When the Inca became the Inca
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The Inca body suddenly shook violently, Gianna who saw the paled Inca face immediately approached the Inca. Inca squeezed her dress, trying to stop the vibrations on her body.
"Say, what's wrong with you?" whispered Gianna who was anxious to see the change in the look of the face of the Inca and the body of the friend who shook.
"Ba..., get me out of here now, Gi! Pleaseeee..," said the Inca with a stinged breath that made Gianna even more worried. Gianna soon found an Inca body that looked very weak in her embrace.
"Don't faint here, Ka. Helpgg!" whiskey Gianna. Someone looked at the departure of Inca and Gianna while squinting her eyes and looking at the two girls in confusion.
"Kanigara, my thick sohib. Finally you come too, I've been waiting for it," said Josh who saw the arrival of Kanigara Janu, Inca's husband in the past. The two friends embraced each other familiarly. Josh looked around but found nothing he was looking for.
"Lu geliatin what?" kanigara asked as she followed Josh's line of sight.
"Ohhh, Asher's sister and my cousin's sister were here. But this does not look like it. Do you remind the Inca of Gianna? Back when we were little we liked to call them twins because of the sticky stamps like two children..," Josh's words brought Kanigara's memories to the past, when he was still living in Jakarta. He could not remember the face of Inca and Gianna as a child, but he remembered that Asher had a younger sister and Josh also had a younger sister who often played at his house.
"Ehmm, are both wearing blue dresses? if yes, they were both ways out earlier," said Kanigara relaxed. Josh says Kanigara. Before long, Inka and Gianna became forgotten as Kanigara and Josh immediately greeted their colleagues who were present at the event.
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While in one of the hotel rooms, the Inca sat dumbstruck on one of the sofas while staring at the night sky. He was only able to breathe a sigh of relief when Gianna gave him a glass of warm tea. Gianna did not directly bombard the Inca with various questions that had filled her head. He tried to wait until the Inca were calm.
I am still weak! inner Inca. Those memories of the past were still too powerful to haunt him. Seeing Kanigara's face of fear, longing, sadness and shock mixed into one. He felt annoyed with himself because of his struggle so far, it was still unable to make him strong according to his wishes. He is also puzzled as to why something seems to have changed in the past records he has written so far as he was supposed to meet Kanigara in 2020, their meeting that night was four years sooner. He fears that he could meet people from his past sooner than he expected.
The Inca felt he had to recover from the past trauma that still haunted him, and had to become even stronger so that he was ready to face the real battle of life in the future. Inka looked at Gianna with a heavy sigh, which made Gianna look at her with a questioning look.
"Gi, find me a reliable and trustworthy psychiatrist. I need! But let no one know about this. It's a secret between me, you and that psychiatrist!" it was clearly the Inca that made Gianna even more curious. The Inca felt it needed someone who could be a place to complain because he thought that he would not be able to bear all the burden itself.
"Gi, do you believe in life after death?" Inka's question made Gianna surprised. He did not know what to react to the strange question that came out of his best friend's lips. Inka sighed heavily, then told everything to Gianna which made the girl lose her words. He was confused whether to trust the Inca or not. He came to think that his best friend had hallucinations after the Inca incident some time ago.
"Ka..., are you hallucinating again? Fix do you need a psychiatrist or do we have a CT scan of your head how?!" gianna asked after she got away from her shock.
"I know you won't believe it. But as time goes by, you will believe the same thing I said! If I'm afraid, why should I try so hard to change from the old Inca?" the Inca made Gianna think again. He knew that the present Inca was very different from the Inca he had known. Gianna no longer debated the Inca, she also promised to find a psychiatrist in accordance with the wishes of her best friend.
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Inka also undergo regular consultation sessions at psychiatrists recommended by Gianna. Gianna also believed the words of the Inca because they continued to accompany her friend during the consultation session. Accompanying Gianna was the excuse the two girls used whenever going to a psychiatrist to trick the Inca family.
After two years of regular treatment, the Inca felt he had recovered. The psychiatrist also said the same thing and promised to continue to accompany the Inca if he needed himself. Inka also underwent martial arts training to help her deal with difficult situations in the future. Gianna always faithfully accompanied the Inca, whenever and wherever that made the Inca love her best friend more.
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"Bu Inca, there are guests who want to meet Mr. Asher. But Mr. Asher again there is an impromptu meeting, so the guest said he wanted to meet with his deputy Mr. Asher. Would you like to be found?" ask Sella, the secretary.
Let's call the Inca.
"Mom, his guest is Kanigara Janu, he's Mr. Asher's best friend...." Inca's heart pounded when he heard his secretary's words. His mind felt empty and he no longer heard the explanation. The Inca pressed her chest. He tried to calm himself. Sellah who did not get an answer from the Inca, took the initiative to knock and enter the Inca room to ensure the condition of the Inca because he heard the rapid roar of the Inca breath through the intercom.
"Mother, gapapa?" ask her as she sees the Inca cupping her face to the table. He waited patiently until the Inca raised his face.
"Please prepare, my chamomile tea. Ummmm, ask the receptionist to take Mr. Kanigara to the Pomegranate room, and prepare coffee or tea and snacks if he wants to wait for Mr. Asher to finish the meeting. If you can wait, ask to come next time. Tell me again there is a teleconference with branches, so you can not jumpain concerned," explained Inka with a breath that sounds still a little heavy.
To fully recover, you must dare to face the past. Because if you stay forever, Mba Inka will not be able to recover.
Inka remembered the words of her psychiatrist. He stopped the move.
"You're the guest in the Pomegranate room. I will meet him" said the Inca in the end.
Inca sought medication prescribed by the psychiatrist if the Inca had a panic attack as he felt at the time. He began to recite prayers and prepare to face the past that turned out to come back to him that day.
The Inca walked slowly to the Pomegranate room accompanied by Sellah. She opened the door after the Inca gave instructions.
You can be Inca, you can be! inner Inca encouraged herself.
"Diving..., Jordan?!" tanya exclaimed in disbelief because she saw her best friend's sister in the room.
"Good day boss, how are you?" Jordan immediately hugged the Inca and was reciprocated by the Inca while smiling happily. Inka and Jordan exchange news and forget the whereabouts of Kanigara and Sellah for a moment.
"Ekhemmm," muttered Sellah who made the Inca and Jordan aware and immediately apologized to Kanigara and Sellah.
"Sister, this is Mr. Kanigara, the CEO of Janu Group, and my boss at the office," it was obviously Jordan who surprised the Inca because in the past Jordan did not work in the company owned by the Kanigara family. Inka tried to be calm and extended her hand towards Kanigara who was looking at her intensely.
"Hello I'm Inka Alora, the company's deputy CEO," she said, shaking Kanigara's hand. He tried to hide his nervousness and looked at his past husband calmly. Kanigara replied to the Inca's hand, Kanigara's touch made the feeling of longing and pain in the Inca's heart grow. He tried to hold back his tears that wanted to come to the surface.
"Ekhem." Once again Sallah murmured to resuscitate the top officials of the two companies. Jordan looked at Sellah with an amused look, which Sellah replied with a cold look. Jordan's increasingly bright face made Sellah feel annoyed. Inka immediately took off her hand which made Kanigara look at her.
"Have we met before?"
The deg!
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