When the One I Love Betrays
KYKB 03

I slowly opened my eyes, but as I tried to look around, I felt my whole body was so crumpled, so crumpled. My eyes immediately widened when I saw that I was on a bed with a blanket covering my body which turned out that after I looked into the blanket did not wear a thread.

My heart was beating so fast, my hands were shaking, my breath was suffocating. Especially when I see this isn't the room I should be in. I set my eyes on the whole room, and it was very different from the first room I entered, which was the room ordered by Mas Hadi. I immediately looked towards the window, and it seemed to be noon as the sunlight came through through the white curtain of this hotel room window cover.

I rubbed my face rough, and without feeling my tears had also flowed endlessly.

"How about this, what happened?" ask myself.

I could even see the red dress given by Mas Hadi had been torn and lying on the floor near the bed where I was sitting and lamenting the stupidity I was doing.

I tried to get out of bed even though my waist was broken. I went into the bathroom and cleaned my body which was very sticky. My tears flowed even more profusely as I saw the blackened red marks that were all over my body.

"How did all this happen? why am I so careless?" I asked while rubbing my entire body very hard.

Even when doing that relationship with Mas Hadi, something like this never happened. And my whole body never felt this crumpled. I fell to the bathroom floor hearing the tears growing.

I really don't have any face to meet Mas Hadi anymore. How can I do this, how can this happen to me. How I'll explain it to Mas Hadi. And whoever that man was I don't know, his face I don't remember at all.

I keep hitting my head that can't remember anything that happened last night.

Almost saru jam I was in the bathroom, I also do not know what clothes I should wear out of this bathroom. Because the dress I was wearing last night was torn. I spread my eyes all over the bathroom, and I saw a bathrobe hanging there. I quickly grabbed it and put it on. I remember that my briefcase and work clothes were in the previous room.

While continuing to wipe away her tears that were unwilling to stop flowing I walked slowly towards room 1099.

I continued to link to my ten fingers while continuing to mutter an apology to Mas Hadi.

When I arrived at room 1099, I opened the door slowly.

"Crazy!" a voice that I know very well who the owner is.

Unknowingly my tears flowed so hard, I did not dare to look at Mas Hadi.

The sound of Hadi's footsteps approaching me also made my body tremble and break out in cold sweat.

"Come, I've been waiting all night. Where were you last night? and this, what is this?" tanya mas Hadi while holding the bathrobe Ayng I wear.

Mas Hadi's hand slowly moved away as he revealed a little part of the neck and saw the red markings that were there.

"Please..you...!" mas Hadi's voice sounded trembling.

My mouth can't open and talk either, just cry as I can.

Mas Hadi even fell to the floor, with the sound of his knee money so hard hit the floor.

"Crazy, what's my fault? why are you doing this to me, please?" tanya Mas Hadi who put both his hands on his head.

I'm still trying to get my voice out, but it's really hard. I just fell to the floor too. While looking down and dropping all the tears that kept flowing with trembling hands.

"I'm sorry!" I tried to apologize to Mas Hadi for what happened last night.

"Come, I love you so much. I can forgive whatever your mistake...!" mas Hadi paused the sentence he wanted to say then stood up slowly.

With tears that keep dripping I can only be bowed in front of Mas Hadi. Because I realized that I was the one who was guilty, even though I felt that all of this seemed to be untrue.

"But not this one... Susilawati bint Prio Utomo...!"

Hearing Mas Hadi say my name and my father's name I immediately looked up and touched the hand of mas Hadi. But Hadi quickly brushed my hand away.

"Don't touch me with your dirty hands, what kind of woman you've married but do such despicable things with other men, even on the eve of her wedding anniversary...!" mas Hadi spoke with a shout.

I looked down and cried again, because what Hadi said was true. I'm really a dirty woman, how can I be like this.

"Susilawati bint Prio Utomo, I Hadi Tama is looking at you with a triple talaq, from now on you are not my wife anymore!"

Jeger

The lightning tub during my day hurts so much, even my life seems to fly at a glance from my body. I was still dumbfounded listening to the speech from my husband. Until he passed me I just realized from my stubbornness. I immediately grabbed Hadi's leg and hugged him.

"Mas, mas don't talk me mas. I don't know why it's all like this, I came to this hotel like a message you sent me, I changed my clothes to the dress you gave me, but I didn't... I don't know what happened...!" I continued to hug the legs of Mas Hadi who was trying to move him.

"I'm grateful to see everything myself Please, otherwise I would still be deceived your innocent and kind demeanor that was just the charade. If I can't satisfy you, why not frankly...!"

I immediately pulled my hand when the words were thrown from the mouth of Mas Hadi.

I was wrong, I was not right.

"Mas, I. mas you're not... !" I really can't say anything that's on my mind.

Mas Hadi then went to walk towards the door, but when he was about to leave he turned and said.

"I won't forgive your betrayal this Please, and I won't let Mika stay with a mother like you!" he said he slammed the door of the hotel room tightly.

I could only hug my knees and lament what had happened to me. One day after my fifth wedding anniversary. My husband dropped talaq on me.

What else can I do besides cry and lament how stupid I am.

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