Wisdom of Love: KALA LOVE TREATS WOUNDS
RABBINICAL FEELING

That morning, everyone in the living room looked at Ameer, they seemed so curious about the answer Ameer would give. Including Shafiyah who was expecting Ameer to agree to the request of her parents. For him, it's okay he who went forward first asked Ameer to marry him, rather than he should always think of a man who is clearly not halal for him.

"Son, how?" anna asked as she rubbed Ameer's arm to spread her daydream.

"Eh, look at you, aunt, I apologize profusely, I do not mean I want to doubt the daughter om and aunt, only, I still have no thoughts of getting married, I still do not think of getting married, I still want to focus on college and building a career first" Ameer replied.

"No papa son if he still wants to go to college, ta'arruf was not a problem, but Shafiyah is also now still in college" said Mr. Hamid.

"Sorry om, but I can not live ta'aruf for now, I am afraid my heart is more inclined, even though I myself have not thought to get married," declined Ameer as polite as possible.

After going through a fairly stressful conversation for Ameer, now he can breathe a sigh of relief after Syafiyah and her parents came home. However, that feeling of relief only lasted for a while as Ameer realized this time her mother was looking at her with a probing gaze.

"Mother..why look at me like that?" ameer asked a little wrongly.

"Mom was curious, what is the real reason you rejected Shafiyah for the second time, I'm not sure if it's because of college and career" Anna said.

"Mom, actually a few days ago Ameer prayed istikharah," said Ameer slowly.

"Yes, then what?" asked Anna curiously.

"Ameer saw a woman in Ameer's dream, and Ameer decided to choose her, but she was far away" Ameer replied.

"Who's Ameer? Is he in Singapore too?" ask Anna again.

"Ameer can not answer it now, for now Ameer will see the development first while focusing on lectures," replied Ameer again.

"Ish, you like to make you curious, too" grumbled Anna, and Ameer just grinned while scratching her head that did not itch.

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Time goes by so fast, if this morning the mood of Rabiah was really bad because of the decision made by Kamil unilaterally, in addition to his meeting with Bella who was the mastermind of spreading bad news about him, this afternoon Rabiah's mood was so agitated for some reason.

Since 15:30 Rabiah has returned home, and according to Kamil's message, he immediately cleaned the room next to the main room. Not to forget he replaced the bed linen in the room with a new clean bed sheet. Imagining how Kamil and Rani would sleep together in that room really made Rabiah's heart feel hot.

"Astaghfirullah, what you think Biah, positive thinking positive thinking, you can certainly Biah," Rabiah monologue as he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

Shortly after, the sound of her husband's car stopped in front of the house. Rabiah quickly finished his work and ran out to welcome the arrival of his first husband and wife with a forced smile, he was not sure Kamil's decision this time was the right one for him.

"Assalamu 'alaikum" said Kamil and Rani together.

"Wa'alaikum salam, please enter mbak," replied Rabiah trying to be friendly, then kissed the back of Kamil's hand as usual.

Rani who saw Rabiah welcome him warmly joined with a thin smile and then embrace the friendly arm of Kamil who walked beside him past Rabiah.

Rabiah who saw him can only smile bitterly from behind, lying if he is not jealous, but how else, after all the woman who embraces her husband is now his first wife.

Kamil and Rani now walk together towards the room next to the main room, but before long, Kamil comes out of the room with a puzzling look on his face.

Rabiah who had been standing by the door like a statue could only be silent when Kamil came to him.

"Well, look, can you ask for help?" kamil asked a little doubtfully.

Rabih furrowed his brows for a moment, "ask what help mas?"

"For a while, Rani may not occupy the main room, the mattress in the next room is a bit hard and it makes Rani's pelvis uncomfortable, you know that pregnant people often feel uncomfortable," kamil Tuas.

Hearing that, Rabiah smiled again bitterly and then turned his gaze to the side while looking up, trying to hold back his tears from spilling.

"O Allah, what other form of justice is this? Why do I feel always at a disadvantage from the decisions of the Kamil mas which he said was fair?" her inner self while squeezing the end of her long hijab.

"Don't you hear me?" tanya Kamil immediately disperse the inner turmoil of Rabiah who seemed to want to go out and roar in front of Kamil.

"Why should it be so? Biah had tried to sleep on the mattress, not hard, and of course safe for PREGNANT women," said Rabiah pressing the word pregnant.

"Please, once you understand Rani's situation, you just don't know what it's like to be pregnant so you refuse, if you know for sure you understand" Kamil said

Again Rabiah's heart was like being struck by lightning hearing Kamil's words, whether he was intentional or just careless, but that was enough to make Rabiah feel claustrophobic. Slowly he exhaled his coarse breath and turned his gaze elsewhere, trying to hold back the tears that began to pool at the end of his eyes as if he wanted to get out immediately.

"Assalamu 'alaikum, Biah, Kamil?" greet Maryam and Abdullah who just arrived in front of their house.

Kamil and Rabiah who were near the door were shocked to hear their name. Rabiah immediately turned around after wiping away the tears that almost spilled in his eyes.

"Wa'alaikum greetings, papa, mama," replied

the two kissed Abdullah and Maryam's hands in turn.

"You're talking at the door, pamali knows," said Maryam and then embrace the hand of Rabiah into their house.

"Mama, papa," said Rani who had just come out of her room.

"Well, you three live in the house?" mary was surprised.

"Yes ma" replied Kamil.

"Aren't you papa?" maryam asked Rabiah, but Rabiah just looked down and did not answer. Making Maryam can only stare at the listless daughter-in-law.

"Why do you live in a roof?" ask Abdullah.

"Because Rani is pregnant pa, and Kamil can't leave Rani alone at home, so Kamil decided to bring her here" Kamil replied.

"What's? You pregnant? Pekuk Maryam then turned to Rani with sparkling eyes, "congratulations on your pregnancy," said Maryam later.

"Yes ma, thank you, pray Rani may be healthy always with the content of Rani," Pinta Rani with a happy smile.

"Of course, we will always pray for the best for you and our future grandchildren" Maryam replied.

Either Rabiah is too sensitive or how, so during the dinner, he continues to feel pessimistic and should not care too much, just because of the problem of being pregnant and not pregnant.

The night was getting late, Maryam and Abdullah had returned home, now left the three of them who gathered in the family room. During that time, Rani was always spoiled for Kamil, making Rabiah's heart feel more uncomfortable.

Rabiah finally decided to first go back to the room to sleep, this time he did not care where Kamil would sleep, which obviously at this time he wanted to calm his heart.

Upon arrival in the room, Rabiah immediately laid his body on the mattress and closed his eyes.

However, just a few minutes closed his eyes, Rabiah was awakened by Kamil.

"Why?" asked Rabiah while squinting his eyes glare at the light of the lamp.

"Why are you still sleeping here, I've asked you to help me so that you sleep first in the next room" said Kamil.

"But mas, this is Biah's room, Biah has the right to sleep in this room" Rabiah said.

"Didn't you understand what you said this afternoon? Please understand Rani's condition, she is pregnant" Kamil said.

Rabiah now exhales roughly, "again about getting pregnant, can not mas be fair without having to bring up the problem of pregnancy?" rabiah said with a voice that began to tremble.

"This is a form of fair attitude from Biah mas, please understand," said Kamil with a tone that began to rise.

"From yesterday Biah is always required to understand the situation mbak Rani, then when will mas try to understand the feelings of Biah?"

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A drop of tears managed to wet Rabiah's cheeks without being able to prevent, the turmoil of the heart that since this morning he tried to hold as if he wanted to explode right then and there.

Rabiah did not want to contradict the husband's orders, only this time he felt that what Kamil did had really crossed the line, he really felt treated unfairly.

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