Wife To Fernando
seventy eight

write this part, my eyes glazed, my eyes glazed over,

The next night during dinner, Fernando's cell phone rang, seen on the screen there was a foreign number that contacted him.

Fernando looked at his wife as if asking for her approval, but Rara did not look back, instead was cool to enjoy her in-laws' cooking.

"Ra, do I need to lift? It looks like this is from Tamara," asked the man for his wife's approval.

"That's your phone, why are you asking me, right?"she said without looking at her husband.

Fernando looked at the umi fatimah but the umi shook his head, as if forbidding it, he said,

Several times the same number kept contacting him until the food the man had eaten had run out.

Rara chose to help her in-laws clean the dining table and wash the dishes in the kitchen.

"Ra, in the end, Nando does have to bear the sins of his past, unfortunately you as his wife are affected by the actions he did, instead of Umi defending his own biological child, Umi, it's just that please accompany your husband in dealing with him to the end, don't leave him again Ra, umi pleaded with very, very,"

the middle-aged woman sighed, "umi knew Nando was slumped when you left her, even though maybe others saw her as ordinary, Nando really loved you Ra,"

from the corner of her eyes, Umi Fatimah glanced at the reaction of her daughter-in-law, but there was no reaction whatsoever, Rara was still busy rinsing the dishes she had washed, "the problem of Tamara, they could not be together, they could not be together, besides the difference of belief Actually from the past Nando did not really love Tamara, it's just the euphoria of the gray white period, umi can guarantee it, again please do not leave the umi child yes,"her door while helping to dry the dishes her daughter-in-law had washed.

Rara's eyes glazed over, she looked at her in-laws, "Mi, Rara needs time to be alone, Rara won't leave Nando's mas, unless it's Nando's the mas who asked for it, but Rara needs to accept all of this with a chest of air, honestly Rara already knew about this from mbak Citra when at the cafe mas Rama, but Rara did not expect, the time is as fast as this,"

Umi Fatimah was surprised to hear the confession of her son-in-law, "so you already know?"tanyakanya.

Rara nodded, "even Rara had discussed this with mas Nando, and Nando's words were the same as today, mas Nando was only responsible for the child, not his ex,"

"Then what's your plan?"ask Umi Fatimah.

"Rara will love Nando time to solve this problem, the decision is in the hands of Rara mi's husband," he replied.

Until Fernando came to earth and his wife, his phone was ringing, he deliberately lifted it in front of the two women he loved.

"Hello,"

"Halo Nando, it's Tamara, you've been so hard to contact?"ask Tamara across there.

"I'm eating the same umi and my wife, what's wrong Ta?"ask Nando.

"I want to see you now? You came to the hotel where I was with our son staying" replied Tamara.

"No way Ta, it's late at night, it's not good to meet nights, I keep my wife feeling,"

"What about tomorrow?"

"Tomorrow I have a job from morning to evening,"

"Nicho wants to see his daddy do,"

Fernando was silent, he looked at Umi and his wife in turn, as if asking for an opinion.

Fernando finally agrees to meet his ex.

The night before bed, unlike the previous nights, which were filled with sweat-sharing activities, this time Rara lay her back to her husband.

Fernando knew his wife was sulking, the man hugged his wife from behind while apologizing and whispering the word love.

Rara who was treated like that just could not hold it anymore, her back shook, finally her tears spilled in front of her husband.

Fernando tightened his embrace, sorry he whispered in his wife's ear again and again,

Rara had not yet spoken, the woman was just crying, as if expressing her sadness facing the problem this time, her mind was deadlocked, she was confused as to how.

seeing his wife who was still crying, Fernando turned his wife's body, he lifted and put it right on top of his body, so that the two faced, but Rara just looked down unwilling to show her face.

Fernando lifted his wife's chin, so that he could see the round eyes, and under the dim light of the sleeping lamp that was attached to the bed, tears came out from both corners.

The look of sadness and disappointment from his wife, made Fernando tormented his inner, it felt that the expressions of forgiveness and regret that he threw were not enough to treat his wife's heartache because of his actions.

Fernando held both sides of his wife's cheeks, he kissed her forehead gently, both eyes round, until the lips shape the heart that made her fall in love for the first time in this woman,

The two kissed as if expressing a great love between the two.

Until Rara prefers to end the kiss, she looked down after before looking at her husband.

Fernando held his wife's chin again, he kissed the lips again and looked at the round eyes were soft, there was such a great love for this woman,

"Rara baby, you know, I love you so much, we talked about this a while ago, according to what I said back then, I'll only be responsible for that child if it's proven that he's my biological son, do you agree?"tanyakanya.

Rara nodded her sign in agreement.

"Regarding Tamara, I couldn't possibly turn to her, other than differences of faith, I didn't love her either, I did say, she was my first love, but it was just a gray-white period, but it was just a gray-white period, if you could say it was monkey love, I was pounding at the time, but the sense of wanting to have is not as big as when I wanted you,"

Fernando stroked also patted his wife gently lovingly on the back, "Ra, please don't ever leave me again, if that happens better before you leave, you kill me first, please, because if you leave me, it feels like my heart is dead, my soul is no longer in me, three years Ra, I feel that feeling, I don't want to feel it anymore, I'm tormented Ra,"she said with her eyes beginning to glaze over.

"Ra, I heard the same conversation you said earlier, honestly I'm really sad you think that way, but if that one, I can't Ra, sorry if I'm selfish, but if that one is, but I need you to always be by my side, never to leave me again Ra, wherever you go, I will always be with you, I beg Ra,"her door with tears running down her cheeks.

The man cried, he was afraid, his wife would leave him again.

Rara wiped away the tears on both sides of her husband's cheeks, then kissed the man's forehead gently, "i don't want to leave you, I mean I want to alone it is that I need time to accept the current condition, I need to reflect, however, I have to prepare my metal to accept the existence of your child right? The child who wasn't born from my womb, you understand, right?"

Fernando nodded, "Ra, okay I give you time, but you can't get out of this house, you have to stay here, you have to stay within my reach" he said.

Rara, who had been lying on her husband's burly body, chose to get up, and lay down beside the man, both facing the ceiling of the room, both sighing almost simultaneously.

After the two looked at each other while tilting their bodies and facing each other, Fernando stroked his wife's shoulder-length hair, "I love you Amara Cahyani," he revealed and then kissed the lips that became his candlestick.

Rara also said the same word, then the two kissed each other as if expressing a great race of love between them.