
Gavin gets serious when Arman asks him that. As a friend he was tired of seeing Arman living life without a clear purpose.
"Man, all you have to do is try to open your heart and forget about the trauma. You don't want Syifa to get hurt? Easy, do not say anything to him, just you just live it, well later if the flowers in your heart have bloomed, your intention is also strong, then you realize."
It is difficult to make a decision, but suddenly Arman thought about the fate of his son later, who must grow up without being accompanied by the figure of a mother.
"But what if until my son is born, that love is not present as well?"
Yes, it is natural that doubts arise, because the first and last love that has been spoken becomes the bet. Chyntia, an extraordinary figure who incised a million good memories and wounds, to replace him may need more faith and time.
Gavin feels out of words, but he cannot let his best friend who finally has the desire to try. He examined his chest with a stethoscope. "Ente pray istikharah deh, ask for guidance with Allah. This hard heart is like a rock."
Clamps.
The door opened, and Syifa stepped in with a cup of coffee in her hand. "Have it finished on Doc's check?"
"Oh this, your husband is fine. The body is not hot anymore. It's just the effect of her relapse yesterday, I'll prescribe the drug."
"Thank you, Doc. Please have a drink first." Syifa placed the cup of coffee on a sofa table in the room.
"Oh yes thank you." Gavin stepped over to Syifa and immediately sat on the sofa in the room. "Well, good to have a wife. Some make coffee, keep it when sick, and most importantly there are those who sleep. Enjoy God where you deny."
Bugs.
Arman throws a pillow and hits Gavin's shoulder. "Can you shut up?"
"Mas, don't be like that. Doctor Gavin is our guest," Syifa said.
"Hear the word of the wife of Soleha. The guest is the king, and this is even in the tabok with a pillow" continued Gavin and sipped his coffee again.
Arman rested his body on the headboard and looked at the wife who was still standing next to the sofa where Gavin was sitting. "My grave is getting cold, do you still want to stand there?"
"Astaghfirullah, yes. I forgot," said Syifa and immediately sat on the edge of the bed, continuing her activities to feed the husband. "It's still warm, let's eat again."
"Geez, it looks like I need to get out of here right away" Gavin said.
...ΩΩΩ...
"I want to cancel my marriage and Laras Bu" said Firman with his head bowed before the Mother.
Praaakk!
Mother stomped the table hard enough, she did not think what made the Word say it, but her marriage did not take another month.
"You don't just talk, no matter what happens you will still marry Laras. Two more weeks we're leaving for Riau."
The state of the Word is really not okay, he used to hesitate and decided to forget everything but now he turned back and pursued the dream that had been abandoned.
"I can't go into a relationship without feelings. Trying to force it will only make me and him equally devastated. Remember Mom, this is what Mom wants, not me."
"Mother is disappointed with you Word. Who are you like this for, huh? Syifa, you're married and you're going after someone's wife, you know."
"I'm sure Syifa's feelings are still for me. I know she doesn't love her husband, because they get married just because of circumstances. All of my accusations against him are untrue. She's not that kind of woman."
"What do you mean?"
"Syifa became pregnant not because of adultery but only because of a hospital procedure error. I'm not letting go of him ma'am, I want him back to me."
"Crazy you Word!"
"I'm crazy and I'll do anything to bring him back into my life!"
Not wanting to argue anymore with the Mother, Firman chose to go to work. His decision was already unanimous and nothing could shake him.
Quite once he doubted his heart, and it turned out that he was really sorry after knowing all the facts.
~
Lazily Shila turned to look at Devan with an expectation of dislike. "I'm sorry, I'm busy. Please return to your room."
"You're why so jutek. Oh yeah today Arman didn't come in because he was sick, did he? I'll go see him later."
Hah, visit Mr. Arman, I have to go with this, inner Shila.
Suddenly Shila stood up from her position and walked over to Devan. "I can come with you? There are some files I have to transfer to Mr. Arman."
"Can I. Later after work I'll come back and get you."
"okay."
~
In a different place.
Arman who was bored in the house chose to go to the backyard, as well as exercising lightly with his gym equipment that was there.
Holding up the little barbell, he sat down on a chair that was there while still daydreaming about Gavin's words this morning.
if I learn to accept her existence, what is possible that love can be present .. but what about her own feelings whether she is also willing to open her heart or still love her future husband, Inner Arman.
"Mas!"
Bugs.
Out of shock and unprepared by accident Arman dropped the barbell in his hand to hit the soles of his feet. "Aw sick."
Syifa who was about to call her husband to lunch together, suddenly became panicked when she saw the husband in pain because of the barbell. "Mas it's okay, sorry I didn't mean to surprise Mas."
Arman looks shocked when suddenly Syifa gathered in front of him while wanting to make his feet feel throbbing because of the barbell. "I-I'm fine." He squinted his eyes when he saw the sound of a soft prank. "You crying?"
Syifa's head looked up at the husband who was looking at her with question marks. "Mad's feet hurt because of me."
"It's okay. Stand up and sit next to me." Arman reached out his hand to help the wife stand up.
Syifa also without hesitation grabbed the hand of the husband, she stepped sitting next to her husband while bowing her head because she felt guilty. "Huuft seems to be carrying a baby. I get sad easily. Maybe in the future I will be more easily upset or angry, hopefully Mas can be patient with me."
"Hm okay. Maybe in the future, I'll do things you didn't expect, so hopefully you're ready." Arman tekekeh himself heard his words. I can't believe he finally said that.
Syifa's eyes suddenly rounded, she crossed her hands to the front of her body while squinting at her husband. "What do you mean?"
"Hahaha, hey what are you thinking? Don't think negatively like that." Arman tried to stand up even though the soles of his feet were throbbing. "Let's go in, you're done cooking, right?"
Syifa nodded her head and stood up. "Mas can walk alone?"
"Can, just carry you I can still."
"No, I keep negative people thinking." His face was flushed, and he was misbehaving.
Arman again tekekeh see Syifa's facial expression which he thought was very funny. "Astaghfirullah, I'm just kidding. Let's go in."
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