore, Nggrek. Sorry to bother you yesterday with a message from you I just read about the house offer."

"Yes, Doni I'm planning on buying a new house in these weeks."

"Good, Nggrek. We'll see you tomorrow where to talk about it."

"At my house, right?"

"Okay, Orchid if you can morning because noon wants to go to the chicken farm."

"Okay, Doni."

I hung up the phone with a questionable look from Natasha.

"Doni, Nat. I plan to sell my unfinished house to Doni. I'll buy another house."

"He seems like a nice guy huh, Nggrek"

"Indeed yes somehow they separated especially someday son Doni will follow Doni. I can't imagine such a small child having to part with his mother. Especially an island like this."

"Yes, Doni needs a strong mother figure for his child later so that there is no emptiness of the mother figure."

I nodded at Natasha's words. By late afternoon I came home from Natasha's house with a lighter and carefree mind.

Sometimes when the feeling comes. Setting aside time to refresh or hang out with friends sharing stories is enough to please yourself.

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My car was still on the road when there was a phone call from Bian.

"Sore, Honey. I'm on a plane to take off.

"You didn't tell me you were coming home today?"

"Lho what is this? I'll tell you I'm going home, Hehe."

"Yes yes"

"Where are you?"

"On the way from Natasha's house."

"Well, I'll see you tomorrow, baby.. I haven't been able to see you today because I just got back from the airport"

"Yes, Honey".

"Be careful, dear. There's a story I'll tell you tomorrow, Miss you."

"Miss you too. Take care, dear."

I hung up on Bian. My heart beats a little faster than usual. What Bian is going to say is hopefully a good thing.

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