When the One I Love Betrays
KYKB 04

In the taxi I was driving home, I couldn't help but cry. Until the taxi driver who seemed to pity me, gave me a box of tissue that was originally inside the dashboard of his car. I was devastated, but I still remember Mika. I decided to take a taxi instead of driving my own car. Because I wouldn't be able to drive under these circumstances.

Up in front of the gate of my house, I saw that Hadi's car was already in front. I quickly paid for the taxi and got out of the taxi. I approached Hadi's mas who pulled my suitcase out of the house and threw it out.

"Buck...!" I said and my tears flowed back.

"Get you out of this house, from now on we have nothing to do. Get out of this house. Remember our pre-marital agreement, the betrayed one who had to leave Mika's house and custody. I'll take our divorce to court. You really disappointed Sila!" said Mas Hadi then entered the house and closed the door tightly.

I sat down in front of the two suitcases containing my belongings. I'm sure Mas Hadi has packed everything without any rest. I realized that what Mas Hadi did was a form of disappointment and heartache to me. I can't even accept that Mas Hadi gets a chat from another woman at night, and it will make you quarrel until I once told Mas Hadi to sleep outside the house. Then what about me who had slept with another man, his heart must have been very sick and broken because of this.

Why did all this happen to me, what about Mika. I can't sleep at all if there's no Mika by my side. How can I eat without any mas Hadi who likes to feed me and Mika who always ask me if I want to eat. How will I live without the mas Hadi and Mika who are like life and breath to me. How can I live without breath and life.

One hour I was still in front of the porch. Not even a cent. Until suddenly there was a car that came, and I memorized who the owner of the car was. It was my father's car, Prio Utomo.

Father and mother got out of the car with Mika who was still there with them because me and Hadi mas will celebrate our fifth wedding anniversary.

"Mama!" mika shouted and ran towards me.

My father and mother looked puzzled at the two suitcases in front of me.

I hugged Mika tightly, I kissed her cheeks, her forehead repeatedly.

"Mama, why? Mama crying?" ask my little princess.

"Dear mika, forgive dear mama. Sorry mama. Mika heard yes, there is no one in this world that my mother loves more than Mika...!"

"Don't lie to Mika!" shouted Hadi who just came out of the house and pulled Mika's hand away from me.

"Sir Hadi, what's going on?" ask my mother who is trying to help me wake up.

"Ask the mother's daughter, ask her how she slept with another man last night on the anniversary night of our wedding...!"

"Thus!" snapped dad interrupted Hadi's words.

"Dear, go in first!" said the father then asked baby sitter Mika who was coming wherever Mika went to invite Mika into the house.

"What's Miss Hadi talking about? don't just say talaq!" sidestep my mother.

"Dad, mom I'm sorry. But Sila betrayed me last night she slept with another man. I waited all night for him not to sleep all night, I called him but his phone was off. And as soon as morning came, she also came with a bathrobe and marks from other men all over her body!"

Plakk

Hadi didn't finish telling me what happened, my father slapped me so hard that I fell to the floor.

"Mother, get Sila in the car!" my dad's yelling makes me sob.

My mother also cried and tried to wake me up.

As my mother and I walked into the car I heard my father say to Mas Hadi.

"Son Hadi, I'm sorry. A father who cannot educate a child well. But Mika...!"

"Sorry father, like the marriage contract that father asked for first, the one who betrays will lose custody of our son, Mika!" said mas Hadi.

I could only press my chest which was very painful hearing what Mas Hadi said. How can I live without Mika, how can...

I've been sitting in the car, waiting for the driver to put my suitcase in the trunk. Dad also got into the car, and Hadi mas also entered the house. I kept looking at the two-story house we had built together from the beginning of our marriage. One year this house is so, and we can bring little Mika who was two months old at that time into this house. The house that had been filled with laughter Mika, Mika cried. I will never be able to set foot in this house again. And I will never be able to meet Mika again because Mas Hadi was so angry and disappointed in me.

The car has gone, I look up at the rear window. It felt so unbearable to leave the house that I had lived with mas Hadi and Mika for almost four years. An overnight mistake that I somehow managed to make, made me lose all the valuable things in my life. When I got to the corner and I couldn't see the house anymore, I could only cry as I lowered my head. My mother, who did not care if I was wrong, still faithfully hugged me and occasionally kissed my head trying to strengthen me.

Oh my God, why is all this happening to me. What should I do, I have angered my husband, a husband who loved me so much, a husband who was so good to me, a husband who always stood up for me ended all his relationships with me. Why can I be this stupid, I even have to lose the company of Mika, my life. How am I going to miss every song he's going to memorize, every moment I usually capture on my phone.

Oh my God, how can I live without Hadi and Mika.

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