When the One I Love Betrays
KYKB 15'S

Such a beautiful shadow of the past suddenly appeared just like that, compared to the pain that was currently breaking my heart and soul. Memories of the first time I met Mas Hadi.

The beginning of our meeting at a bus stop, when I was about to leave for college and dad couldn't deliver me as usual. It was raining unabated, a man wearing a white shirt and black pants seemed to be anxiously waiting at the bus stop, next to me.

My phone rang and a college friend called me when the lesson was about to start, but not a bus passed. The man came up to me and offered his help to deliver me on his red-listed black duck bike.

"I've lost my chance, I don't want you to lose your chance!" said me.

"Ma..he?" ask me to doubt.

"I lost my girlfriend today, I don't want you to lose your chance to learn. Studying right, I used to never take studying seriously, until the work I got was also not too good, because it's my lover's parents. Let me take you! wear this raincoat!" he said it again while giving me a set of raincoats.

I was still dumb when I didn't know what to do, Dad always said never to talk and accept help from strangers let alone a man.

"Why dumb, I'm not a bad guy. If I'm evil, I'll take my lover's run before her parents set her up with another man!" Say again.

I slowly grabbed the raincoat and put it on. For the first time at that time I was piggybacking on other men besides my father and brother Bima. My grandfather was the only one.

That was the beginning of my meeting with Mas Hadi, it feels like it just happened yesterday. And after that we became friends, he often came secretly to college to meet me, a year later he dared to come to my father's house before expressing his feelings to me, he said, he asked my father for permission before he expressed his feelings for me.

I didn't expect a man as good as that to turn into a man who could think cunningly and trap me just to get all the treasures we've accumulated together for five years.

I don't care about any of that, but I don't want to lose Mika's custody because of Hadi's cunning and his infidelity.

I was stunned for a moment, I felt like I had seen that woman, but where was it?

In addition to the court at the time of the divorce ruling, I was absolutely sure I had seen it but not like before. Back then she looked more innocent and her makeup was simple.

"Oh my God, he's a former lover of Mas Hadi who used to talk about when he met me!" I muttered while hitting the ground.

I've seen his picture in Hadi's purse, mas, even a month before we got married when Mas Hadi left his wallet to me when he was going to help put out a fire in a small shop when we were accidentally there. I had a fight with Mas Hadi at that time, and he said it was a photo of the wallet. I can't believe it, because usually the photo of the wallet is an artist, and the woman is not an artist. When he was the day I didn't want to talk to him, he just threw a picture of the woman in front of me and even tore it first.

"Oh my God...!" I still cry and make the ground beneath me wet because my tears never stop flowing.

"Mas Hadi!" I looked down while sobbing.

And even the sky seemed to feel what I felt, the sound of lightning became the beginning of heavy rain. Now the ground beneath me is not only wet because of my tears, but also because of the rain. I still didn't get out of my seat, I didn't feel like I could get up. I don't have the strength for that. My love of five years, my sacrifice of five years, and my hard work are all meaningless. Even my family and all my friends don't trust me, my own father even kicked me out of the house. And that's because Hadi betrayed me, he even framed me. My father asked me to make a pre-wedding agreement, because indeed for a year we had a relationship we often quarreled and misunderstood.

Therefore, my father asked me to make a pre-wedding agreement, so that mas Hadi did not betray me. But the truth is, because that letter was what Hadi framed me for, I wasn't even aware of it. A year he had an affair and I don't know, I can't even feel it, because mas Hadi's attitude is indeed excellent. Even at my in-laws' house for the last time, he still stood up for me. Who would have thought that it was all a charade.

That pre-marriage agreement that had cost me Mika, made me lose my life, because Mika was my life. Now I don't even want to live anymore.

Hiks hyks...

No one even cares about me. What else am I living for. My husband betrayed me, my father kicked me out and hated me so much, my son, I will never see him again. Because now I have nothing.

My mind was suddenly blank, I stood up and stared pusher forward. I walked down a small alley that only pedestrians could pass through. I walked alone for a long time, completely alone. My giant step directed me to a voice, I could hear it clearly. The sound of waves pounding so loud, maybe because it was raining so the waves in the sea were very strong.

It's a long way off the highway, a long way away.I've probably been walking for half an hour. I saw the shadow of Mika smiling on the pounding waves.

"Mica...!" shirih ku.

With tears still flowing down my cheeks, I smiled bitterly.

"Dear mic...!" I watered as I continued to advance towards the smiling shadow of Mika.

I subconsciously felt my stomach down feeling very cold. I flinched, apparently without realizing I had walked into the middle of the sea. When I came to my senses and was about to turn around, a huge wave came and my breath felt tight, everything darkened.

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