Wife To Fernando
one hundred and thirty-two

The calendar had just changed yesterday, and until now Fernando had not given it any notice, whether the man survived or died.

Humanly if a wife is curious about the condition of her husband, even though the last time the relationship is not in good condition, but where should Rara ask?

It was impossible for her to ask her husband's best friend for Rara, only Benedict and a stranger named Troy knew about the job.

As with her in-laws, the middle-aged woman knew nothing about the behavior of her son alone out there.

The son continued Rara had been picked up by Mang Hendi before the new year, precisely about four days ago, so now he had to go through his day just by himself with Arana.

Rara decided to visit Mbah Sarmi, he booked a train ticket to one of the cities on the southern line of Java island.

He began to tidy up his clothes and Arana.

Later in the afternoon the train departs from the station in the city center, he did not fare well with anyone, including on Mr. Narti who came every morning, but, Rara advised for the next day, he said, come two or three days.

Not to disappear, he just felt lonely alone with his baby daughter.

Nor is the wife of the man who does not permit her husband, even the man's mobile phone has long been inactive.

He does not want to think bad, he hopes the man is in good condition.

She didn't tell anyone about her disappearance, but if she did, she would only get a lot of questions that she couldn't possibly answer, some of them would have asked her husband whereabouts, no way, if she confessed, if her husband was hunting one of the dangerous mafia, for that reason she chose not to tell anyone.

About the reason for going to Mbah Sarmi's house, because there he will not be asked about this, just like when he first set foot in the village, he had an accident that caused him to lose his first child.

Although the villagers, they never want to know the personal affairs of others, but if anyone needs, they do not hesitate to help.

Rara misses the atmosphere there,

Unlike if he returned to Malang, Dika and Laras would definitely interview him like a journalist at the source.

She did not want to expose her own husband's disgrace.

He also did not want if he had to gather with his in-laws, he did not want to lie more with the woman who had given birth to her husband.

Not to look for trouble, only, he really wanted to hide for a moment.

Rara realized that if she was not good at lying, if urged continuously, she would definitely expose the disgrace of her own husband.

He knows exactly what he is like.

Rara left after the asar prayer, she ordered an online taxi that would take her to the station.

Not much luggage, only a large suitcase and stroller also a backpack that is not too big containing a laptop, spare clothes and diaper owned by Arana, as well as personal items.

Luckily the city road was not too crowded, so fifteen minutes before the train departure, he was already at the station.

He printed the ticket first, then went to the ticket checking officer as well as the ID card.

This is Arana's first trip, he hopes his daughter is not fussy during the trip that will be taken for almost five hours.

This is not a car that he used to ride, the price is different from the travel time, as well as its comfort.

She just wanted her baby to feel comfortable during the trip.

The train is not too crowded, considering that the holiday has ended, nor is it a weekend, you could say there are only a few passengers, including him.

That afternoon the sky was still clear, when the wheels of the train began to turn leaving the capital, Rara could see from the height of the view of tall buildings, minutes passed by lush trees seen among the capital's elite housing.

Seeing Arana sleeping, Rara opened her laptop, she checked the report sent by Fitri earlier this afternoon.

During the month of December, her turnover rose, especially the dress that she had recently marketed.

It made Rara even more excited.

At first, he hesitated when he wanted to sell a dress, he was also not good at drawing, he only mentioned what kind of dress form on Fitri, and the girl who described it, he was the one who described it, then send it to a tailor who has worked together for almost four years.

Rara did not expect that the dress was selling hard, even several times they had to run out of stock.

It feels great when his small business is growing rapidly, he is grateful for everything he has obtained.

Rara continues to run her business, despite having a rich husband, she does not want to stand idly by, she must be financially independent, because she will not know what will happen in the future.

Not intended to precede the fate outlined, it's just that, given the track record of her husband, it could have been suddenly abandoned, yes even though the man said he would not let go, but the hearts of people who know.

Like the physical, love can also be lost, either due to external or internal factors.

The third person or environmental influence is the external factor that most triggers the rift and fading of one's love.

While internal factors, reasons are saturated, bored, and whatever the pronunciation, it can also make a commitment between two people can be destroyed instantly.

Especially after Rara, her husband used to often change women like changing clothes.

If you look at the women she knows have been close to her husband, most of them are beautiful and sexy women, while she?

Yes even though since her pregnancy, she became more contained, especially since Arana was born, her breasts were getting bigger, probably because of Asi.

But still, she cannot be compared with her ex-boyfriend's date, very different.

That's why, as much as possible Rara runs her small business.

He did not want if Fernando left him, he suddenly fell poor and could not give comfort to his son, yes although maybe his two brothers would sustain his life, but he did not want to burden them.

Rara plans to save for her daughter's future in the future, so that Arana will not lack anything.

She could not trust her husband completely.

Finished checking the report from Fitri, he closed his laptop and looked at the stroller, his daughter was awake but not crying, the baby was playing his hand.

Rara holds her daughter, to breastfeed her, at least before the baby cries of hunger, she must give breast milk first, so as to remain calm, not to forget she checked her diaper.

Outside the sky looks orange, beautiful, Rara captured it through her cellphone camera.

Remembering first, he had witnessed the sunset on one of the beaches in Malang.

For the first time the man kissed himself, ah.... Rara missed that guy.

The look of the green eyes that made him palpitate, a sense of longing that made him cramped.

Rara cradled back her daughter, completely a photocopian of the man, a beautiful version.

The same eyes and hair, Rara hugging also smelled a special smell of the baby, the smell is yes.

While looking at the scene that the iron snake was passing through, Those round eyes glared far away, could it be that the man was thinking about it?

It felt like crying but he was ashamed to show his sadness to the world, enough he was quiet in the heart.