When I Love Someone
Mindfulness

I sat in my classroom, opened my bag, pulled out a book and started reading .

Coincidentally now jamkos .

Somehow not as usual , I can not focus the same book I read . My mind is shadowed about the strange girl .

I closed my book again, kept it on my desk, and stared at the field in a window to the right of my stool .

" Who is that girl ? " Take a lot of it on yourself .

I keep thinking about her . When he picked up my book and greeted me with a smile, invite me to chat . Yes, although I cuekin sihh . The girl's treatment is not like my friends . Usually they just mess with me and get busy with their respective affairs .

Maybe they assume I don't exist yes .

It was also my fault, I was too busy with my fantasy world to forget my real life .

" Ehhh, why did I even think of that strange girl huh ? "

It's not like Armand usually thinks of someone . Usually he is just busy thinking about himself .

" Heii Armand "Someone greeted me .

I allowed my eyes to see who greeted me .

Ohhhhhh, it turns out Nicholas Ferdi . My friends . I rarely chat with him , even if we chat , chat us only about lessons , no more than that . Nicholas never asked about my personal life but I always ignored that question . To me, it is enough of myself to know what is inside me, how my life and my problems .

I just looked at Nicholas for a moment and turned my eyes to another place where there was no one without answering his greeting .

" Hey, Hello ...... " Nicholas flicked his hand in front of my face several times .

" What's up ?? " I said in my cold tone.

" Loo why hell, not as usual . You usually sit and read a book . Ehh now instead staring at the window . Like thinking of something "Smack Nicholas said while sitting by my side .

I sighed for a while and turned my face away and started staring at the window again . " Why am I talking about my business to others ? Or my problem ? " I said in my heart .

" Heyii, my dong ama story . Who knows, I can provide a solution to the problem of Lo "Rose Nicholas .

I stared at his face for a while and put out the words I usually put out at people asking about my life .

It's always the answer that comes out of my mouth .

" Ahhhhh, I know . Must be a girl problem, right ? " Guess Nicholas .

I'm still cuek . Even if he's right .

How did he know ??

" Ayoo ngakuu "Nicholas embraces my shoulder .

" What the hell do you want ? Always keep me on ! " My question was a bit furious with him, considering he always just deketin me .

" Good question ! Akuu ....

I covered her mouth with my hand . I know what he's going to say . As always , questions surrounding my problem with pity reasons .

Do I look like someone who needs compassion??

I opened my book again and pretended to read my book to avoid a long conversation with her .

He understands that I want him to leave . So , he also left me who wanted to be alone , always alone .

When he left, I looked back at that window again . I don't know why that strange girl is still on my mind . For the first time there was a girl who asked her to chat . Usually girls are busy waving themselves . I'm a cold cake, rarely chat , always alone and rarely hang out with people .

Their words pierced my heart . I thought more and more that those people were the same . Just like the one who betrayed me, hurt my heart .

For that reason I grew up to be this kind of person .

Chilly

I was too afraid to make friends . I'm too scared if the same thing happens again .

I don't want that ...

Since then, I rarely went out . Get out if there is urgent business . Like buy groceries, school-related activities, Buy pulses and go to the library . That's it, nothing more .