When I Love Someone
The Past of Armand

What a terrible day for me . What's wrong with these people . Disturb me mulu .

Safitri still pulls me mercilessly . He ignored my words . We are in a restaurant .

" Hah Hah "I snorted soybeans .

" Yeay, we've got to takeeee ! " Safitri leaping merrily .

In front of us there is a pretty crowded dining house . It says "House of Padang "there .

Safitri sees me "Ehhh, ayoo we're in . I've laper nihh from earlier "Take Safitri with his Kawaii smile . He doesn't care if I'm a soybean or something .

" Ogah, why are we going there ? " I refused .

" Yes to eat lahhh . Time to travel to the restaurant sih . Armand, you're funny "

" No, eat alone . I don't ....

" Ayoo "He interrupted my conversation and immediately pulled me back inside .

The door opened and we entered .

I see in so many people eating . I'm awkward . I'm not used to being in crowds of people .

Meanwhile. Safitri is busy himself looking for a table that is still empty .

" Ayoo we sit there "Take him while showing me the table that is still empty and immediately pull me again . I'm like a slave in Safitri's hands .

I saw people there looking at me . I'm getting awkward again . Is there something wrong with me . Did my face pop up again ? Did my hair forget to comb ?

No

But because of Safitri . What a savage girl .

I heard people start talking about me again .

" Look at that guy, so weak yeah . The time of the boy she took with her girl . It's not really ! "

" Haha, look at that guy . Slaved girl . I have no self-respect ! "

" Look, that's like the one called Husband afraid of wife ! "

" Haha, Sissy is like a guy ! "

It just keeps coming out of mouth . I'm getting awkward .

We were spelled blank by the window . Safitri immediately sat down while I was still standing with my head lowered .

I didn't hear it . I was too busy thinking about people's babbling about me .

" Everyone is the same ! No one understands ! They don't think about the feelings of the people they're lying about ! " I said in my heart .

I remember my past . Cause I'm a cold guy . Cause I became what I am now .

Safitri is still busy with his babble .

" Hey, Armand . Come sit dong , see nihh the food is delicious lohhh . Let's look at "Said while showing the menu book in his hand .

Anger is beginning to take hold of me . The more I hear their babbling the more I think about my past .

I started not being able to control my emotions . I feel like slapping people who say to me .

I can't take it anymore . I ran out with emotions that still controlled me . I don't know why my tears came out on their own.

" Oh Armand ! Where are you going ? " Shouted Safitri .

I don't care . All I care about right now is running away from here and going all the way where I can vent my anger .

" Where is Armand going ? " Safitri ran after me while shouting my name .

I don't care anymore . I kept running without looking at the direction , without looking at the surroundings . I was too angry . I've been hiding this for too long .

I ran somewhere . Most importantly there was no one there at all .

I saw an empty alley there . I turned and went into the hilt .

" Armand, WAIT ! " Safitri shouted from a distance . Safitri is still chasing Armand .

Armand didn't hear it . He went deep into the alley, past the trees and found himself on a hill with a terrible view of the city .

I'm not strong anymore . I let out all my anger there to coincide with Safitri's arrival behind me . I didn't realize his existence .

" AAAAAAA ...... " I screamed very loudly . The birds flew into the air because of my screams .

" AAAAAAA ..... " I screamed many times .

" WHY ARE YOU ACTING AS YOU PLEASE ! YOU DON'T THINK ABOUT THE FEELINGS OF THE PERSON YOU'RE SAYING ! YOU GUYS ARE CRUEL, HEARTLESS ! " My screams are loud .

Uncontrollably, I slammed what was near me to vent my anger . Until I punched the trunk of a large tree several times until my hands reddened and bleed . I am in pain . But , this pain is not worth what I've been through all this time .

" Armand "Said Safitri slowly . He was very shocked by what he had witnessed with both of his eyes . A cold-known Armand, Mysterious, Silent & Geeky behaved like that .

She looks so sad , tears keep flowing , she looks so miserable .