WHEN MARRIAGE
Broken Hearts Same as Fat
"Sister Rara, this is my cousin is still single, again looking for a girlfriend" I said while drying clothes on the upper balcony, coincidentally Rara's sister was washing clothes.
"Gak ah, I am traumatized, I will be left behind again, especially now that I am thirty-three years old next month" said Rara.
"Don't be pessimistic first dong kak, this is very mantep, already well established, his work as a teacher in college, already S2 again, continued his older brother is also a teacher abroad, he's the last child, imagine his legacy, he said, wkwkkwkw", I said while laughing idly.
"Lu Al, can you really, melt my heart, you love my number with him, let him first connect me" said brother Rara smiled at me.
"Ok ready, Rara" I said.
A few months later, Rara recounted her love journey with my cousin. My cousin Damar, he was a teacher at a private college, Damar weighed eighty-seven kilograms, Dimas was the last of two children, his father and mother had died, damar's brother is a teacher in America.
Rara began to tell her love story with Damar.
"Good morning, I am Damar his cousin Alya, greetings", chat Damar to me.
"Morning, greetings, I am Rara", reply to Rara's chat on Damar.
Me and Damar then agreed to meet at the campus where he taught, when I met him I was shocked because he was so big, he said, my weight of only forty-five kilograms was slammed with a weight of a hundred kilograms more.
"Gile the Alya loves me an elephant, a buset" I said in my heart when I first met Damar.
I talked to him in the college cafeteria, he told me about his family, and so did I.
Ever since the meeting we became close, he often reminded me of worship, eating, and always saying good-bye when night fell.
One day Damar wanted to play at my house but was confused what vehicle to ride, because usually he was on a motorcycle ride with an ojek in his area.
"Ra, I've stopped transport nobody wants to stop" chat Damar.
"Wait a minute, someone will want to" I replied.
Arriving at the boarding house, Damar told me.
"Ra, I was riding an angkot sitting in front of the driver, really down until the driver helped me down, so get me down, keep on asking to pay double because the driver said the seat is usually in front for two people, my porch is two people he said, yaudah I pay" said Damar.
"Yaiyalah two people, jumbo plus.plus.plus.plus.., not the shadow of the angkot angkot sideways, wkwkwkwkkw", I said in my heart while closing my mouth to hold a laugh because it is not tasty to Damar.
"I'm sorry, you're so hard, it's hard to come here" I said as I served a drink.
"For the sake of you what the hell is not Ra" said Damar and then sipped a drink in the glass once sip out.
"Wheel what laper, should use a water faucet, a glass of it just soaked his throat" I said in my heart.
As time went on, Damar ventured to shoot me, I finally sincerely accepted Damar as my girlfriend.
"Ra, actually I like you, you don't want to be my heart's lover" Damar said during a video call.
"You seriously want me, I'm skinny" I said with a smile, my heart pounding.
"Yes I'm serious, I want to marry you but not now, I cuddle money first, I save first" said Damar with a serious face when vicallan with me.
"Yes I want to" I said nodding my head, feeling happy and my heart pounding as I stared at her fat face.
Until that moment, Damar had no news, I tried to contact him but could not.
""When he leaves you, this world never ceases to give you new hope and opportunities.When he leaves you, this world never ceases to give you new hope and opportunities." I said in my heart and tried to strengthen my feelings.
When I find someone, I'm always left out. The days I felt upset, I always remembered the memories with him.
Until I finally realized what I was sad for, I imagined if I married him, I could crumple in his arms, could grab food, my food rations were taken with him, and where to go - where to bother because of eating place.
"I will spare him, you fat, handsome ass" said I, who was hurt by Damar's attitude.
When I came home from work, I ordered an ojek, when it was ten at night, usually there was rarely an ojek online, what is heavy rain.
The online object approached me.
"With Mbak Rara, delivered to Jalan Bunga Rampai?" said ojek online.
"Yes, sir", I said.
Arriving at the boarding house, the online ojek opened my helmet. My feelings were stubborn because of his kindness, an online motorcycle taxi still wearing a helmet and mask looked me in the eye, I looked into his eyes.
"Night, with mbk Rara, I ojek online who just nganterin mbak", chat ojek online.
"Who the hell, ojek online doang sksd (so familiar with sok deket) really", I said in my heart and ignored the chat from the ojek online.
"Include me Farhan, tomorrow I will take you to work, yes, for free", online chat ojek named Farhan.
"Lumayan nih, young as it seems, maybe, if you know how to tell my feelings to Damar", I said in my heart while looking at a photo of Farhan si ojek online in his chat profile photo.
Every day Farhan picks me up, until we're close. Farhan used to take me to the mall to eat and watch movies.
"Ra, since the first time we met, I've been in love at our same first sight" Farhan said holding my hand while in the cinema and whispering in my ear.
I smiled and blushed in embarrassment while looking at him.
"Ra, do you want to be my future wife, I'm serious about you" Farhan said.
I smiled and nodded.
Every street with Farhan, Farhan always bought food for my friends.
One day a woman called me and hit me, saying she was Farhan's wife.
I felt shocked and how frightened I was, I blocked all of Farhan's contacts and sent him messages to no longer contact me.
Aki was so scared that when she came to see me again at my workplace, I didn't know what to do, I was afraid that my co-worker misunderstood me and called me an actor, I was afraid that Farhan's wife would come to me and scold me in public.
Farhan kept calling me by using a new number, he always sent me messages he said still loved me, wanted to marry me.
"Gue stress Al, I'm afraid of the reckless Farhan" I said as Rara ate soto noodles to listen to my curses.