
Taciturn ?
Cold attitude ?
Boring ?
Yes, it is me . Saeful Armand who is known to people as a very cold person . Even one High School recognizes me with this attitude of mine .
To me, life is meaningless . Even I don't understand what the word "Life" means . Could this living creature be called life ?
No ......
Logically it is true . But it means more than that .
My days are nothing special . Wake up - Shower - Eat - School - Read books - Eat again & sleep . It's just that cycle that I keep doing every day . It's boring . If only he had a friend, maybe his life would have changed .
But (i was too afraid to have what people call friends (friends) . I don't even know what the definition of a friend is . Although I read books a lot, I never found out what the word meant .
This morning, as usual . At break time , I went to the library , took a book , sat down and started reading . I am a smart child . From SD until now , I always ranked first . But for me, it's a normal thing .
I am currently reading a novel book called The Last Leaf Flower A Broken Friendship (Last flower leaf "Destroying friendship ) . Teen-Lict is my favorite novel genre . Very contrary to my personality . Strange, right ?
I have read 10 pages . I started getting carried away into the world of novels where I kept a lot of questions . I'm focused on my novel .
" Hey ! "
Someone took the novel I was reading and greeted me with a smile .
I looked ahead, a girl from another class whose name was not yet known .
I didn't greet her back . I just stared at her face with a strange taste .
" Ehhh, answer dong . Jutek sih "Say .
I remained silent, just looking at her .
" What's up ?? " Tanyaku .
" It's okay, I'm just curious about you . Every day I see every hour of rest, you always sit here alone "
" I'm not alone , there he , he & he "I answered while pointing at some people I know somewhat .
" I don't mean that ! I mean look at them (The girl pointed at someone ) . They sit together, read together . But you're sitting here . There are still many empty places there "
I don't know why his words pierced my heart . Even if it is the reality .
" Yeah, right I dong want to sit where "My answer is cold .
The girl walked over and sat to my right .
" Ehh, why are you sitting here ? " Tanyaku .
" Yeah, right I dong want to sit where aja . It was you who said "The answer reversed my words .
I sighed for a moment, stood up and started to step my foot .
" Ehhh, wait !! " He stopped my steps .
I stopped for a moment .
" Why rush ? We just talked "
The girl could not answer . He was silent mute . He could only watch the man pass out of the library . The girl smiled .
" Armand, you're the right man . You're a very proper person "Say him with a smile.
I don't know what he meant . The right person for what ?
Girlfriend ??
Possibly ....
" Hey, Safitri "Someone calls his name .
Safitri was startled to death and saw the person who called him .
" Brand . Negagetin said "I said .
Apparently from earlier, Mini who has a real name Yuni Widya saw Safitri who was smiling . Somehow Safitri called his friend mini . Maybe because he was short yes .
" Ahhhhh, you like him huhaa ?? " Talk .
" Maybe !! " Said to be moved . " Ehhh, I don't mean . I was just wondering if he was "
" Do you know who he is ? " Tanya Yuni makes sure .
" Who is he ? " Tanyaku . It's weird to like people but don't know who they are .
" He is Saeful Armand . He was very famous for his cold attitude . He rarely socializes, chats, let alone laughs . Strange yes, he can live like that "
" I think he's perfect . A mysterious man . I like that "Safitri said without thinking about her words .
" But why is he ?? many people like you . For example Andrea, the handsome man . He is very popular in this school . It's been dozens of girls who shot him but he refused . I don't know why ... He shot you, you refused him ! " Yuni was astonished by her best friend this one . He rejects men as popular as Andrea and prefers the cold and mysterious Armand .
Safitri ignores his best friend's babble . He was busy himself, smiling himself at the passing of the mysterious man who was getting further away .
" Heii "Yuni flicked his hand in front of Safitri's face, but Safitri remained unconscious .
" Hey !!! " For the umpteenth time, Safitri was awakened .
" About , Mini . What did you say ?? " Safitri completely ignored her best friend earlier .
" I said .......
Kriinggg
The third bell reads . The bell that made the lips of the students pucker . Doorbell In class !
" Ehhh, Come on Mini . Bell dah tuhh . I go first ! " I said and passed leaving Yuni alone in that library .
" Ihhhh, Safitri ! Ngeselin dehhh "Geram Yuni .
She left the library feeling upset at her best friend .
Already dicuekin, Died again .
it hurts so much .
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