WHEN MARRIAGE
Between False Status & Love

"So relaxed, he will not come to see Rara again, his wife must have iket him" said Alya.

"When I think he could be my last port, the guy is royal and nice again", I said while eating soto with greed.

"That's kelp what laper bu, wkwkwwkw" said Alya.

"Two - two Al, I think I want to be a con man, wkwkkwkwkwkwkw" I said laughing.

A few months passed at my age to thirty-four, I focused more on facial treatments to beautify myself.

"Dok, my acne scars are hollow - this hole can be smooth dock", asked the beauty doctor.

"Of course you can, sister, we will check first as bad as what, then we will give cream day and night for brother, three months can already see the results" said the beauty doctor while examining my face.

Alya and I have rarely met, Alya is busy working and often out of town, until one day during the holiday we are only in boarding.

"Sir Rara, how are you. Wow magic!", said Alya patting my shoulder and watching my face.

"Apaan the hell Al, loe ngagetin me aja, I again ironed it out, you no show out Al", I said shocked and continued ironing.

"Sister, why brother?, want to buy again! can - may, hehehe, btw treatment where the face sampe kinclong very smooth rich toll road, hehehehe" said Alya meledekku while watching television on the sofa.

"Gue wants to go to the mall, all of you meet me", I said pulling the iron plug and sitting next to Alya.

"Lo anterin me, later I treat, when my friend comes, just you go home", I said turning towards Alya.

"Busyet now I abdicate, from being a consultant who was horrified curhatan loe kak, now an assistant loe kak, wkwkkwkwkw all me in the salary donk kak, wkwkkw", I said Alya turned to me and laughed out loud.

After my friend Alika came with a man of athletic stature, tall and eyes like the eyes of a Japanese man, looks handsome and established.

"Hi Ra, I've been waiting a long time, ohya ni knowin Bagas" said Alika introduced me to Bagas.

"No, just take it, yaudah yuk we have lunch first, make sure it has not been lunch" I said taking them to one of the restaurants in the mall.

While eating, Bagas and I steal from each other, I remember social presure, a lot of pressure that I get from my environment about a life partner or boyfriend.

"It seems like I can use Bagas as a complement to my status regarding life partners" I said inwardly as I occasionally looked towards Bagas.

"Take a chat dong Gas, uh Bagas, ni temen I Rara, still single again looking for the same rich girlfriend loe who is broken hearted in broken up, really fit you two", alika said smiling at me and Bagas.

"Oh what the hell are you, just kidding, ohya nambah - nambah, don't be ashamed - shy", I said.

"Bagas tuh see that Rara is not stingy people, royal really, will not lose you become her boyfriend" said Alika.

Alika came home first and left me and Bagas at the mall.

"Ra, I asked for your number with Alika" said Bagas walking to my right.

"Yes Bagas gapapa, what are you doing" I said turning to him, I who had a height under the shoulder of the bagas should look up to see his face.

"I'm a courier on one of the expeditions, Ra", said Bagas turning to me and looking at me.

After the meeting, Bagas diligently chats me through whatapp.

"For Ra, what time will it be?", chat from Bagas.

"For Bagas, I usually leave at half-seven" my chat replied.

"May share your boarding, later I pick ya all I go to work, I take you first", chat from Bagas.

"Fear of ngerepotin Bagas?", replied my chat.

"Bagas, actually I want to ask, how exactly do you feel to me?", I said while in the piggy bank with Bagas on his tiger motorbike.

"Actually from the first time we met, I've liked you, you're a good woman and not stingy" said Bagas who fokua carrying a motorcycle.

"Then why don't we go out!", I said, my heart started pounding when I asked him to be my girlfriend.

"I want to be your girlfriend" said Bagas.

After the teacher performance meeting, usually me and my coworkers gather to eat together that has been provided.

"Ra, when do you know your new partner?!" said my friend A.

"Yes Ra, we see that you are often picked up by him in front of the office" said my friend B.

"Yes, it will be known, doain aja smoothly, hehehe", I said smiling and laughing.

"Surf what used to be, lancae shuttlenya or sampe to pelaminan, wkwkkwkw. aamin. tancap gas Ra, wkwkkwkwkwkw", my friend the C laugh, all my friends also laugh happily.

I waited for Bagas who never came to pick me up.

"Where are you, I've been waiting for an hour but you haven't come yet", I sent a chat to Bagas.

"Bentar Ra, my motorcycle tires are deflated, where I do not hold money, not payday, you have no money, can text banking send to me first later I change payday", chat from Bagas.

"yes, how much does it take?, what's your number?", chat from me.

For several months I had a love that I had thought of as a fake status to have a girlfriend but over time, Bagas and I established seriousness, Bagas introduced me to his mother who sells vegetables in the market.

I also introduced Bagas to my family especially with my older brothers.

Somehow after a few months of love for san cinga was growing, I felt utilized by Bagas, Bagas often borrowed money from me on the grounds of his motorbike.

Until one day, Bagas was hard to contact.

"Why again, sister, yesterday - yesterday was good - well, now it's just upset" said Alya reprimanding me who was busy looking at the cellphone while rendering on the door of the room.

"It's Ra, my guy hasn't been connected for almost a week" I said annoyed.

"Yaudah was patient, brother, maybe again sick, try tengokin to his house" said Alya who was eating food on the sofa.

The next day I followed Rara's advice, I asked her permission not to teach one day and to meet her mother Bagas.

"Eh there's Rara, how was the tour yesterday with her friends Bagas?", asked Bagas' mother.

"Good morning mom, touring how it means yes mom", ask me and shake hands with her mom Bagas.

Since the market my feelings were very destroyed, I tried to find out the essence of his social media Bagas through his friendship with Alika, I saw Bagas was chatting with a beautiful woman and was young.

Bagas called me back and asked me for money, I was still upset with him trying to patiently deal with it. I refused her request, then she threatened to break me and would not return the money she had previously borrowed to me if I did not lend it again.

I told Alya everything, Alya told me to take a stand. I stayed in my room for a week and always cried.

"You have heart Bagas, my heart hurts, you break me with your attitude, I hate you, I hate" I said inwardly enduring the pain in my chest, I cried sobbing, sobbing, sobbing, I felt God was unfair to me and wanted me to end my life.

I cut off the relationship with Bagas. But Bagas did not accept, he continued to approach me and wait for me in front of the boarding house.

"Who are you looking for brother Rara in vain, brother Ranara has moved to his brother's house far away in the village, mending sister just go home because this kosan girl has Pak RT, rather than later the brother in evicted the residents" said Alya reprimanded Bagas and drove him away until finally he did not come again to the boarding house.