Wife To Fernando
one hundred sixty-four

Towards dusk, Rara is delivered by Bimo, Pure as well as Light.

On the way to the resort of unremitting Cahaya asked Rara to visit Malang, he said he wanted to be exhibited to his school friends.

"Are you going home, Ra?"bimo asked while driving the car.

"Don't know yet, I haven't been home for two years, I miss the atmosphere of the house, too" replied Rara who sat in the backseat with Light and Pure.

"Just if you go home, stop by the house Ra, Bimo is here, so don't hesitate," said Murni.

"Indeed if there's a Bimo why ma?"Ask wonder.

"However Amara is married, we do not know, her husband is jealous or not, let alone you are her ex-husband,"

Bimo fell silent, not responding to his mother's words.

Furthermore, there is only chat around the Light school and Pure activities with its catering business,

The car entered the resort area, Rara invited the three down, he said he would invite dinner at the restaurant there.

"Your husband owns this resort Ra?"ask Pure when entering the lobby.

"No ma, he just manages it, this has his American friend" Rara explained.

In the lobby he met Nicholas and his two friends, it seemed like they were going back to the capital.

Knowing the arrival of his Uma, Nicholas approached and hugged the woman wearing his Hoodie, who was,

"Where are you anyway? we're in a panic here, "just look worried.

Rara let go of her son's embrace first, "Uma got lost, happened to help a college friend, that's the guy," she pointed to when the person behind her.

Nicholas greeted them kindly, not forgetting to thank them.

"You want to go now?"ask Rara to her son.

Nicholas looks at his wrist, there's a watch his Uma once bought.

"Cruise again, but Uma, please persuade Daddy so that Uma can return to Jakarta, I do not want to join mommy, I better stay alone in the Apartment," complained the teenager.

"Try to persuade Daddy, but don't promise!"

Not forgetting to leave Nicholas to his two friends,

Rara waved her hand as the car carrying her son left the resort.

Rara again apologized to Pure, for making the middle-aged woman wait for him for a long time.

"yes it's okay Ra, but that was your son? how big, did you marry a widower?"tanya Pure wonder.

"No ma, it's just that," answered Rara ambiguously.

Pure who understands the nature of his former son-in-law who will not tell his personal life chose to remain silent not to continue his question.

Along the way to the room, some employees were surprised to see him, but still greeted him kindly.

Right in front of the door of his room, Fernando stood up while holding his daughter.

Rara said her greetings and took her husband's right hand, greeting also kissing the back of that hand.

In a whisper, Rara asked so strongly that her husband did not ask much first.

Rara invited her guests in, because the time was already magrib, she invited her three guests to worship first.

Although not a pious man, at least Fernando became a priest for his wife and three guests.

The child of umi Fatimah who in fact a religious teacher, certainly can be a good priest, good reading, although it cannot be juxtaposed with the qori.

Although still living with sin, but the problem of religious knowledge, the man was quite clever.

After worshiping together, Rara invited her three guests to dinner at the restaurant.

Fernando who knows if Bimo is a former husband of Rara, certainly will not let his wife eat dinner without him.

Jealous, of course he is jealous, which man would willingly see his wife familiar with the family from his past, let alone look Bimo still likes Rara.

Earlier while still in the room, Rara asked Fernando to reserve one of the tables in the restaurant.

As dinner progressed, Light continued to babble, asking this, including about the toddler with green eyes.

"Dad, Dedek Rana take it home, same mother, let at home grandma rame, Aya bored alone,"he asked plain.

"try talking to Mother Rara first," Bimo said in response.

The light looked at Rara with a hopeful look,

The light nodded enthusiastically, the boy ate the Spaghetti presented in front of him.

Fernando clenched his hands under the table, he was annoyed, his wife silenced him, even busy with the family of her former husband-to-be, not to mention the call of the boy named Light, also the call of Rara to the woman from Bimo.

After dinner, Bimo and his family say goodbye, because the day is getting late.

Rara thanked her guests, and apologized if her time was less pleasing.

Before parting ways, Pure hugged her former daughter-in-law tightly, as well as Light.

The boy reminded Rara not to forget to visit him.

Finished taking her guests to the lobby, Rara returned to the room, followed by her husband who carried Arana, there was no talk from the two.

Rara returned to shower and changed clothes, before breastfeeding her daughter, from yesterday her breasts slightly swelled up.

"After Arana's sleep, meet me in the study" Fernando said as Rara breastfed her daughter.

Rara tries to stay calm, she regulates her breathing, however this must be faced.

She knew very well from her return, her husband was angry, coupled with her arrival with Bimo.

Carefully putting her daughter in a white crib, the toddler fell asleep after feeding her.

Rara first went to the bathroom, she needed to wash her face, not to forget afterwards, she drank a glass of mineral water, to prepare for the worst possibility that would happen to her.

Rara enters her husband's office, looking serious in front of his laptop.

Like a guilty employee, Rara sat in a chair opposite her husband.

Silence, only the sound of air conditioning, and the sound of fingers colliding with the keyboard.

Like a student who was waiting for the lecturer's decision about the script, Rara was so tense, her hands coldly sweating.

Until a sigh from her Husband, made Rara meet the man's eyes.

"Why are you the same Bimo? two nights you were with your ex-husband? what are you guys doing?"asked Fernando while covering his laptop.

Seeing the angry look from the man, Rara looked down, she did not dare to look back.

"i didn't accidentally meet Bimo, he's the one who nolongin me," he replied slowly.

"Look at me Amara, don't you even look at your husband's face after being fascinated by your ex-husband,"

Rara shook her head while raising her face. "I don't think about Bimo, there's mama uh Pure Aunt and Light really," he explained.

Fernando smiled wryly, "even you still call him mama, and the boy called you mother, looking very happy! wow great you, did you forget there are children who still need your ASI here? Arana is crying her uma nyariin, while you are cool playing house-housing with your ex-husband," Fernando said in a rising voice.

"i'm sorry, I was wrong" Rara muttered with a low head.

"Why did you run that night? why don't you listen to my explanation? don't you think how panicked I am? you don't think about children? even for the first time I was beaten by my own son, you don't know the consequences of what you did Amara?"said Fernando still with a rising voice.

Rara was surprised by her husband's words, she saw the man's face, there was indeed a slight wound on the corner of the lip.

"are you happy Amara after what you did? satisfied you now?"

Fernando got up and walked towards the glass window beside his desk.

It sounds like the man is trying to catch his breath, maybe trying to control his emotions.

"What do you see, not necessarily the truth? I know you're upset, because I talked to Kelly, you should understand my work here, I should be friendly to visitors even if he's someone I hate,"

The man turned around, looking at him, "Mara, did you forget, who persuaded me that I would continue to help your best friend to manage all this? you know not a year ago, I was determined to resign? I knew this would be the case, you're angry that you saw me interacting with one of those women?"

"Didn't I say many times, I just love you? I'm sick of those women Amara, I hate women who tease me, it's like to puke,"

"I obey your request Amara, I just ask you to understand and believe that I cannot betray you,"

Fernando sat in the chair next to him, "so what should I do Amara? I should what? so that you may remain with me" he said, kissing the back of his wife's hand.

The round eyes were glazed over, muttering an apology from Rara's mouth.

"I have to how Amara? I followed your will, but on the other hand you're mad at me for that?"

"i have to how? I don't want you to get away from me anymore,"

"Whatever your request is, I will follow, but the one thing I cannot fulfill, I will not let go of you forever,"

After saying that, Fernando began to kiss the lips that he had not felt for two days.

Not the sweet taste, but the saltiness of the tears belonged to Rara.

A kiss that expresses disappointment, despair and great love for his wife.