Wife To Fernando
one hundred twenty-six

Fernando needed an outlet for his anger, so he accepted the mission this time.

He thought, maybe it's better to go for a while, away from his wife, he didn't want to hurt the woman he loved.

It's wet, so take a shower, his wife already knows the side job he's doing.

Whether it's his mission, or some of the club's night holdings he acquired a few years ago, the club' is managed by Belinda's mom.

To be honest there was a fear that the woman would leave him.

But he was confident this time, his wife had to think ten times if she wanted to leave him, after knowing what he could do to his family.

From the results of talks with Benedict and Troy, it was decided if they left, after the naming and aqiqah of his daughter.

Since that incident, his wife was more quiet, did not talk much, especially to him, but he did not care, as long as the woman was still within his reach.

Although her kisses and hugs were not reciprocated, she once again did not care.

The naming and Aqiqah events were held simply, attended only by friends and close neighbors.

Fernando knew very well the smile that his wife aimed at others was a fake smile, even from that day he no longer got a smile that made him fall in love, and again he did not care.

After the ceremony of naming and aqiqah baby Arana, umi Fatimah and Nicholas returned to Sukabumi, because the teenager had to prepare to take the semester exam held another week at school.

Later there will be mbak Narti who accompanies and helps Rara, as long as Fernando leaves.

The night before his departure, Fernando accidentally waits for his wife, the woman is breastfeeding Arana.

For a few nights after returning from the hospital, the two remained in one bed but there was no more pillow talk they usually did before going to bed.

Sometimes Fernando had to check his work until midnight, while his wife always went to bed early.

Seeing his wife preparing for bed, Fernando turned off his I-pad, and placed it in the cabinet.

He approached his wife who began to break down.

"Ra, I'd like to say," she said, sitting next to the bed next to the woman.

There was no response from his wife, but he did not care, "tomorrow I want to leave, do not explain you understand what I mean, do not you?"

No response, the woman turned her back, instead,

Fernando sighed, he put his body down, and pulled the woman's body slowly so that the two of them faced each other, those green eyes looking gently at the round eyes that seemed to be surprised by his actions.

The man stroked Rara's head, "i know you're angry, but at least please listen to me, it's our last night together,"

Fernando could see the round-eyed gaze flashing a few times, perhaps a sign that his wife understood.

"Ra, for the mission this time, it's a little harder, it might take more than a month, so after I get back from there, I want you to stay here waiting for me, you understand?"

Rara did not answer, she blinked her round eyes several times.

"On my promise, will tell my total money, and include your name as well Arana as the heir, I will take care of it after coming from there,"

Fernando kissed his wife's forehead softly, "Rara dear, take care of yourself and Arana, another one, the card that from the beginning I gave you, that's my income from Benedict, you know I don't take care of the resort and the villa, so just calm down, it's not against the rules, please use the card to meet your needs and Arana,"

The man touched both sides of his wife's face, kissed her and kissed her lips, soft and deep.

Fernando got more excited when his wife returned the kiss, just because it was something that immediately stood up limp.

It feels like to swear, if his wife is not in the puerperium, of course they will make love as much.

Ah, the smell always made him drunk, at first just peeling and then kissing, until a small bite that left a red mark there, he said,  

In Fernando's heart wished his wife had been silent like that, lest the voice make him more tormented, but hope dwells hope, the sound that comes out of his wife's mouth makes the bottom more crowded.

Various swearings he mentioned in his heart, he who started, he was also made dizzy because of his actions, it almost feels crazy if not immediately vent.

With a pleading gaze, the man said, "Rara dear please help me, my head is dizzy,"

Not a smile or a nod, but the wink of Rara's eyes and magical hand that made Fernando hiss instantly.

Just touched it feels so good, though,

Fernando again kissed the lips deep, the two chewy objects clashed, while the big hand led him to touch something that was standing directly challenging.

The soft hand made Fernando groan on the sidelines of his second kiss.

And that night for the first time Rara helped her husband let go of his desire without having sex.

After successfully releasing his desire, Fernando ended up asleep, while Rara was awake, he still did not believe in himself, could-be he did what he thought was strange.

Something new for the twenty-seven-year-old woman,

Rara glanced at her husband who was asleep on his stomach, with a plain back that was not covered by anything, while a blanket covered the waist.

On the back there is a scar maybe about two centimeters long, first when he first saw it, he wanted to ask, but hesitant and not brave, he said,

Then now he found out without asking, it was a knife-prick scar, probably deep enough at the time.

Rara could imagine the pain, then the small scar on the right waist, maybe it was shot.

Then the scar of the sabetan in some parts of the body, including the lower back arm, as well as the left thigh.

At first Rara thought it was a former juvenile delinquency her husband used to, considering he listened to his in-laws tell him if Fernando often fought with Benedict.

But it turned out to be wrong, she believes that all the scars that her husband got from undergoing the side profession.

It seemed she wanted to ask, Why Fernando chose the difficult path, rather than a quiet life, when economically, her husband's family included.

There was concern in her heart, was this time her husband able to return home safely without lacking anything?

Why is something that he could only see on television, now he is experiencing himself?

Rara used to watch action movies, people fighting, shooting each other or fighting swords, and now the actor next to her is in deep sleep.

Tomorrow she has to let go of her husband to go on a mission to hunt down one of the mafia leaders.

What is mafia? What is the same thing that is portrayed in the movie? Or even more dangerous?

What if her husband doesn't survive? She will be a young widow and Arana will be an orphan from a baby.

What would he do if that happened?

It felt like she wanted to hold back her husband's steps, but it seemed that it was impossible.

Rara can only move on, hoping her husband will come back to her again.

Although sometimes annoying, he will surely miss the man very much.