
Alice had been feeling strangely for herself for the past week. But this morning, he felt dizzy and limp worse than before. Since then he has been incessantly in and out of the bathroom spewing clear liquid from his stomach.
His throat was slightly bitter with cold sweat drenching his temples. He is often ignored by his meal hours, it's only natural if the current stomach is problematic. Maybe he had an ulcer. Think Alice. But her little heart said something else.
"Alice have you been a little confused?" Maya who heard her daughter was not okay immediately made a cup of warm concentrated tea to warm Alice's stomach.
Alice who was lying on the edge of the bed only nodded weakly. Maya approaches, wiping the sweaty sweat that soaks her daughter's temple with tissue. Alice's face was pale as if there was no blood on her face.
"Drink this first, who knows how to warm your stomach."
Alice got up, facing Maya. His hand grabbed the glass containing the tea and sipped it little by little. It was warm, but seconds later his stomach immediately churned back. Alice ran back to the bathroom quickly. Forced to spit out his stomach again, but still there was nothing he could get out.
Alice washed her face and lips. After that, he put his body back on the bed. Maya who felt sorry to see her daughter who had not eaten anything since yesterday afternoon.
"It looks like your maag has gotten so bad, son. You better go to the hospital, yeah! Let Mama accompany," asked Maya. Alice was only able to nod her head in a barely visible motion.
Maya lets Alice rest for a while. During the day they leave for the hospital by taxi. It didn't take long for Maya and Alice to get to the hospital.
Maya instantly registers Alice to the general poly initially. But how surprised the woman was during the examination, Alice was actually referred to Obgyn doctor. After undergoing a series of tests and getting results.
Now Alice was stunned to hear the words of the doctor who seemed to throw her body to the bottom of the deepest abyss.
"Congratulations Miss Alice you will have children" said the beautiful female doctor who wore a pink head wrap with a small flower motif.
Maya shut her mouth in shock. His eyes were glazed over, there was a feeling of pleasure present in his heart. She did not think that her hopes of becoming a grandmother would be fulfilled. If Maya is happy, then it is much different from Alice.
The glimpses of the night in which he was related like a husband and wife with Bara are vividly reflected in his memory. And stupidly why he did not realize that he had not got monthly guests. The problems he faced made him ignore himself.
"Mother Alice? Mother Alice!"
Alice did not respond. He was traveling with his own mind. If the child were Gavin's, Alice would be a little happy in the middle of her divorce. But in fact the child is the son of his former brother-in-law himself. What should Alice tell her mother? The woman was confused and confused.
"Alice what are you thinking?" Maya shakes her daughter's shoulders. Alice was also shocked. He woke up from his silence and looked.
"Ah ... What's up, Ma?"
Maya takes a breath. "Listen to what the doctor says."
Alice turned to look at the beautiful doctor who was smiling kindly. "In the first three months of pregnancy please take care of the content. Don't think too much and stress. And make sure you eat a healthy diet for your baby and don't forget milk for your pregnancy" the doctor said.
"Where is Mother Alice going? Why not accompany? Should be here to hear this happy news."
Alice looked at Maya. "My husband works doc, that's why I'm accompanied by my Mama," Alice answered a little lie.
The beautiful doctor nodded. Then write the prescription medication down on a piece of paper.
"This later this vitamin can be redeemed in pharmacies, ma'am. Don't forget to drink until you're done. Eat whatever you want to eat. Don't hold back, it's okay to gain weight. That's good for fetal development."
"Well doc, thank you" Maya and Alice said.
The two of them took their leave and began to move out of the room. Walk towards the pharmacy that is on the first floor.
"Are you going to tell Gavin about your pregnancy? However he is the father of this baby," Maya begins to open up the conversation back to her daughter on the sidelines as they wait for the cure.
Alice bit her lower lip. How could she have told Gavin about her pregnancy if in reality Gavin was not the father of the baby he was carrying. And admitting who the father of the fetus that he carries, it is even more impossible. What his parents will think. Alice did not want to add to the thoughts and burdens of her parents anymore.
"No need, Ma. After all they are happy with the prospective child in the womb of his new wife."
"But still, she should know that it is not only the woman who is carrying her child. But you too!" maya kekeuh. He wants his daughter and the baby in the womb to get recognition from the Apsara family.
Alice shook her head. He rejected the advice given by his mother. How could he explain what happened to him? Alice shy. Instead of having to go back to that family that will eventually only get rejected.
"No, Ma. I don't want to go back to that family. I'm not sure they'll accept me and my son. They never wanted my presence."
Alice would rather go. Yes ... he will go bring his son to start a new leaf. There is only him and the baby in his womb.
"But Alice how could you raise her alone. Your son also needs a father's presence. You can't be selfish about this" Maya said, trying to convince her daughter. Alice was silent until the two of them returned to the taxi and there was no answer from her mouth to Maya's words earlier.
Alice threw her eyes out at the window of the car next to her. Look at the building and the people passing by the car along the way.
His mind floated about thinking about his son-in-law. One fact that makes Alice's heart like being stabbed thousands of needles. His son will be born without a father.
What decision he must make, tell the truth. By accepting any form of rejection that he would get? Or stay still and go, shut up tight about who's the father of the baby he's carrying?
Alice's confused. He rubbed his fat stomach with fat accumulated all this time. Even he was still as if a dream could contain with his condition like this.
"You take it easy, honey. I will take care of you, even without a father present. I will still make your life happy without feeling the slightest lack compared to other children. You are mine and I am with you!" his heart said to his own mother.