WHEN MARRIAGE
Trust and Betrayal of Love

"Why is my life like God.hikz..hikz.", I cried behind the door and covered my face.

"Sir Rara, sis... is inside?" said Alya knocking on my bedroom door and calling out to me.

"Yes Al, for a moment" I said as I wiped away my tears that had fallen down my cheeks.

"Kak Rara tomorrow I and brother Ayu want to go to TMII (Indonesian Mini Beautiful Park) would like to join, we refreshing all the photos together to make memories before Ayu's brother moved to Padang" said Alya standing at the door.

"Jaudah Rara's brother came", I said opening the door of the room and standing in front of Alya.

"Cup..cup..cup..hase cry yes brother, already do not think, mending us happy - happy mumpung not married" said Alya asked me to joke.

On Sunday the three of us went to TMII, walking around enjoying traditional Indonesian houses, while I was enjoying the view on the lake, I saw whatapp message from Miki on my phone.

"Ra, I'll see you this week", wa from Miki.

I felt happy again because Miki called me back, I thought Miki was my soul mate.

"Can you, how are you?", wa from me.

Miki and I chatted with each other.

"I'd better hide my relationship this time from my best friends, because I want to surprise them with my marriage to Miki at thirty-five", I said inwardly while smiling towards Ayu and Alya who were joking next to me.

"You're so tired today, sister" said Alya when he got to the boarding house and laid his body on the sofa.

"I went into the room, I was sleepy" I said smiling.

"Well, you have to be happy, happy, don't be heartbroken, hehehe" said Alya, laughing at me.

"Yes, thank you very much for taking the road to TMII so you can have entertainment, wkwkwkkw", I said walking into the room and closing the door.

It's been a week that Miki and I have been texting each other. Our communication is well established again.

"Ra, how are you, you want to marry me Ra, I'm serious", chat wa enter from Damar's number.

"By the way you are, don't bother me anymore, I've been with other people, I don't want to be with you if you're still fat", my reply chat with annoyance saw chat from Damar.

Every day Damar always sends me a message and invites me to get married, but I continue to reject him even I insinuate his physical thick because I was already hurt because of it.

Miki picked me up after I went to work, Miki took me to eat Seblak at our restaurant. When I met him, I felt flowering - flowers, I really missed the body and attention of a future partner of my life later.

We sat facing each other while eating a spicy bowl, I was ashamed - ashamed to look at her face, I ate like a queen because I didn't want to look ugly in front of her.

"Ra, actually I want to marry you in the near future" Miki said holding my right hand with her left and looking at my face.

"Seriously you're not kidding, are you?!", I said bowed embarrassed and occasionally turned to her, my heart pounding like it was going to be dislodged.

"I'm serious honey, but." said Miki continuing to hold my hand.

"But I don't have any savings yet, how about we open a joint savings account in my name, half your salary and my salary go into the same account, make our capital marry, and get married, we stayed for a year and got married, you want?" said Miki reassuring me with her cute face.

"I want to, yaudah, send me the account number tomorrow, I'll transfer it every month", I said flowered - flowers mengdengung said wedding, finally my dream for marriage was realized.

"Yes gapapa, I'm the one who paid" I said while putting money in the wallet.

It's been almost a year that Miki and I have been in a relationship, although every time Miki does not have a reason not to bring a wallet, have not taken money at the ATM, not payday, there are family needs and many more reasons.

All the reasons Miki blinded my heart and mind, because my mind was only focused on being able to get married and have a life partner at thirty-five this year.

"Sister Rara, this is anyone who wants to know my boyfriend's friend, his name is Baim, my girlfriend's office, Baim is well established, has a car and has a house, want not?", alya said while playing laptop in my room.

"Gak ah Al, I plan to get married this year" I said smiling at Alya while patting the wardrobe.

"Seriously loe sis, thank God, I am happy with her" said Alya smiling in surprise at me.

"No, yes" I said smiling.

Miki had no news for a month, even hard to contact, I was nervous amazingly, I went to my aunt's place because Miki's house was five houses away from my aunt's house, I came to my aunt.

"Tan, how are you?", I said shaking hands with Auntie Raya.

"Well Ra, come in - come in, what are you relatives, now who is your boyfriend?" said Aunt told me to sit down.

"Still with Miki, Tan. Kan Aunty who first knew me with Miki at that time, I still survive with him until now, even he wants to marry me Tan", I said terseyum.

"Auntie just take you drink first, in Ra's first drink, you're seriously still the same Miki" said Auntie took me a drink and put it on the table.

"Still Tan, even we've been together for marriage capital" I said sipping a cold syrup drink made by Auntie.

"Ra, look at this, it's Miki's wedding date with someone else" said Aunt showing a wedding invitation with a picture of Miki hugging a beautiful woman.

My heart was so broken, my tears were dripping, my body was weak, I cried hysterically at the invitation.

"It's a lie isn't it, Tan?!. It's not really Tan?!. Tan, what Rara has to do, it has been almost a year Rara transferred to Miki, hikz...hikz..hikz.", I said crying hugging Auntie.

"Please, forgive Aunt for introducing you to that jerk" said Auntie hugged me and rubbed my back.

"I'm going to Miki's house now Tan, I want her to give me all my money back" I said to get off the bench and stand up.

"Yes dear, Aunty befriended, Aunty will maki - their family makk" said Aunt embrace me.

Aunty and I went to Miki's house, and there was my talking Tante, my Tante holding Miki to account, but Miki's family insulted my age which was not compatible with Miki's, they actually bullied me an old woman who was easily deceived. Finally the neighbor on came to Miki's house and defended me and helped my Tantu.

Miki's family contacted Miki, Miki called me and said she would return all her money to me but in the installments.

Going home to my heart is so broken, I don't want to meet or communicate with Miki anymore but for the sake of my money that she cheated, I held back my emotions. I actually wanted to report him to the police, but I felt sorry for him because that affection was not easily removed from my heart.

I told Alya everything, Alya was very angry and upset to hear it. While confiding (heartbreak) with Alya, Alya picked up the phone.

"But Ram, I'm the same as Rara" said Alya immediately turned off the phone.

"Sister don't cry, I still have the last stock, my best friend Ramdhan, he's a very nice person and very appreciative of women, I told him to chat brother and entertain brother", alya said to me and rubbed my back.