
...I was once shady, before I was forced to turn into rain on my own cheeks....
...I was also once a cloud, but I was forced into a fog that melted into my own vision....
...You once made me fight, until you broke my charcoal yourself. When I tried to patch my wounds with my remembrance and prayer, but you suddenly wanted to go back when the heart did not recognize you again....
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A week has passed...
The love began to grow, warming the heart even though it still felt vague. There has been no recognition but at the very least, there is hope to get out of the confines they both pledged before the wedding.
"This is for lunch, this is a snack and in this thermos there is milk coffee so that Mas does not get sleepy."
Arman looked at all the boxes and flasks he had in both hands. After a long time he again felt the attention of a woman, although small but very meaningful. "God, you prepared all this for me to take to the office?"
"Yes, since I got home from the hospital, it's the first time I've cooked again, and I think it would be better if Mas ate home cooking. What do you mind?" Syifa seemed worried, she did not want Arman to feel uncomfortable because of his attitude.
Arches smile again drawn from Arman's face, he moves his hand gently rubbed the crown Syifa is not covered hijab. "Why should you mind, thank you, my wife."
Deg.
Syifa's face turned red when she heard her husband call her, my wife. "Ehm, same Mas. It's better now Mas's gone, later."
"Oh i-iya, be careful at home, Mas will be home before five in the afternoon" Arman said as he reached out.
Syifa kissed the husband's hand and immediately took him to the front. He smiled again as Arman waved his hand from the car before gasping.
After Arman's departure, Syifa went back inside to tidy up the kitchen. But the ringing of the phone made him stop the activity for a moment. "Hallo Brother Devan?"
[Fa, it looks like we're doing no favors.]
"What kind of help does Brother mean?"
[Two days ago did Dad say, he wants to start a business with his friend, without the need to spend capital. It turns out that his business partner is Fir'aun, Big Brother just found out, Brother's friend called he said he saw Father and Fir'aun looking at shophouses in the area xxx]
"W-why, how could it be like that, did Dad not come into contact with Mas Firman after we failed to get married."
[Syifa-Syifa, you don't seem to know Dad alone, for sure Fir'aun accepts him with great profit.]
"Where's the address, brother. Send me the location now."
Syifa turned off the phone call and switched to Arman. Damn Arman did not answer, probably because the focus of driving so as not to hear the sound of vibrating his phone. "I'd better just go."
Syifa went back to the room to pick up the car keys as well as her bag. He left in a state of panic, because he could not let the Father get back in touch with the Word.
All the treatment of the Firman family is still very clear in memory, it makes Syifa has no other reason to keep a relationship even though only for friends.
Along the way, several times Syifa holds the abdomen that always feels pain if he is panicking or worried about something. So great is the impact of the mind on pregnancy, but Syifa as if never allowed to live a quiet life.
Seen from the door of the shop that Syifa is opening can see the Father and the Word look around the inside of the shophouse. "Astaghfirullah, what else should I do" Syifa said, looking at her father who seemed to laugh with the Word.
Word that was busy chatting suddenly shocked by the arrival of Syifa. "Can you check the second floor, I need to call someone for a second." The Word tried to cover my eyes, so as not to see Syifa.
"Alright, since then I've been curious about the second floor." Without delaying time, Father stepped away from that place.
The Word immediately approached Syifa, who stood about ten meters away from him. Seeing the expression of his former lover, he could already guess what would happen.
"Syifa, nice to see you again. Are you all right?"
Syifa dodged as Firmam was about to pat her on the shoulder. He was really tired of this situation, so much drama draining his tears.
"Don't mince words, I know what I'm coming here for. Why should my father be the bait, this problem is over but I continue to attract the situation, why?"
"Syifa I'm pioneering a hajj travel business and I need Dad's help, he used to work in this field." He tried to explain, even though there was actually another purpose.
"I know what I mean by asking Dad to do business there is another motive. Do not cause problems that usually cause misunderstandings. Now I'm gonna take my dad home." Syifa was about to step up, but the Word came back.
"I want to get back to having you, Syifa. After that kid's born, come back to me, I'll wait." Never giving up, Firman no longer begged but had urged Syifa to return to him.
"Mas, I've had another life. You don't understand."
"I'm the one who understands you better than anyone you mean Mr. Arman."
Syifa looked at the Word with a look of disbelief she did not know what to say anymore because the more she gave the reason then the Word instead continued to reply and bring up their past. "You started ngaco Mas. Me and my family."
Syifa continued her steps through the Word just like that. Because the goal to that place is not to argue but to pick up the father.
"Trust me you will only be a Chyntia in the eyes of Mr. Arman" the Word says. Make Syifa stop her steps and turn back.
"What do you mean?"
Firman stepped closer to Syifa while smiling. "You live in Chintya's dream house, wear Chintya's dream car and your dress style is like Chintya. Syifa, all the office employees already know that fact, I mean."
"Mas, stop. Don't interfere!" Syifa's tone of voice began to rise he was really unable to hear all the words of the Word.
"Fa, try now you look me in the eye. Tell me that Mr. Arman really loves you. Let's say?"
Syifa fell silent she did not know what to answer because despite getting a sweet treatment but there was no immediate recognition of how Arman felt to her.
"Why can't you answer, right? Until whenever it is in the heart of Mr. Arman it is just Chyntia and you are nobody. While I obviously love you, love-"
"What does it mean to love without trust? Mas could be like this because of knowing the fact, otherwise I might still hear insults and slander from Mas's mouth. Stop, because my heart just doesn't want to accept the love that Mas offers."
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