WEARY
Trying to be the best Dad

" i'm sorry, I just left you."

So is the content of the massage that noven sent to ana.

Noven really regretted leaving without saying goodbye, while in the airport. He suddenly got a phone call from his client.

Noven ruffled his hair, "it must be angry, forgive me." that's what noven thinks now, the article was the message to 50 times. Who noven sent for ana.after the day he left ana in the airport.

It is impossible ana is on the plane for 5 days.impossible, surely ana has activated it from airplane mode. Noven was convinced that, because every message he sent to ana always entered, especially the phone, ana active mobile phone, but unfortunately there was never an answer from ana. And that made noven worried about his situation.

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Ana looked at her son who was sleeping on his bed.

"Dad"

Ana looked at deo's lips, her son calling to Daniel.

Does he miss his father?

yes, maybe because in the end ana was devastated by the struggle of Daniel who tried to meet his son, although too late. errat hanua just melt, did not put his heart to him.

Again and again ana does not want to take the risk.he prefers to be in his house with deo, hiding from daniel who since the incident in the airport.but apparently daniel knows the address of the house ana, ana, and he kept coming to Ana's house, constantly calling her name and her son.

" Anna, I beg of you, please give me a chance to be a good father to deo."

Daniel came back again, without any boredom. Even he was willing to wait outside ana's house from evening to night, and constantly begged her to meet him with deo.

Namaun ana is indifferent, which she regrets, why did she realize when many hearts have been hurt?

"Ana" cried Daniel who was so glistening.

" ana," I beg of you, I want to see deo."he said, Daniel is very heartbreaking.

The sound of rain falling on the roof began to sound, mullai from slowly until the sound of the rain became big.

there is a little worry when hearing the rain stubs that begin to grow.that is the sign that the iru man is feeling the cold rain.

But then again, ana threw away the worry on the man. Ana doesn't care. Let that be his business! After all, the man will go away by himself.....

" ana.." I beg you, no, the man's voice is still heard.

No matter, you know that man is not stupid, he must have used an umbrella to protect himself from the rain stubs.

Ana got up from the sofa, and intended to leave the family room, but was restrained when she heard Daniel's voice again.

"ssh.ana, I don't care as much as the rain falls, I stay here." The voice rattled.

Ana kept her feet off the family room.

...--------------------...

Daniel's entire body had been moistened by rainwater. But he did not care, he would keep his promise that he would not care how much rain washed him.

her pink lips have now turned slightly paled.

"Deo, I'm sneezed." shouted Daniel in a trembling voice.

20 Minutes passed. And 20 minutes that daniel went through with rain water that continues to wet his body.

Daniel doesn't care! Perhaps this was a punishment for what he had done to deo while his son was still in the womb.

Daniel bowed his head, "Father here.."reliih daniel.

"Bad fuck?" daniel laughed heartily

" yes, you are nothing more than a demon!" daniel blamed himself.

" But I'm really sorry, son. I'm sorry." isak daniel. Daniel has no way to hold his prank, especially crybaby tears? Maybe that's what can be said this time, but again he doesn't care, he will keep fighting.

Daniel raised his eyes again. His sight was immediately revealed by an umbrella. Daniel looked at the umbrella and looked at the umbrella.

" ana.."reliih daniel with a smile. Ana immediately threw away her gaze from the direction. "Take it and go home." Brief ana.

Daniel stared fixedly at Ana's bead eyes, if that's not me."

Ana looked back at Daniel and walked up to him, grabbed Daniel's hand and gave him the umbrella.

After that Ana turned her body and stepped her feet.

" I beg you ana, allow me to meet deo, I want to be a good father to him."

Ana stopped her steps.

"please, there's no way you'd cover up all the facts, if I were his father."

"You're not kasian to Deo? Who kept - taking care to ask the whereabouts of his father?

you lied to her..."

"Then if I meet you with Deo, will Deo accept you?" ana said by turning her body back.

" he doesn't even like you, when you mention yourself as his father."Ana's words made daniel silence.

" forced him? no, I'm not gonna do that...."

"I-I'll try."

"yes, I tried to convince him that I was his father." Daniel said sure.

Should ana believe it? A daniel tries to trust someone without coercion.

" no you..."

" i will not force him, I will do it slowly, I will make deo acknowledge this father or even love this father with his heart." cut daniel as soon as possible and sure.

Ana silent a thousand languages. He's not sure, though,

"please..."

Ana began to think about the words of daniel after feeling confident in her decision, she gave a nod, and just then also a smile of part of daniel emanated from her lips.

"Not forcing it." - Ana's hard.

Daniel nodded in spirit.

Actually ana was doubtful about what daniel wanted to do, but he also could not deny that Daniel was his father.

...----------------...

3 Days passed, and Daniel kept his promise. He took his son's heart without coercion

Although his son is still seen not accept that daniel his father.

"Hey...Deo ay.paman came," ralat daniel, as deo's gaze flatly stared at him.

daniel moved his feet closer to Deo who was arranging the blocks of his toys.

"deo for what?" daniel asked softly.

Deo stared at the wooden block he was stacking then looked at Daniel's bead.

"home." short deo, then reassemble the blocks.

Daniel smiled at deo, "Hm.paman bring something to deo, said daniel soft.but at all deo did not pemubrisnya and continued to compose his wooden blocks.

Daniel took something out of his paper bag

"see uncle carrying what.." lazily deo turned to Daniel.

Ah, it turns out that his father brought him his favorite hero, Superman. Deo almost wanted to scream to see his favorite hero so much, but hurriedly turned his head back.

" To deo." said daniel

" Ndak for uncle caja." refused deo very forced. And for the first time he rejected his favorite hero.

"uncle doesn't like superman, uncle likes spiderman.because according to uncle spiderman it's cooler..."

Deo turned to Daniel while pursing his lips, "Snack!!! cupelman is cooler!" deo disagreed.

" spiderman is cooler...."

Deo closed his eyes, "Cupelman!!"yelled deo annoyed.

Daniel laughed at his son's behavior, "Hm.superman palinh cool, if deo want to take a gift from uncle" it was one of daniel's efforts so that the gift from him can be accepted by deo.

Without a second thought, Deo robs all the superman toys that Daniel gave him.

"The biggest cupelman!!"

Daniel smiled as he gently rubbed the top of deo's head.

...----------------...

Deo's blue eyes began to show as his eyelids slowly opened.

"Unda.." said Deo the first time, when his eyes were completely open. Ana only had a faint smile for her son .

Deo got up from his sleep and changed his position to sit down.

" Unda.." said deo while wiping his eyes.

Ana rubs the top of deo's head gently."iya dear."

" Unda-unda deo want to ask cama unda.."

" yes, baby" deo wants to ask me what's the same mother?" deo paused for a moment, "that uncle, who's he?" ana scrunched her forehead confused.

uncle who meant deo?

Deo understood, surely the mother did not understand his words.

"blu, unda. Uncle vinegar at deo's house."

Now ana understands, what her son meant was definitely daniel.

" that uncle...."

The sound of the bell rang, making Ana immediately stop her speech, saying,

" mother look out first yes," deo nodded quickly and rushed out to check who was coming.

Cklex~

ana opened the door. there was already standing by a man wearing a black shirt and levis pants.not to forget in his hand a paperbag.

That guy daniel.definitely the guy wants to see deo.

" yes?" briefly ana, even her hands had already folded in her chest.

"The deo..."

"No, I gave you a chance to meet Deo only 3 times a week. And you..."

Daniel's face was shocked,

" 3 times?you never said anything before ."

" and now I say it." - Anna

" but ana, I...."

"Back next week or nothing..."

"Uncle..."

Ana looked at her side, and Daniel looked down.

Without further ado daniel instantly equates his position with deo.

" Hey.." said daniel, shuffling deo's hair.

Ekhemm.ana is beating quite hard.

daniel who heard ana thumping glanced at Ana who was looking at her with a flat gaze.

Daniel hurriedly turned his eyes back to deo.

"uncle bring this to deo." said daniel then handed the paperbag in his hand before deo.

" deo stared at the paperbag, "no uncle's mouth,"

Daniel grabs deo's hand, then leads deo's small hand to hold the paperbag from him.

"it's for Deo."

Ekhemm.ana cleared her throat again, but this was louder than before.

Daniel who felt that there was a different atmosphere from ana, immediately rose.

"uncle go home first yes,"

" why go home uncle?" deo asked confused, because unlike the day before, Daniel came to this house always invites him to play, but this time, he wants to leave just like that?"

"uncle...."

"uncle's busy. So he has to go home soon." ana said early, with a cold face .

"Yes, uncle, go home first..."

Daniel stopped his words as deo shook his head violently.

" pama can't go home!"

Daniel caught ana miris, but ana remained in her stance, by giving a sharp look at daniel, making the man have to issue a way aggar deo understand.

"uncle must go home, deo play same superman that uncle bought first yes..."

Deo still shook his head, "Deo don't want to!"

By having to lift a tiny body deo into his decapitation.

" no, uncle is busy.and he has to be..."

"Deo wants to play uncle..."

" can't deo!" ana said a little higher.

deo finally bowed his head with his teary eyes

"Deo wants uncle." lirih deo softly.

Showing her sadness is on her.

daniel who saw deo want to cry immediately put his hand on the top of deo's head, then stroked it.

"uncle go home first baby," said Daniel softly, then he began to turn his body and ready to go

While deo held his head back, looking at Daniel's back sadly.

And ana she had to accept what else this trial was.

" stop," said Ana, Daniel immediately stopped his steps

" back." Daniel tried to digest ana's words just now.

" i said back," ana ordered quite loudly.

Daniel turned his body back, then walked over to Ana.

While Ana, she lowered deo, and let her son approach Daniel.

Yes, ana could not see her son was sad, and so she had to make a decision, which was to obey deo's will.

"uncle, play ball.." pinta deo.

daniel was still staring at Ana.

" just 1 hour" said Ana, then she turned her body and disappeared as the door closed.

That's the sign that Anna's allowing Daniel

...***************...

Ana enters her room occasionally she peeks at daniel and deo through the window. He was only afraid that Daniel would hurt deo, but no, instead the man treated deo with a gentle sting.

Ana walked up to her bed and sat on the side of her bed

Ddrrrr...

the sound of vibration of the phone belongs to ana heard, ana millik towards the drawer, because the sound came from the drawer.

Ana opens the drawer and picks up her phone.His eyes are rounded by the message she sees on her phone.50 more messages? With the same delivery.

"Nove," ana immediately opened the message that noven sent.

It contained the regret of noven for leaving ana suddenly without saying goodbye. Even he thought ana really went German.

Ana immediately typed a message for noven

To: noven

"noven sorry I just opened a message from you."

that's how long he kept his phone?

Yes indeed, since the incident in the airport ana does not care about anything but caring for her child.

...---------------...

"Gol," cried Deo excited as the ball he kicked was able to make up for the goal guarded daniel.

"yea, deo wins, uncle loses..."

Daniel smiled and approached his son.

"uncle's father lost."

" that's if uncle ndak jago, cepelti deo hence jago." said deo.

Daniel mangacak-random hair deo,

" is that so?" deo nodded confidently.

daniel pinched deo's pointed nose.

Deo stepped his feet towards the bench, he occupied himself who was getting tired on the bench.

Daniel followed deo.

"Deo tired?" daniel asked, deo just nodded. Daniel sat down next to Deo, then lifted the two tiny legs up his thigh, then massaged the feet of deo slowly.

"uncle apain foot deo?" deo asked while looking at Daniel's hands on his feet.

"massage deo's feet" replied daniel.

"why pressed-press deo's foot? Tanya deo plain.

Daniel laughed at the words of his son." This is his name on the beach darling, let the feet deo not sore." deo only ooh ria only.

Long enough Daniel massaged deo's legs, until finally he stopped his fist, when deo mentioned the word Unda, which means mother. Daniel looked at his head.

Right, ana was already standing on the doorstep not far from the bench occupied by daniel and deo.

Daniel was stunned to see the appearance of ana, the woman was really beautiful, even her beauty was more than the snake woman. But unfortunately, why did he just realize it?

Daniel broke his mind about ana's appearance, now his eyes are turned on his watch.

It's been 1 hour, inner daniel. When he realized that the short 1 hour he had spent with deo today was gone.

Daniel lowered deo's leg, then he got up from the bench.

As for deo, he looked at daniel confusedly,

"why belenti uncle?" tanya deo, who without daniel realized that her son was beginning to feel the kenikamtan gently and soulfully gnawed by daniel.

Daniel smiled, he carried deo into his carrier. He then stepped his feet towards ana who was still silent at the door with a navy-colored dress attached to her body.

Daniel kisses deo's forehead, "uncle go home first yes,"

Deo furrowed his brows, "why go home?"

"because...."

"because it's been 1 hour." answered ana without the slightest look.

Daniel manatap ana, "yes, it's been 1 hour."

"Deo wants to play uncle's cama." daniel turned to deo who was in his carriage.

"yes, play with uncle again sometime."

"Deo wants to bicker!" deo whinek.

"there's..."

" I want you to accompany deo." said Ana without taking a single step, towards daniel.

Daniel remained silent. Is it true what Anna said?

" me?"

"Yes, you don't want to? Okay..."

"I want. I'll accompany deo." replied daniel as soon as possible.of course daniel wants.he will not waste the opportunity to keep his promise, be a good father to Deo.

Ana sighed and then approached Daniel, then kissed deo on the forehead.

Daniel was fixated on why he was so stupid to waste a woman like Ana, having sincere affection, loving her son so much, when his father did not accept his presence.

"Mother go first baby," said ana gently with a smile.

Daniel so remember when ana was still with him, the woman always gave a smile to him, even though a thousand painful words he had said.he indeed daniel admitted he really hated when the woman smiled.

But at this time, the smile made Daniel miss the smile that he always gave him first.

But it's okay, at least daniel's longing for a smile can pay off, even if the smile is not for him.at least daniel can see the smile closely.

Ana raised her gaze towards Daniel's blue eyes.

"friend deo until I get back." said Ana, then turned her body.

" where are you going?" daniel said he was brave

"it's none of your business." ana left in front of daniel and deo.

Daniel stared at Ana's departure

"yes, that's right.lirih daniel with a smile.

...-------------------...

Daniel is confused about what else to do to play his son.

"uncle.." deo's voice broke the silence.

"yes sweetheart?"

"Hhmm.." deo blurred his words for a moment.

"Deo wants what? Deo hungry? Or want to play ball again with uncle? Or deo...."

Deo shook his head with a seirus face, making daniel's heart beat fast.This is not the heartbeat of people in love, but rather leads to fear that deo asks him to go home and does not need to come back to his house again.

"Deo doesn't want uncle here?" daniel dared to ask.

Deo shook his head again.

"deo wants to go to uncle's zoo." said deo.

so that's what made deo put on his serious face.

"deo want an animal garden?"

Deo nodded in spirit for a long time he had not seen the beasts there.

"Lets'go.." daniel lifts deo's body like a pesawar . Making deo laugh amusedly, when heard by the naked ears they both went to the car.

...------------------...

Ana sat on the restaurant chair sweetly. In fact, she did not look like a woman who had had children or even held the status of a widow. She looks more like a single adult.

Every now and then the men who passed the table that ana occupy glanced at him even he gave a smile to ana. But ana replied with a flat look.

" Sina.."

Ana raised her head, now her eyes looked straight in front of her, where people call her name managed to make her heart rhythmically fast.

" i must have kept you waiting a long time," yes, it was a noven. after getting a reply message from ana. Noven immediately contacted ana, even he immediately invited Ana to meet him.

"Ngh.. a little," said Anna by showing her neat rows of teeth. Noven brought his finger to his ear then pulled it "Sorry,"

Ana, who knew noven pulled her ear hard enough, immediately forcing her to lower her hand.

"You, don't do that" said Ana dislike.

"it should be me in your position, not you waiting for me." noven upset himself.

"it's not your fault, I'm the one who came too fast" said Ana, who did not want noven to blame himself.

"then tomorrow-tomorrow went with abg,"

Ana gaping.impossible, duet with noven in the car.

How's it going with his heart?

noven laughed at Ana's expression.

"I'm kidding," Ana just gave a smiley review to noven.

"oh yes," try to explain to Noven why the phone from Noven never lift and noven message also never reply? Though all noven sent to nana sent all?"

Ana Langsumg faded her smile.

"Nana"

Ana took a deep breath "ana slammed the flight to go kejerman."

"Cancel?"

...-------------------...

Daniel takes deo around the zoo with deo in his trunk. He did not want to make his son feel tired, even though his son forced to ask to come down.

"uncle, deo wants to walk."deo's request, but Daniel doesn't approve of his son's request.

"uncle just hold, let deo not tired, baby."

Deo sighed. It sucks, but it's okay for him not to be able to fight people older than him.

"What does Deo want to see?"daniel asked softly, with a focused look on the road.

daniel's eyes follow the direction of deo's index finger.

the finger points towards the panda....

"deo want to see a panda?" in spirit, deo nodded, without further ado, Daniel stepped his feet towards the place of the panda.

How anxious Deo's face when they were right in front of the panda cage, his face showed his anxiety to the panda animal.

After being satisfied to see the animals, daniel mangajak deo came home, before ana who preceded him.

Now the atmosphere of the car feels quiet.deo who leaned on the car seat with a gaze staring at the sky filled with stars and Daniel focused on the streets.

Daniel let the atmosphere of silence, for his son to rest, walaulun he still wanted to chat with him.

"uncle, "call deo without turning his head

Daniel glanced at Deo, "he's a darling," replied daniel gently.

"who's uncle?" deo asked with the face he had turned toward Daniel.

Daniel stopped his car, his gaze straight ahead without even blinking a single blink.

"why belenti uncle?" deo asked bingunh, because Daniel suddenly stopped his car, which happened to be the atmosphere of the road they passed was quiet.so no need to worry about the disruption of other drivers.

"uncle.." call deo, finally daydream daniel managed to buy deo, now daniel turned towards deo.

"yes sweetheart"

"Iih, uncle deo belanya why ndak answered.cebenarnya uncle ciapa?" deo said with intonation of a voice that was so upset.

"uncle....." daniel himself confused hatus said what.say he was his father? That's impossible, Daniel knows that his son hates that he admits he's his father.

"who is that uncle?"deo held back his frustration.

"uncle of man." replied Daniel with a pushy sounding rant.

Deo looked at daniel confusedly, "Deo knows it."

Daniel glanced at his son at a glance and began to stop his pangs when his son did not respond to the answer he made as if funny.better daniel was silent, he did not want the problem getting complicated.

No, he just can't tell the truth for now.

22:00 p.m

Daniel stopped his car in front of Ana's house.

There is a little fear in him, because he has exceeded the time limit he set until at home ana. Of course ana only allowed Daniel to be with deo until he came home from the go, while daniel? He didn't know when she was coming home.

Daniel glanced at the passenger seat beside him, deo was asleep.daniel who could not bear to wake his son he decided to take deo.

up to the door there was little doubt daniel to push the bell button.no, daniel threw away all his doubts.

Daniel pressed the bell initially only once, 3 times until finally the owner of this house came out.

Daniel's heart was pounding when Ana was in front of him, looking at him, surely the woman would scold him, maybe not even let herself meet deo again.

"where am...."

Ana moves the deo into her gendongan carefully so that the child does not wake up.

"ana, sorry," said Daniel with his head bowed.

"yes, "brief ana, but managed to make Daniel look up his head again, he looked at ana in disbelief.

"thank you ana" said daniel happily, I don't know even though daniel was happy.

Ana smiled faintly, "go home and rest, "you turn her body and enter the house.

Ana still watching?

Daniel smiled, the woman still cares about him. Yes women, daniel likes it, no matter the status of those who are now divorced.

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