WEARY
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A week has passed since the incident at Marya's house, her mother-in-law.

Now Rea has begun to organize the heart, trying to get rid of thoughts that can make him feel stressed.

Rea wanted to think more positively now, wanting to try even harder to soften her mother-in-law's heart.

Because if Rea stays away, it's the same that Rea puts his selfishness out of his baktu. Consecrated to her husband.

No matter how bad your in-laws are, isn't she still the mother of your husband?

The husband's heaven is with his mother.

***

Today is exactly seven months of their marriage age, and Rea wishes that today was also a happy day for them. Wishing the almighty to leave a little angel in her womb. Because it's been a week Rea's late from his monthly guest schedule.

Between curiosity and hesitation Rea stepped into the bathroom, with a flat object in her grasp.

He did this secretly, because if the results were as he wished, then this would be a surprise for Bram.

However, if the results are not as desired enough he who swallowed disappointment.

Anxiety lingered within Rea. I don't know how many times Rea tried, but the results never matched what he expected.

The beat in the chest tightened when Rea saw the results this morning.

Negatively.

Again, he had to go back to feeling disappointed.

The long flat object still shows a line. That means there are no signs of fetal presence in her womb.

It felt like the pain was back in the chest cavity. His heart was broken when he remembered that his mother-in-law wanted a grandchild from Bram.

The memory of Bram's conversation with his mother that night spun vividly, like mocking and justifying what his mother-in-law said.

He hit his chest, tight.

He was angry at the fate that treated him so unfairly.

He was angry at himself, why not be liked and hated?

She remembered everything, remembering how happy her mother-in-law twinkle was when treating the pregnant Naraya so well.

Given how disappointed her mother-in-law was when Aditya-son from Rashid did not come to her mother's house last week.

Her tears were all over when the shadow of Bram's disappointment flashed through her mind. He chose to remain silent, for he was unable to accept this fact.

Sitting in a closet, with hands covering the face flooded by tears. And try to quell his own sadness.

Suddenly the door was knocked from the outside, maybe Bram was worried because it had been more than 30 minutes he was silent here.

Chequelek

"Darling, hey what's up? Why crying?"

He forgot to lock the door. Bram slightly ran towards her and leaned in with various questions.

Bram pulled Rea into his arms, making his cry break.

Rea. He's not strong enough to say it.

Some more!

"Dear, why? Did you have the same fault?" Bram let go of his embrace, until now Rea's face was wet with tears.

"I'm sorry, I'm disappointed again"

"Why disappointment, hm? Bram stroked his wife's cheek gently, and wiped away the tears that did not stop flowing.

"Negative again Mas" said Rea with a sigh of excitement.

"Darling, don't think about it. We've consulted this to the doctor, and the results are fine, right?

No problem at all. So stop thinking about this again, okay."

"But why do negatives hold Mas? I know Mas really wanted me to get pregnant, not to mention the demands from mom. Mother must be disappointed again with me Mas," cried Rea broke, "What are the advantages of me Mas? There is only a shortage. Even to get pregnant, God did not want to. What wrong have I done, so that the Lord may punish me with a severe punishment." Further.

"Enough! He said enough. You are a woman who has many advantages, almost impeccably. You're a booster, a booster, and a happiness for you. Please don't talk like that again."

Bram pulls Rea into a hug. Gently rubbed his back, hoping to give his wife some strength.

Kissing his wife's head many times.

Bram is actually disappointed by this fact, but he will never show it in front of Rea.

Because without Bram even asking, he already knew that Rea's power was now on him. Her husband's.

He only hoped that God would give happiness to Rea, in any way except separation.

Happiness to a tough and patient woman, his wife.

***

Bram decided to go home early today, because he was worried about Rea's condition considering the events of this morning.

Although he could not realize what Rea expected, but at least he wanted to reduce the burden and sadness Rea even if only a little.

Carrying two packs of chicken noodles in hand, Bram knocked on the door.

Once.

Twice.

There was no sign Rea would open the door.

Bram turning the doorknob.

"Square."

Turns out the door wasn't locked. Then Bram comes in. Closing the door slowly, then he put his bag on the sofa in the living room.

Bram swept through the entire middle room, there was no trace of Rea at all.

Bram opened the room door, and was immediately presented with a heartbreaking sight.

Rea fell asleep with puffy eyes, a flushed nose, and the remnants of tears that almost dried up.

In the grip of his hand there is a piece of photo that already looks outdated, indicating the photo is very long. Mother's photo.

Rea misses her mother.