
...Right now I am feeling very special and close to God, for being the chosen one so tested....
...-syifa Khairunnisa-...
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Syifa had just opened her eyes, she looked at the stranger every corner of the room dominated by white. After a few moments, footsteps approached. "Mas Arman, what's going on?"
Arman enters alone, Father, Devan and Uncle accidentally wait outside. They knew at a time like this, Arman and Syifa needed time to speak with four eyes.
Arman tries to stay strong, must not look broken even a little. In his hand the wife then tried to smile even though it was difficult. "What do you feel now?"
Syifa looked at her husband closely. He could see eyes that were swollen like one who had just cried, not to mention the look of a sad face that was clearly visible. "Well, is she crying?"
Arman, who was just standing, is now sitting next to his wife. In Syifa's face with teary eyes, he must immediately deliver the bad news, ready or not.
"Why look at me like that, let's just talk." Maybe he started to feel what Arman is feeling at the moment, but he is still trying to keep thinking positive.
"Syifa, it looks like we .. we ...." Arman was again bowed down, he was completely unable to convey this to his wife.
"Mas don't scare me, what's the matter?" Syifa sounded urgent because all she remembered the last time her stomach was so painful and she suddenly fell unconscious.
After wiping his tears Arman again saw the wife who was waiting for an answer from him. "We love Cabay very much but God loves him more. Syifa, the fetus in your uterus must be removed, because the condition is weak and can harm you."
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Syifa's body no longer seemed to touch the surface of the earth. Just like Arman he wished all this was just a dream. "Wait, I'm kidding, right?" Syifa pulled her hand from Arman's. He doesn't like to hear what Arman is saying, it all sounds like nonsense.
Arman had expected Syifa would give a response like this. "Mas's not kidding, we have to give up de-"
"No Mas! I don't want to abort my fetus. He's fine, our son will be born safe. Mas, I beg you not to, no." Syifa suddenly cried hysterically, she shook her head while covering her face with both palms.
Arman immediately hugged his wife. They cry together because they will soon lose the dream they want to achieve together. "Darling, you have to be strong. Mas, promise will always accompany you, mas also promise will always love you. Rest assured, Cabay is not really gone but he is waiting for us at the door of heaven.
Arman could not answer anything, he bowed while shaking his head in response if there was no other way.
"Somel."
Gavin, Annisa and Devan step into the room. Seeing the arrival of Annisa Syifa immediately rose from her lying position with Arman's help. "Annisa, tell me that everything Mas Arman said is not true, is it?"
"I'm sorry Syifa. All that Mr. Arman is right" said Annisa, bowing down.
Syifa saw one by one the people who were currently surrounding her, all the same gazes, hinting at the reality that she inevitably had to accept. Syifa immediately grabbed the brother's hand. "Sister Dev, take me home yes, I don't want surgery. I don't want to."
Devan wiped his tears and looked at his sister. "Syifa, all this is heavy. Brother is also very sad for failing to become an uncle, but Big Brother will be sadder if you have to take you to the final resting place! We all love you, so follow."
Gavin approached and immediately gave a map to Arman. "Man, this is a letter of approval for the operation you have to sign, the operation will be done as soon as possible."
"No, don't sign the letter. I beg you, I beg you. I'm not ready to lose Cabay!" Syifa tried to grab the map but her arm was restrained by Devan.
With trembling hands, Arman grabbed the map.
"Mas Arman, please don't sign Mas. Remember our dream Mas, remember what we want to pass with Cabay later."
Arman's tears flowed until he fell right on the white paper. He no longer cared about the cries and sobs of the wife. He must be firm for the safety of the one he loves so much.
Despite the weight he finally put a signature on the paper and he gave it back to Gavin. "Give me the best treatment soon, please save my wife."
"Of course, Annisa is the best obstetrician, she will do her best for Syifa" Gavin said, taking over the map from Arman's hands.
"Mas Arman I beg you!" syifa's call was increasingly hysterical. For him this is not real, he was just happy yesterday and his world was turned upside down instantly. He did not know what plan God had prepared until he was re-elected to all this.
Arman immediately grabbed and took Syifa into his arms. "I'm sorry, Syifa. It's the best decision."
Syifa gripped her husband's shoulder tightly. The pain, the pain he felt on his stomach was not worth the pain of losing the baby he loved so much.
"Astaghfirullah, astaghfirullah Cabay forgive Ummah," said Syifa.
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