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Chapters 16. The light of heart

The five years Alice spent in Germany were in a state of disrepair with a new identity that she had just passed. The presence of a handsome little son who encourages his days makes him forget who he really is and what suffering he has passed.

She even now enjoys her role as a single parent raising a son. Although he had to hide who the father of his real son.

The early birth of the son he named Noah was enough to overwhelm him. The boy was born prematurely due to his physical condition. Fortunately, the little boy was able to survive and now grows into a smart and intelligent child. For four more years, she managed to become a mother and father for her son.

He buried deep in his past memories, now he lives with a new name and also a new appearance. An appearance that might make people who know her would not expect, if she is a fat girl who dumped her own husband because it is not attractive.

Yonna thought she would live happily alone with her son in the country, but fate said otherwise. As Robert grew older, the old man just called Yonna and asked her to return home. With a restless heart, he was glued under the marple tree that became his favorite place when there was a problem.

Should he go back to Indonesia now? What about Noah? What if he meets again with one of the Apsara families? Those questions present in his head made him uneasy.

His forehead wrinkled to see the little man running over to him with a very sad face. Noah was playing with his friend who lived next door, then went home sooner than Yonna thought.

“Are you okay? Is something bothering you?” ask Yonna. He rubbed the tears that flowed on his son's smooth cheeks.

Not usually the boy came home crying, yonna had worried and checked every part of his son's body. In case his son falls down and suffers a wound that makes him sick. But nothing at all.

“Mommy, where’s Daddy? Why don't I ever see Daddy like my friend whose Daddy comes home every day?”

Degh's!

Yonna's chest seemed to be pounding strongly with pain that pinched her heart. For the first time the little lips asked her that. Noah's brown eyes twitched at him curiously.

Yonna was silent with teary eyes, this was the first time her little lips asked her what was so difficult to explain.

“Mom, answer!” insist Noah because he did not get an answer. Yonna rubbed her son's head affectionately, then brought her lips closer to kiss her son's forehead lovingly. He took the little body into his arms.

“Daddy is gone, he is already calm and happy with God in heaven, Honey!”

The clear thread of the long-haired woman's eyes slid along with the lie she uttered. Yonna had prepared today, the day her son would ask about his father. But when he heard it himself from the lips of his son, the sadness he felt was not able to withstand.

“Sorry Mommy, Honey. Sorry if Mommy had to lie to you, Yonna's inner” is poignant. His heart grew increasingly sad to see his son's face looked down sad with tears that also dripped.

“So what Brian said was right, I don't have Daddy anymore,” those little lips started sobbing.

Yonna hugged her son, letting the little boy cry in his arms. Marple trees with reddish leaves fall as a witness to how cruel destiny they have to go through.

Yonna could have told her son who his real father was. It's just that he didn't want his son to feel the pain of being someone who didn't want his presence the way he used to feel, assuming that person didn't exist might be much better in his opinion.

In the evening Yonna sat on the bedside packing her clothes with a very worried feeling. The blank eyes made the wavy long-haired woman unaware of Bianca's presence now standing beside her.

“What's wrong with you? Why did the shirt you folded throw on the floor?” bianca's voice disperse Yonna's daydream. The mother-of-one saw the pile of clothes she was supposed to put in the suitcase end up on the floor just like her brother said.

“Jeez, why did those clothes fall down?” the thrill of being pulled back by Bianca's head.

The woman, who is 4 months pregnant, now switches to sitting in front of Yonna with a suitcase as a barrier between them. Bianca rubbed her belly while raising one eyebrow watching Yonna gather her clothes back and put them on the bed . He began to re-fold and reassemble it into a suitcase.

“What keeps you from focusing like that?”

“Noah,” answer Yonna briefly.

“Do not worry about your son, we will take good care of him. There's not only me here, but there's Mama, Papa and Ed who will take good care of your son. You just focus enough on your Papa's recovery!” reply women who used to be tomboy but now have turned into women who are so motherly.

Short shoulder-length hair with a flower dress that covers her distended stomach, looks very sweet.

Bianca met her heart patch a year ago. It only took a few months for her to settle down and end up in marriage. Now they are both happy waiting for their first child. The affection of the two of them sometimes made Yonna envious.

Yonna breathed a heavy sigh. He recalled the words of his son that day that continued to disturb his heart.

“Not that problem but this afternoon Noah asked about where his Daddy was. Why does his friend have Daddy who comes home every day, while he doesn't.” Yonna's eyes are now back in tears.

“Keep you said what?”

“I told you Daddy was already in heaven!” answer Yonna. The crystal thread slid back across his cheek. She did not want to cry, but her fragile heart could not hold her back.

“He's not a kid anymore, he's a smart kid. Then what was Noah's response when you said that?”

“He cried with a disappointed look. My heart breaks to see her tears, but what can I do? Do I have to tell her who her real father is? That man alone does not know the presence of his son in this world. If he finds out, does he want to accept Noah? I'm confused Bianca, I can't see my son's grief!” lirih Yonna with a sad face.

Bianca understands what Yonna is feeling right now. He just wanted to protect his son from the pain. Without Yonna realizing it, she was actually presenting a new pain for her little son.

Bianca hugged Yonna's body, giving the woman some comfort, as she was confused as to what to comment. Only prayer that a pregnant woman can pray that God will immediately replace her suffering with happiness.

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